Flashes and more flashes770Please respect copyright.PENANAGSmI0RgLcZ
Shouts in the air, suffocating me770Please respect copyright.PENANAmsvVYulMcY
Their bodies closer and closer 770Please respect copyright.PENANAo4vbqMPbak
Until its so hard to breathe770Please respect copyright.PENANAxfeqc85TlM
Everyone screaming your name770Please respect copyright.PENANAMwIAawT5fk
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces770Please respect copyright.PENANAhnab9dOZGs
The men around me take my arm gently770Please respect copyright.PENANAYULmBKnzYz
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes770Please respect copyright.PENANAp9Yu5tyux4
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life770Please respect copyright.PENANAmOxaHGpzGg
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down770Please respect copyright.PENANAiD8iV97STb
Faking a smile towards the ground770Please respect copyright.PENANAJCZQGA7PS3
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 770Please respect copyright.PENANArhiVVuMiQC
For fear that it will start over again770Please respect copyright.PENANAc9bNLBYYlY
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains770Please respect copyright.PENANAFmwKNoJKTw
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest770Please respect copyright.PENANABZL7eW31zR
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step770Please respect copyright.PENANA3afq2dWJjA
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths770Please respect copyright.PENANA4t1NWZPH9M
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together770Please respect copyright.PENANAQw5UzStcrH
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess770Please respect copyright.PENANAFYpByqsyGK
My feet seem to be moving on their own 770Please respect copyright.PENANAxEkNZRKap9
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?770Please respect copyright.PENANAPMaqZKfmSn
Cameras and fame and people all around me?770Please respect copyright.PENANAFFoAWFux3X
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!770Please respect copyright.PENANA13WKkaCcBm
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!770Please respect copyright.PENANATeVHlRyOt6
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another770Please respect copyright.PENANAqdHL4wLZRD
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some770Please respect copyright.PENANAvOdZDyV8RK
But my life should've been peace and quite770Please respect copyright.PENANADwRTvO1fOP
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children770Please respect copyright.PENANAfmZWsiA4XU
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion770Please respect copyright.PENANAykSXxevLxK
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets770Please respect copyright.PENANAnTzQoRRh4c
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life770Please respect copyright.PENANAO02kAGTlJh
When I stop and think of how blessed I am770Please respect copyright.PENANAbM50nxFmAA
I realize how much I love my life770Please respect copyright.PENANAbOzgHycfsZ
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through770Please respect copyright.PENANACBvs4pT3Jg
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model770Please respect copyright.PENANAESH5sI6ZcX
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on