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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.898Please respect copyright.PENANAlT919ykxV3
He's shaking underneath my grasp.898Please respect copyright.PENANAo8aoSayo7N
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.898Please respect copyright.PENANA6UAWOcdJuS
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.898Please respect copyright.PENANAsTB88LZlS1
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I smile bitterly.898Please respect copyright.PENANAw0HlRCMoCf
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.898Please respect copyright.PENANAx9GWCtY05L
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.898Please respect copyright.PENANAQfThmJLUS4
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.898Please respect copyright.PENANAxUhRFniAkN
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."898Please respect copyright.PENANAWM9zUSPjQz
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.898Please respect copyright.PENANA2BuiDjzhpZ
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.898Please respect copyright.PENANAXlGnb2atDG
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.898Please respect copyright.PENANAbR0qjiPanL
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.898Please respect copyright.PENANAvECShv1jZO
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.898Please respect copyright.PENANAtUtYTm2SAI
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.898Please respect copyright.PENANANfw6i8Llsl
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I must at all cost keep him awake.898Please respect copyright.PENANA5mqw2WsnOL
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"898Please respect copyright.PENANAM788eZ0bcc
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.898Please respect copyright.PENANAhWuYqNAWgu
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"Not that long baby I promise."898Please respect copyright.PENANAiVABDvkjHh
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.898Please respect copyright.PENANAgK3cmJTdJ5
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.898Please respect copyright.PENANAfJZ4uPnlqN
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.898Please respect copyright.PENANA1QOW0QxoLF
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.898Please respect copyright.PENANAgkfeVrlNnQ
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.898Please respect copyright.PENANApjCAEbXYl6
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I frown at him.898Please respect copyright.PENANAL8fQMfLjTv
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"Don't say that."898Please respect copyright.PENANAui7Wqt99ZA
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.898Please respect copyright.PENANACZnNGjhdd9
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I gasp.898Please respect copyright.PENANAPVi96h9wFO
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"Jere stop!"898Please respect copyright.PENANAmS3LIwLo2Y
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He goes on.898Please respect copyright.PENANAMNNNjy3IZl
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.898Please respect copyright.PENANAOOclil35Gk
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.898Please respect copyright.PENANAuvUuCbIqF5
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"898Please respect copyright.PENANA76uJsCQuPV
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.898Please respect copyright.PENANA3a62Nl7up9
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.898Please respect copyright.PENANA08SdFR7wHm
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"I won't."898Please respect copyright.PENANAmyUDOBmGJQ
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He obeys, watching me soberly.898Please respect copyright.PENANAjhurW4FJEj
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.898Please respect copyright.PENANAy8ydufVjW9
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.898Please respect copyright.PENANA0Bgr9uMbXn
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.898Please respect copyright.PENANAx1ZAuO4jLs
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.898Please respect copyright.PENANA0YmOTX1LN5
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.898Please respect copyright.PENANAqEpGmv7Jxg
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.898Please respect copyright.PENANA0wPOToLjyj
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"898Please respect copyright.PENANAMBsp1uYmN5
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He tries to nod but he can't.898Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZtGhprTVt
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.898Please respect copyright.PENANAgguwIQPfX8
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.898Please respect copyright.PENANAfJ5VIuxIQX
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He looks up into mine.898Please respect copyright.PENANAJcXNAvr1A6
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.898Please respect copyright.PENANAdhNHf4f6fR
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"Stay awake." I tell him.898Please respect copyright.PENANABktSdVgUYT
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.898Please respect copyright.PENANAJCwAiBFzSq
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.898Please respect copyright.PENANAS1ftE2jA8t
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"898Please respect copyright.PENANA5aShA8Xh8s
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He doesn't reply.898Please respect copyright.PENANAtIs1CHJkzk
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.898Please respect copyright.PENANAZjBvmF3Wds
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.898Please respect copyright.PENANAozdUzvdrEc
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"898Please respect copyright.PENANAXKNHCTpedi
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.898Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6wqiRUBL4
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.898Please respect copyright.PENANA4o4u9X3OX0
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.898Please respect copyright.PENANA6zemtMwItN
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.898Please respect copyright.PENANATvNl63fAwA
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.898Please respect copyright.PENANAxQoJEZdlDZ
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"Kiss me," he repeats.898Please respect copyright.PENANAMM69gWvNcN
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.898Please respect copyright.PENANARrlo8TQtbp
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.898Please respect copyright.PENANAlJ8cPny6Tm
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.898Please respect copyright.PENANANrMHi8XwDL
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.898Please respect copyright.PENANA98Ru5hsCNp
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.898Please respect copyright.PENANAbwCz7c8Vbu
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.898Please respect copyright.PENANAwetaKzCgP3
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Electricity races through me and lingers.898Please respect copyright.PENANAk5IL7zzeeQ
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.898Please respect copyright.PENANA2Qh19uIT6n
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.898Please respect copyright.PENANAZLsAAMTOXG
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.898Please respect copyright.PENANA6SSSqBivOw
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.898Please respect copyright.PENANA5CBNxSuRJU
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.898Please respect copyright.PENANA6uMrpUxRRx
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"Jeremy?"898Please respect copyright.PENANABzzas8oedh
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I shake my head, not believing.898Please respect copyright.PENANArdSsrvGD9T
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"898Please respect copyright.PENANADflJl5OyDO
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.898Please respect copyright.PENANAShftSNp60I
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.898Please respect copyright.PENANA5O2kqPqKpo
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.898Please respect copyright.PENANAoJ7tyy0EC8
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