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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAwwfjEWDKMW
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAeq1MhBN5tK
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1282Please respect copyright.PENANA2VKeOVBvQR
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1282Please respect copyright.PENANApaXKDDsd93
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I smile bitterly.1282Please respect copyright.PENANA7498fBsNAH
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1282Please respect copyright.PENANA1nkqx4VoFU
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAYANbiiltEw
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAu5p8vtYFgp
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1282Please respect copyright.PENANA0qDXvD4gZg
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAxXeuJh6lCB
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAUFZz24g38n
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAQyFdWgYY1Z
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAqohYygXKAf
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1282Please respect copyright.PENANArI0E8B26UM
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAZR7PLc0Pu9
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAWSDMmyi2OZ
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1282Please respect copyright.PENANAojo33uCjNM
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAwsId5kv0Fd
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"Not that long baby I promise."1282Please respect copyright.PENANAP8gFKyBqVj
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAzJYcLyCCI8
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1282Please respect copyright.PENANA0YSwIDr179
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAahWVGcuvKp
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1282Please respect copyright.PENANApBkJl0n3Df
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAXwNbPFbV06
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I frown at him.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAbqIfJOFEpf
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"Don't say that."1282Please respect copyright.PENANAe6xVjEbJP6
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1282Please respect copyright.PENANA9SXG9lUeix
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I gasp.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAIZkyXWOPLl
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"Jere stop!"1282Please respect copyright.PENANAxKf41BIr4l
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He goes on.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAY8ZmClnfet
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1282Please respect copyright.PENANArAzApcVE1U
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAQZncmWJl4z
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1282Please respect copyright.PENANAwe3Pdz3KT8
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1282Please respect copyright.PENANALvXjkkxkHc
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAeuPcGSWBON
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"I won't."1282Please respect copyright.PENANAuxSjYAm1RL
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAnNom8a44TU
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAhMN9aCt8AB
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAyU5anhetPs
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAiW6BWYtUtS
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1282Please respect copyright.PENANA1NhCMAES5Q
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1282Please respect copyright.PENANANuhXV9k708
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1282Please respect copyright.PENANA6KF0Q8d279
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1282Please respect copyright.PENANAnSdBtvTxDI
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He tries to nod but he can't.1282Please respect copyright.PENANA83zhNe8HGE
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1282Please respect copyright.PENANA7bifTM8QNz
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAphyRanMZQu
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He looks up into mine.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAxqjWfdq2Qi
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAuIjEJyl6Ih
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1282Please respect copyright.PENANA0NmhEBn6Cx
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAlH6nKKKMIh
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1282Please respect copyright.PENANA1KcyGSX6ac
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1282Please respect copyright.PENANA1wpwIPNWwF
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He doesn't reply.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAqF9RVx2RrV
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1282Please respect copyright.PENANASBs1ihgnvL
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAXosp9GtPSx
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1282Please respect copyright.PENANAHCciWeQq6k
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAah5KivHPoJ
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAr2XgrkGqR1
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1282Please respect copyright.PENANANYj2IbwNxM
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAZP6UsBa66F
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAsfeBZvswZm
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAIE2VdwRAYc
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1282Please respect copyright.PENANA37DX3Ri0R9
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAYPx3ADAvLf
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAUPhqAKrOLT
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAMa8TnvIN1z
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1282Please respect copyright.PENANA3jfBuJK9Mm
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1282Please respect copyright.PENANA5S2BQDIm8a
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAm7as3GmXYG
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAbHwhvYxE7T
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1282Please respect copyright.PENANArmJmilmZNl
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAxUmGth4iOS
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAGtYkPYEZjW
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAwDHtP4aRW0
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"Jeremy?"1282Please respect copyright.PENANAQPUjZ5g3ln
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I shake my head, not believing.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAoweXpv6AQ6
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1282Please respect copyright.PENANAMKJU0PeQbU
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1282Please respect copyright.PENANA1Y6IKkjQXB
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAMWTtmSoewC
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1282Please respect copyright.PENANAL8mri0u0Va
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