Flashes and more flashes751Please respect copyright.PENANAzfwo7DHG25
Shouts in the air, suffocating me751Please respect copyright.PENANAZMXp2i1ksC
Their bodies closer and closer 751Please respect copyright.PENANAPH1HUpSkPX
Until its so hard to breathe751Please respect copyright.PENANAtgQoYFMi2r
Everyone screaming your name751Please respect copyright.PENANAx7fHHYRQV5
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces751Please respect copyright.PENANAMarmBH7gl9
The men around me take my arm gently751Please respect copyright.PENANAzVQQ2TzZvR
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes751Please respect copyright.PENANAa42mKI7FKt
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life751Please respect copyright.PENANAgtDTp2pFa6
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down751Please respect copyright.PENANAAcRzNVhSCo
Faking a smile towards the ground751Please respect copyright.PENANAIuqZYL0RKz
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 751Please respect copyright.PENANA67LREfNNVw
For fear that it will start over again751Please respect copyright.PENANAaKRlIr21MY
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains751Please respect copyright.PENANAJNsLLpsr5T
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest751Please respect copyright.PENANAwetgRI5GQk
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step751Please respect copyright.PENANAEVihtf9MyU
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths751Please respect copyright.PENANArVVVTJ4cZZ
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together751Please respect copyright.PENANARoh9Ft1eco
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess751Please respect copyright.PENANAYqefp6RmGA
My feet seem to be moving on their own 751Please respect copyright.PENANAtidyr81njP
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?751Please respect copyright.PENANA3RUeTsZ59y
Cameras and fame and people all around me?751Please respect copyright.PENANAMfMqBMXaRX
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!751Please respect copyright.PENANAoskgvftaiO
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!751Please respect copyright.PENANA4RJYOf1ktC
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another751Please respect copyright.PENANAC2twiiVCEA
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some751Please respect copyright.PENANAYt3Mp0dlFr
But my life should've been peace and quite751Please respect copyright.PENANASCy7wCl17Q
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children751Please respect copyright.PENANAHTHSCbqHJh
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion751Please respect copyright.PENANAZm0AU2g1OZ
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets751Please respect copyright.PENANAP7FrVBePqD
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life751Please respect copyright.PENANAHjOAwa7HRM
When I stop and think of how blessed I am751Please respect copyright.PENANAohsT7vKI68
I realize how much I love my life751Please respect copyright.PENANA5R2Is6ckBE
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through751Please respect copyright.PENANAM3XnKu9J7o
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model751Please respect copyright.PENANA2CikAMMAAI
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on