隔天早上，我比鬧鐘還早醒來。窗外已經亮了，陽光跟昨天差不多。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZy7aNsa54H
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我換好衣服、洗臉、整理了一下東西，背起書包，牽著腳踏車出門。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBVxu041U7
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我打算去山上的那個小平台放鬆一下，那裡一直很少有人，是我可以與世隔絕的秘密基地。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuR4k525SG
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但經過那個平台的時候，我看到一個人站在欄杆旁邊，背對著我。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAH6eYvmJEr
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLh4k2qnyR
我認得那個背影。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1F5SEgEvZ
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOo2zqTRQp
腦裡的念頭瞬間就消散了，怎麼他一樣在這?
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGZEC7zZMB
自己少數能夠放鬆的地方突然出現了別人，難免有些不好受。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIbAnoUxzG
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBN69wAjqz
但是......我看著他的側臉，眼神有些迷茫、寂寞。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeElxlljf9q
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eFMpdv858
彷彿正思念著誰，轉念一想，讓他自己靜一靜好了。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNnYzWnr6y
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUJy81kqkE
我掉頭往山下騎去，今天的課程好像是在十一點，時間還多。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuvq5mRCrf
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74sNEx2nJu
我騎下山之後，沒有直接往學校的方向去。我在路口停了一下，然後轉向那條通往老幼共托機構的路。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZD5oX4q4C
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzI9K8ffzRd
騎到門口的時候，我把腳踏車停在路邊，站在圍牆外面看了一下。中庭裡有幾個老人家坐在輪椅上曬太陽，旁邊有兩個小孩在跑來跑去。
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9qVSU4mRb
我沒有走進去，只是站在那裡看了一會兒。有個小孩跑到圍牆邊，看了我一眼。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QylKWtcTS
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXbZYNgEMi
「落寧姐姐?」她站在原地看著我，我朝她揮了揮手。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwv5dPTWA1p
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoC4VUI0Tz
「姐姐!你今天怎麼過來了?」她確認完後朝我跑過來，一把撲上來。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSB6n5p55TQ
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kNlBBirIt
那股感受再次蔓延全身，我沒有將痛苦講出來，硬擠出一張笑臉。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDo18L0OIAD
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPS20jnVfoM
「你好啊......」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkYFRXFaVW
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkl0VfJVqn
「啊!你怎麼跑出來了。」看謢人員跑了出來，將小孩抱走，轉頭看向我。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMr5CZ5TG2
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PGgtjr8oI
「落寧啊，今天怎麼過來了?沒有課嗎?」她是林阿姨。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9f3OLBTMnm
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSS69cNbvuD
「等一下有課，想說還有時間，過來看一下。」我說。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXzUl7ll4i
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTrOoNQB1M
她笑了一下，沒有多問。她抱著那個小孩，對我說：「那你進來坐一下啊，不用一直站在外面。」 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rJjJzmrxT
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WlrO45Xa3
我猶豫了一下，然後搖搖頭。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnjztRG2c5
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBdOwxRWOY
「先不用了，我還要先回去準備一下用具。」說完我便直接回頭牽起腳踏車，飛快地騎走了。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRCUUQY7Vc
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRyqHcT180
剛剛那股冷冽感，還有些許溫度殘留在我身上。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVNogKlVzD
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrL6rwjb1d
這只是一種錯覺，我知道。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFzn9ph80c
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkW4yHvbFfc
但還是會控制不住的抵制它。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlHSu9gbep
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCrbSxyyS2
每當有人接觸到我，那股回憶總會隨著溫度進入腦袋，一次又一次地想起來。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdDxEn7SyJ
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMb2g2yjyM
只有熟悉的人碰我才不會有，好像也只有家人啦，我也很久沒回去找他們了。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2rvBYtNtZ
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNf2I8mVJQ
我騎回住處的時候，時間還夠。我把腳踏車停好，上樓拿了課本和筆記本，檢查了一下手機，確認沒有漏掉什麼。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSl7zJulyo
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0Wd6GOjws
然後我背起書包，鎖好門，往學校的方向走。陽光還是很亮，路上的人比早上多了一些。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LUVIJK3sl
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohtYcz5N3B
走到教室的時候，已經有人到了。我低頭走進教室，坐在上次的位置。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguVG4OVsji
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3fJ3cfG3Z
我將用具都先拿出來，等待上課。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3s34S120w
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhm8AUS6fK
我稍微看了一下教室的狀況，每個人坐的位置好像都跟上次一樣，幸好我沒坐其他的，不然肯定會被提醒。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwlJSyYARX
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruOyCi6B3l
可是坐在這邊又要面對他們，一想到還是有點不自在。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdZV89CV0q
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNC7zcqAUpB
才剛想到他們四個還沒來，鬆了一口氣，結果才剛講完後予就從後門走了進來。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6MhJvlrSQ
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkFQ2lYHcW
只有她一個，好難得，他們不都會一直黏在一起嗎?
