The Feels - Courage

I'm back in this dilemma

and it makes me go crazy

my heart's pounding fast

and I'm nervous already

what I thought before wasn't so easy

I'm going crazy in my mind

and no one sees me

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I'm wasting my time

isn't it too late?

Should I just give up?

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I want to be an influencer

Not just someone unknown in the crowds

someone swayed and influenced

someone healed

I want to bring change

to be the light in people's life

it doesn't have to be everyone

I don't have to stand on top of the world

but just enough to know that I've accomplished something

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I don't want to be just another doctor

always saving yet accepting losses

never really surmounting

the masses of people that change each day

I wanna fly,

I want to soar,

I want to leap and dance

I want to stand on the stage

unafraid

Yet I'm still here

cowering in the dark

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