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#本章節以薛甯視角撰寫379Please respect copyright.PENANALi7icbFypm
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那天,是個淒風寒雨的日子,彷彿天空,也在為父親的死而悲鳴。379Please respect copyright.PENANAKkIorFQgVM
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「就讓我們化悲痛為力量,化哀思為堅持,繼承遺志,踏著他的足跡繼續前行,告慰他在天之靈」主持人高昂起頭,嚴肅的神情訴說著高尚的話語,但卻無法掩蓋喪禮的淒涼,爺爺、奶奶依然在垂頭抹淚,平常對父親不屑一顧的叔叔,現在卻哭天喊地的,果然,人就是犯賤,總是要等到失去後才懂得珍惜吧。379Please respect copyright.PENANAYp4dsVtpzw
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牽著我的手的母親,並沒有流淚,但我卻清楚的看見她那早已紅腫的雙眼,或許,是因為另一隻手正緊握著丈夫送自己的頸鏈吧。379Please respect copyright.PENANAXw7imX68Gy
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記得父親在癌症末期,被送到安寧病房時,曾經對我說過:「人不是斷氣的時候才真的死了。有人說人會死三次,第一次是他斷氣的時候,從生物學上他死了;第二次是他下葬的時候,人們來參加他的葬禮,懷念他的一生,然後在社會上他死了,不再會有他的位置;第三次是最後一個記得他的人把他忘記的時候,那時候他才真正的死了」379Please respect copyright.PENANA6XIbkiDrtf
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我想,他永遠不會死透,永遠不會,因為即使全世界都忘了父親,我也絕不會忘。379Please respect copyright.PENANANYLyNnZXQB
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當母親帶我走到棺材旁,看父親最後一面時,那個模樣,我永生難忘,雖然很失禮,但父親那個樣子真的很美,就像從未沾染過世俗的污穢一般的白玉,過世的人,都這麼純淨貞潔嗎?379Please respect copyright.PENANAt4U232Q1dN
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當我目不轉睛著迷在這份想像裡時,母親纖細的手輕柔的摀住了我的眼睛,即使我深刻感受到她的雙手正劇烈的顫抖,我猜,她已經忍不住流淚了吧。379Please respect copyright.PENANADgzJUnGGl9
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其實她可以放開我的手的,真的。379Please respect copyright.PENANAqJLqwxHcvO
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而周圍的親戚們全都圍著父親哭天喊地,他們大聲叫喊著父親的姓名,彷彿這樣能將他喚醒,即使這只是癡人說夢。379Please respect copyright.PENANAcJRD5Qg7aa
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我深刻體會到葬禮是為活著的人準備的,他們需要一個宣洩傷感的場所。379Please respect copyright.PENANAwXYwl5eI1W
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喪禮結束後,親戚們討論的全是我們的事,不管是同情也好,建議也好,都讓我覺得刺耳。379Please respect copyright.PENANAjCaYIMoJMp
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於是我的注意力都集中在,旁邊草叢中唯一的那朵小百合,它讓我想到父親。379Please respect copyright.PENANAt17a6VWATX
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讓我想起了,好多好多的第一次。379Please respect copyright.PENANAuW4GimOomP
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第一次學會騎單車,父親高興到彷彿旁邊都冒起了小花。379Please respect copyright.PENANATMirXftY2U
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第一次在學校受了傷回家,父親那焦急的身影。379Please respect copyright.PENANAfop9RIxOdB
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第一次牽著父親的手,一起走獨木橋,明明怕得發抖的他卻還緊緊抓住我的手叫我不要怕。379Please respect copyright.PENANA4gHeTXNmr3
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這些,都是我的父親。379Please respect copyright.PENANASIDPnAqqPD
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糟糕,好像…有點鼻酸呢。379Please respect copyright.PENANARI7GL3zEng
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其實這是薛甯講給若妘聽的過往,大家還記得若妘說她想聽嗎ww379Please respect copyright.PENANAxLKgDq8oqi
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下一集我們的張謙就會出現了哦。379Please respect copyright.PENANANGev9RyUfM
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感覺我寫的越來越不像bl小說啊XDD