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZF9nACtJJJ
我發現她的精神似乎有點糟，抬頭對上我的視線，卻又恢復上次的神采。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQ3zVAqdFS
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nMPRhvUZF
「外系生!你一樣跟我們坐啊。」我覺得她的問題有些奇怪，我們不是同一組的嗎?7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOr87Ami5U9
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3yORG8fiW
「對啊，我們同一組的，只是你上次說很不自在，想說你會換位置。」我一愣，我有講出來嗎?她怎麼知道。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhpFJJDNUm
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wRiIxCTHh
想必是我那副被嚇到的表情有些滑稽，她竟然笑了。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjzUDlBwpE
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiJACR6y6f
「笑甚麼?」我皺著眉頭問她。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCoaL5Gw29
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhGmY0qf84
「很可愛啊，原本覺得你有些冷漠，表情卻如此豐富啊。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjFi8Mie5z
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYcHenDqxE
我紅了臉，「不要亂講。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtN9x9LApmI
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLliLEvBIBW
這樣好像中了她的計，她轉過來，「還有些傲嬌嗎?」她那張臉看起來好欠打。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dvrGqYIDv
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtkd4K1ZVa
我隨即也轉過去，不理她。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYAowCYQv1
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYN91h4Px5E
「好啦，不要不理我啦。」她將手搭上我的手臂，絲毫沒注意到我的臉色不對。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHREtzNnn7Y
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2la5DkIvY
過了一下，見我都沒出聲，將臉湊過來，才發現我的臉有些蒼白。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJSdUf6EHx
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuP0HSMkS2m
「你怎麼了?」她問，很著急。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvyxJEkcdO
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPFP3EB7z9
「沒什麼。」我簡單帶過，將她的手撥離。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVobHvaGJiH
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHJxYlE29G
我深吸幾口氣，穩定住我自己，「沒事了，不用擔心。」我微笑著看她。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6fJOouHPR
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN83nul3FUX
「確定喔?你不喜歡別人碰你嗎?」我沒想過她會那麼直接。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzMdzVRhwW
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWobr22jqP
我愣在原地，低下頭，她也沒有繼續多問。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAj2U8cktdJ
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrq5dTyLD5F
「你叫甚麼名字啊?作為同一組的夥伴，總要認識一下吧。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSlYRILALx
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuPtJBd8GS
「我、我是杜落寧。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKMZHynR7P
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IXW4KVrm9
我看見她手撐在下巴，思考一下，「這名字很好聽ㄟ。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkiQ9tchqq
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRwJ8q24aM
「欸，謝、謝謝你。」我沒想過她會說出這種話。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7ODhzbyb3
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPVzqFuqCW
她轉過身，將手機拿出來，「你有LINE嗎?加我一下。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtT1SCKi7v
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kwqHog7cv
「為甚麼?」我不理解。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegnXA2cSGJ
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXXDCBNDuW
「還在防備我嗎?我不會再說出那種話了啦，只是方便連絡，可以討論報告。」她笑著解釋，總感覺她還是想弄我。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFUKTUmHD4
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFubNUZRFv
我慢慢寫下我的帳號，推給她看，「我可以撕下來嗎?待會給那三人。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufEW30cFo8
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCEkXNzZ5W
我看著她，「好......」有些不情願，但考量到只是為了報告，也沒關係。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3P6NxaVYYB
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWu6u0MfIz
上課鐘響前幾分鐘，謝淮安跟宋南程從前門走進來，一邊走一邊在講話。謝淮安看到後予，揮了一下手，然後注意到她旁邊坐著我。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTATbDAKAzt
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uIOpO0sjU
「喔?外系生一樣坐這啊?」他們似乎都很意外我會繼續跟他們坐。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqo8ZduNcHR
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8M009YUlr3
「人家坐哪需要你管嗎?」後予回他，語氣自然。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjx0PP7rIP
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfjmO29H6n
謝淮安聳聳肩，沒有繼續問，走到後面那排坐下，跟上次的位置都一樣。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYS1D9qqbdy
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFBw9Y4Fxa
過了幾秒，雪生也進來了。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aaitsZ4un
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkdtGRCbJc
他走進教室時，先朝我們這裡示意了一下。可我看得出來，他最後是望著我，輕輕點了點頭。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2F1tEVq3p0
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eITu2FsWD
他在謝淮安旁邊坐下，把筆記本放在桌上，打開，低著頭。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eD720nY5g
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswAsqRdVou
他打了個哈欠，黑眼圈很重。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0FyrRRCpV
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzaSXHg3UX
我低下頭，看著自己的筆記本，假裝沒有注意到他。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFS1WLWBdzL
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xG5fvmV4t
「雪生?你又去做大夜班了?」准安問他。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUAVWcEbKV
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXLsuNzFRI
