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(這是有中日翻譯版,原版中島美嘉的在這)
僕が死のうと思ったのは(曾今我也想過一了百了)586Please respect copyright.PENANACWdwc2FeoO
這首歌,是在月黑風高的夜晚,帶我走進平安鄉的歌謠。586Please respect copyright.PENANA7jzYROVajs
那段日子中,一個靜默的夜裡,獨留我哀嘆流淚。586Please respect copyright.PENANAjovckg0MHJ
那個夜晚,我想了很多、很多。586Please respect copyright.PENANAdWKp4ynq08
很迷茫、很無奈、很痛苦。586Please respect copyright.PENANAeqqVp8CZq0
壓力如影隨形,就連片刻喘息的時間都被無情剝奪。586Please respect copyright.PENANArnltD2Yurs
生活上,學校、老師、同儕、家人、朋友、親戚、財損、工作。586Please respect copyright.PENANAbDYwN4h9dR
直直壓得我喘不過氣。586Please respect copyright.PENANAHYpis2Mbg2
學校課業上的壓力。586Please respect copyright.PENANA8iKLrwNZ1I
老師囑託的專題負責人以及為此負出代價。586Please respect copyright.PENANApLhWNPgEj1
同儕暗中惡意的中傷毀謗及陷害。586Please respect copyright.PENANAMKe8jPdiLE
父母之間不和的居中調解,兄弟姊妹之間的不明是非。586Please respect copyright.PENANAp3PlVUzTFG
期中、期末時,朋友好比同林鳥,大難臨頭各自飛。586Please respect copyright.PENANAPmeMFMRJNJ
親戚間的反目成仇。586Please respect copyright.PENANAozvEWubB9i
車禍的財損以及趁虛而入的敲詐。586Please respect copyright.PENANAax2NkEPkdu
以及因車禍曠工而被老闆數落。
世間種種,複雜,很複雜。586Please respect copyright.PENANA2XZf9JaH5m
所以,想逃避的念頭如止不住的噴泉急流湧出,我開始迷茫、發呆,只怕自己沒克制住,想起那些不公平的事。586Please respect copyright.PENANAGXq23DjkqC
怕想起那些事,自己會承受不住。586Please respect copyright.PENANAKdeLLHVkPS
就這樣,我戴上耳機,聽著youtube自行循環撥放的音樂發楞。586Please respect copyright.PENANAB1CFwJ0aiJ
直到邂逅了這首歌。586Please respect copyright.PENANAKoqJu0qJUo
起初,不懂日語的我,只是靜靜地聽。586Please respect copyright.PENANAQQlrOiQnhz
彷若世界隔開了我,不再有任何的情感留下。586Please respect copyright.PENANAT47Al6Kuzo
直到歌曲帶著一絲絲哭腔,那一絲微弱的力量。586Please respect copyright.PENANAaskr2OML34
是希望之火!586Please respect copyright.PENANAKupnGrR5l7
是期望所向!586Please respect copyright.PENANAqwAPMVq7BZ
不知為何,曾經屬於我這個人的色彩——回來了。586Please respect copyright.PENANAGcYXDTf5xr
或許是情緒低谷使然,我找尋了中日翻譯的影片又重聽了一次。586Please respect copyright.PENANAmJUo2tPN5t
此刻的我才發覺,平安的夢鄉距離我......586Please respect copyright.PENANANK0L0LG3M2
近了......
歌詞中;
「波(なみ)の随意(まにま)に浮(う)かんで消(き)える」隨著海浪隨意地起浮消逝「過去(かこ)も啄(つい)ばんで飛(と)んでいけ」連同我的過去也一並銜起飛走
印證我人生低潮時,又何嘗不想隨浪逐流、隨風飄泊,如那被吹起的紙屑,永不回頭地離去。586Please respect copyright.PENANAvWRnZXknCx
最有感觸的,大概是歌詞中的;
「僕(ぼく)が死(し)のうと思(おも)ったのは」曾經我也想過一了百了。586Please respect copyright.PENANA0QaPi54OjH
一開始曲目的消沉,如我當初心中的沉寂一般。586Please respect copyright.PENANAb9W4lUzucn
但......轉折點也是因著這句子。586Please respect copyright.PENANAM5JJXVtYcd
曲調的變換,節奏的轉換,即便歌詞雖一樣,但意義,卻是不同了。586Please respect copyright.PENANAzNWS7bDPhO
此刻,彷若人生充滿的,不再是愁苦憂傷,而是那種勇往直前的勇氣。586Please respect copyright.PENANAVwNL7yXJXD
回頭一看;586Please respect copyright.PENANA8ToyB3hcLk
「あの日(ひ)の僕(ぼく)にごめんなさいと」對著那一天的我說對不起。586Please respect copyright.PENANA40LWTlrwrR
並且為曾經的自己,喊聲加油。586Please respect copyright.PENANAy9wqTXd2ut