我的阿公就像我的爸爸，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoP2bbwbTp1
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MveoqDTVj
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNUVq5cg4K
都是阿公帶我的，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BfQkDThbR
我記得我小時候時，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HMmxmxe80
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjPKlP6GsB
在我被欺負時，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4VDqjtFDH
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoS4eG80hMG
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfI9Rtv3eyW
我阿公也會告訴那些人說：「我就是她爸爸」，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JyqJMX63X
我每次聽到阿公這麼說，我都很開心，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmWR165bmR
在我受傷時，我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1tzQmOuac
我還記得我上國中的那年，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrZOcN0vHW
我阿公跟我說：「我的小公主妳長大了，不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠，只要阿公在，阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主，不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5veOmKerdu
所以我在國中時，我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqqjZDWSQo
但在我國二時，我的班導帶我到輔導室，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwN8Kb4fLf
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRrETPmOIH
那時我常常想著要自殺，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XQQyjuO8o
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFpQOJfpOB
陪著我，幫助我，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvp2l9hHty
我也知道那時的我，讓阿公很難過，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3EGhs9yz5
阿公也知道不是我願意的，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5CXMyZdv5
因為我從小雖然有媽媽，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWSwdgtjoi
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaNNCorrre
也常常在晚上睡覺時，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFEhmDi81C
去阿公房間打阿公，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnH6B2pxqtm
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgb91D9sF12
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZMznf9hq6
所以我經常受到排擠，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpz21Bg295
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdjJBaQE3d
那時學校通報社會局，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5lqvWgypj
社工也常常陪同我，鼓勵我，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEH9PCvY9di
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt40cPS0WP
之後我上了高中，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ntvL8oDDZ
在我高一的那年，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJFrfZJavV
阿公突然中風了，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80S4VBVqCp
那時我很難過，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIb74sLLX12
阿公住院時，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz60GLYLo3R
我每天都在放學時，馬上去醫院看阿公，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSrWXzZ0nl
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKhG648gtv
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGKKvrENRC
我看到阿公不在病房，東西也都不見了，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5o3s44hyN7
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7L2ybu81hr
但護理人員告訴我，阿公被戴走了，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGWfFp0aVb
被戴去老養院，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90NdXfDzkt
我問哪間，但護理人員說不知道時，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0BPURduU0
我突然情緒崩潰，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOF3cg6fyb4
之後隔天我為了找阿公，所以我請假沒去學校，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡur93avTYxu
之後到了下午時，阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoUPyecWpL
我馬上去看阿公，但那時阿公看到我哭，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9V0te5KDdl
阿公跟我說：「我的小公主阿公沒事的，不要在哭了，哭了就不漂亮了~」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEE3mXRgVcc
我那時馬上不哭，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdIMcM3SGG
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dPuxLU4JP
突然在老養院呼吸困難，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeN7NzkOfEH
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAP6VsRF2h
那時我就像瘋了一樣，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Qirmool9d
全部的醫院都去問過，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsy96AXHPxR
但我之後接到一通電話，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwlBKSYUut
那通電話是我舅舅打的，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8W44ijCx2y
我舅舅說：「妹妹，舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼，都要堅強，也要接受這個消息」，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEWL3FHB7M
我那時答應了，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Kxwe5GpEL
我舅舅就跟我說：「阿公已經離開了，阿公去當天使保護妳」，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XO96UGh8k
那時聽到時，我心真的非常痛，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6rwj4op7N
隔天去到殯儀館時，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2vlB2r1GP
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0ZlGuEiBC
那時我非常生氣，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQO8pTBN8T
因為當時我去問時，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhzIf6yXv6
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkwzIEN3iR
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6fs3mMH9R
所以我那時沒想這麼多，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYn6ViFuld
我只想陪阿公最後一程，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJdmfJGWS2
阿公要火化時，我整個哭到軟腳，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrA5ylc0zRt
喪禮結束後，我每天都看著阿公的照片哭，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGbWUfXo8V
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgA0c6zUEgp
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCcx43R5R3
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