他只點點頭，過了一會，就趴下去了。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CcRH8fRtL
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrkGh9zosi
「對了，這是她的LINE，你們也加一下吧，方便連絡。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2PkpZ2QQb
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPzO7b38zT
他們一個個都拿起手機，慢慢地輸入，我有看見雪生勉強的爬起來，輸完又倒下去了。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlp9kXtDFj
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMM7ae6UXo
看來是真的很累啊。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMNiQnEqad
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67AaCSdWtl
上課之後，老師講了一段投影片，然後停下來，看了一下全班。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy02WrNRFqU
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6XereaTU5
「現在我們來做一個小活動。請大家跟旁邊的同學討論一下，你們認為人為什麼會做出不符合自己利益的決定？五分鐘後我會請幾位同學分享。」 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFK0IebkS96
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIT4SZW1n4
教室裡開始有人說話。後予轉頭看了我一眼，像是在等我先開口。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IPbg2jcYA
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaCKEZeK0M
我沒有說話。她等了一下，然後自己說了一句：「我覺得是因為習慣吧。做習慣的事比較輕鬆，不用想太多。」 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzjXPIVYGN
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW695Fh6Hil
我點點頭，沒有接話。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0RVUq9aK1
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57sYs4nfYz
她沒有追問我，只是繼續說：「那你覺得呢？不用想太多，隨便講就好。」 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ix3zYpxJ9
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmUqngTPZD
我停了一下，才開口：「可能是因為……害怕改變之後的結果。」 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWqJBS2YqE
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAoa1QWX9d
就像那時候一樣，每個人都站在旁邊，當作沒看到，都在害怕著那一群人。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEb22SmcuN4
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aFxMJOMVR
害怕著自己若挺身而出，會不會成為下一個。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhjRTdFWBh
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkLVlKskY2
我愣在那，全身都在顫抖，牙齒忍不住開始抖動。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cZoCDy0P9
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskgFXSSpL4
「落寧?你怎麼了。」後予的聲音將我拉回現實，我看向她，看向其他人，似乎都很擔心。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKy3VmMIpqq
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9L8dc9w5VM
那麼多人同時看著我，我有點不習慣，不喜歡。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaTaQJzh3R
7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVS2Jzff7rc
「沒......沒什麼。」聲音很抖，令我覺得陌生。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0t07kQilh
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「確定喔，你要先休息嗎?我幫你跟教授講。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMt4tqew7A
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「不用、不用，沒有大礙。」我趕緊拒絕，不然事情只會變得更麻煩。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6J7wxDIvTn
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她點點頭。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpPPUeTLCU
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我深吸一口氣，試圖讓自己的聲音回到平常的樣子。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3nH0EXl0U
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「沒事的......」我告訴自己，然後把視線轉回課本上，沒有再繼續那個話題。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtEYfJsg7B
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後予沒有追問。她轉回去跟其他人說話，像是知道我需要一點時間。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3nisiHGiC
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五分鐘一到，老師抬起頭，看了全班一眼。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaLulZoTra
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「好，有沒有人自願要分享？」 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ilSwGpTCO
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教室裡安靜了幾秒，沒有人舉手。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mOUwAsZxX
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老師等了一下，然後說：「那我點幾位同學好了。」 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bQy8w3JKe
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我低下頭，閉上眼睛，雙手緊緊抓著褲管，祈禱自己不會被選到。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOh98ibDm8o
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然後我聽到了自己的名字。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1feLz6MHcl
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「第三排靠窗那位同學，你可以上台分享一下嗎？」 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48GGHhQk8M
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我顫抖著抬頭，發現他正在看我。我的手開始有點抖。我站起來的時候，感覺自己的聲音好像卡在喉嚨裡。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xcobo7ZKB
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我站起來，不敢違抗教授的命令，每一步都很沉重，走到一半，不小心被自己絆到了。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoEdhkBJHN
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就在那時，旁邊一隻手撐在我腰上，將我撐著，我趕緊站好，看向那名手的主人。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIVIZdMre1
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是雪生。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXkrso77XH
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腰側被碰到的瞬間，我整個人僵了一下，但身體還沒站穩，根本來不及躲開。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBpaXpeJAY
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「小心一點。」聲音很溫柔，沒有斥責。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWtgHf7mbj
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「落寧?妳真的可以嗎，還是我代替你?」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrhylVZLTE
