Flashes and more flashes1006Please respect copyright.PENANAPJgheEzBzD
Shouts in the air, suffocating me1006Please respect copyright.PENANAEKa3nHXfNI
Their bodies closer and closer 1006Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZgPfHGkLq
Until its so hard to breathe1006Please respect copyright.PENANAfyWbLgMLfa
Everyone screaming your name1006Please respect copyright.PENANAKTUdUKPFUY
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces1006Please respect copyright.PENANAZh52FxYbfc
The men around me take my arm gently1006Please respect copyright.PENANAzgOAyuLLzN
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes1006Please respect copyright.PENANAKEChgd2RTR
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life1006Please respect copyright.PENANA787RHypqWr
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down1006Please respect copyright.PENANARzkrItCED8
Faking a smile towards the ground1006Please respect copyright.PENANAcVeaIQpDo5
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 1006Please respect copyright.PENANARe8jRFdIae
For fear that it will start over again1006Please respect copyright.PENANANjBuMmeszy
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains1006Please respect copyright.PENANARfnR0tuTjm
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest1006Please respect copyright.PENANAxqg4WOoRv6
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step1006Please respect copyright.PENANAFVbQBmRSU8
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths1006Please respect copyright.PENANAT6VLDAGiuT
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together1006Please respect copyright.PENANAyQkFpEIiFR
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess1006Please respect copyright.PENANAcUZEBmrxpG
My feet seem to be moving on their own 1006Please respect copyright.PENANAh2cGlvYyrJ
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?1006Please respect copyright.PENANAYD6vLkRdrp
Cameras and fame and people all around me?1006Please respect copyright.PENANAZOpl8PhMuu
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!1006Please respect copyright.PENANAdHYi9NSlhL
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!1006Please respect copyright.PENANAeWoetk2c1m
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another1006Please respect copyright.PENANAuMhpFHOw1E
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some1006Please respect copyright.PENANA895ZPOsaLI
But my life should've been peace and quite1006Please respect copyright.PENANA7SxsbCw7k0
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children1006Please respect copyright.PENANAZqpiD6QSRM
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion1006Please respect copyright.PENANA5MSVXgTERy
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets1006Please respect copyright.PENANAT002aSerDx
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life1006Please respect copyright.PENANALdUM0kETcO
When I stop and think of how blessed I am1006Please respect copyright.PENANA58JXnleWOu
I realize how much I love my life1006Please respect copyright.PENANAiUJjXDOV6A
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through1006Please respect copyright.PENANAbmOctNXomC
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model1006Please respect copyright.PENANAnHWF0R7F9d
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on


