Battling with myself

Depression 

Suicidal thoughts

Come at the worst time

I could be happy one minute but become the old me in a matter of seconds 

This is when I say thanks to my dad

I'm bipolar just like him

I scare myself with what I think 

Images of what could happen to me and what had happened to me

I cry a lot, it's nothing new to me 

If you knew me a year or two ago you'd be terrified or concerned about what I did to myself

My parents think I'm better now 

Yea no I'm still getting there I know it sucks but at least I'm trying to get there....