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「不用……我可以。」我說，聲音比我自己預期的還要小，但我還是往前走了。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxoI63vbxo
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我走到講台旁邊，面對全班的時候，心跳快得讓我有點暈。我低下頭，看著自己的手，好一陣子沒有開口。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFdBHEJGkN
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好像回到了那時候，很多人看著我，眼神有嘲笑、有害怕。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJdQlj0VxF
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過了一會，我才終於出聲：「……我覺得人們會做出不符合自己利益的決定，是因為當下的選擇，往往比長遠的結果更真實。」 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYR2aUMZ94
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明明短短一句，喉嚨卻像被刀割一樣，很痛苦。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBMFZYY3mR
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我說完之後，沒有看台下，轉身走回座位。坐下來的時候，手心都是汗。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOmR94Y1tT
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我有瞄到幾個人點點頭，轉頭討論。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KA4F44TQJ
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我不知道他們是在議論我的話，還是「我」?7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqhoz4qlua
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「沒事......沒事......」旁邊的後予拿著一本書，輕輕地拍著我的背。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKE7PdF3IPi
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「你講得很好喔。」後面的准安說，露出笑容試圖讓我冷靜下來。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQhk192CSD
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「對的，不要緊張。」旁邊的南程也開口了。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxAqQMt29r
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我低下頭，這還是我第一次體驗到被安慰的感覺，有些想哭。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDPgwv24oD
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「來，擦一下。」一隻手伸到我面前，遞來一張衛生紙。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IAh9K4mtr
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我看著那包衛生紙，才發覺到我的眼淚已經落了下來。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIgcQFJsDV
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我手忙腳亂地用手擦拭著，「不要用手啦。」後予輕聲地講。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqBPrPY4ii
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我才伸手接過，「謝謝你......」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bRpXt7lvk
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看我沒事她也轉回去，繼續聽著台上的人發言。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2MJ88Eh2N
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雪生則繼續趴著休息，但我有看到，他剛剛有盯著我。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFuxzt0pL7
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下課前幾分鐘，老師闔上課本，拍了一下手。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJXyNxRwwP
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「好，最後幾分鐘宣布一下，期末報告的初稿請在一個月內繳交，記得分配好工作，不要讓組員一個人扛全部。」 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxN8o2v928M
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教室裡開始有人收東西，講話聲變大了。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsau0l8PJp
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「等一下要不要跟我們一起吃飯，來討論一下報告。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKCTbDlBoL
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我抬頭看她，她已經在等我了。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxjCBHRh5f
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我沒有馬上回答，但謝淮安已經站起來了：「走吧，附近有一家簡餐店還不錯，邊吃邊講。」 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Y8GvpJqsk
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南程也站起來：「我都可以。」 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0esVDeIin
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我看向雪生，他打了個哈欠，收起筆記本，沒有說話，但也沒有拒絕的意思。
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他站在我旁邊，靜靜的看著我，似乎在等我回答。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4ivdXmR0v
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我其實很想回家。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjycvA7MUU
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身體還有些發軟，腦袋也像塞滿了東西。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSjE9nmv1l
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可是看著他們都站在那裡等，我又不想讓剛剛那一步白走。 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwSPHTMLfg
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我也只能看著他們，慢慢開口：「……好。」 7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7szBrCeqD
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我們五人一起走出教室門，我跟雪生走在最後面，前面三人的腳步有些快，有點跟不上......7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzw71zTpSi
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「你慢慢走，不然待會又絆倒。」雪生說，他沒看著我。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEncixOlxnQ
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我點點頭，發現他的速度跟我一致，似乎是刻意跟我一樣。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocTvwt39Da
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「你為甚麼不去找他們，要找我。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUPVosTuVe
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「嗯......就照顧一下。」我看向他。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVbjj0d8LF
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「我覺得可以不用。」7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13QpIS9N4r
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「但我想要。」我不解地看著他，總感覺他們都很故意。7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSwgRHRBZV
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我們走在後面，前面三個人的腳步真的很快，已經快走到校門口了。
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