Do you ever want to cry, but can't?509Please respect copyright.PENANATUJk8wY4bJ
You feel the tears behind your eyes, held by an invisible dam509Please respect copyright.PENANADUrocZ9kER
And that dam refuses to break, no matter how hard you smash it with your fist.509Please respect copyright.PENANAsBdTLBiZZE
Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,509Please respect copyright.PENANAa0RV3lXlfw
A hushed scream that doesn't quite reach your lips,509Please respect copyright.PENANAoiGQWbSSfb
Why does it hurt like this?509Please respect copyright.PENANA4j60xgLkDI
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...509Please respect copyright.PENANAIRN0WSuRkq
So...509Please respect copyright.PENANASSJHlSKas5
So why can't you?509Please respect copyright.PENANAOFHnPESixx
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,509Please respect copyright.PENANAuaWMRHB2VT
Your only company is the silence that follows.509Please respect copyright.PENANAxT77asizwb
Aside from the sadness, what else is there? There has to be something.509Please respect copyright.PENANAPYsQkO119H
You dig.509Please respect copyright.PENANACsuzofrd2T
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,509Please respect copyright.PENANAPLHsQZ0pnB
Deeper, deeper,509Please respect copyright.PENANAPP9u4Tz3CF
There has to be something.509Please respect copyright.PENANALneluDEvsI
Deeper, deeper,509Please respect copyright.PENANAxIgGy986zf
Something that just didn't click.509Please respect copyright.PENANA8Rd6WMrsbi
Deeper, deeper,509Please respect copyright.PENANAMRVZ8leEKD
What else is there?509Please respect copyright.PENANAA6vk2YQa4l
Deeper, deeper,509Please respect copyright.PENANABtWyttNo3a
You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?509Please respect copyright.PENANApyiHrTAbDx
Deeper, deeper,509Please respect copyright.PENANAOhnMIPHhLv
It has to be the answer!509Please respect copyright.PENANAplNuwWajc0
Deeper, deepest.509Please respect copyright.PENANA3NorTqALsj
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.509Please respect copyright.PENANA4KIt95E7E1
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?509Please respect copyright.PENANAjruXzBnvDO
There's nothing.509Please respect copyright.PENANAYDO3fnn7hf
It's empty!509Please respect copyright.PENANA89P34Roonv
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 509Please respect copyright.PENANAT45UiOz9fR
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 509Please respect copyright.PENANASyw21YuD4S
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.509Please respect copyright.PENANANyHDzXeQMT
They never came.509Please respect copyright.PENANAA4KEGYXm84