那天晚上，我坐在書桌前，課本攤在面前，但一個字也看不進去。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcbSwciNds
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腦海裡浮現的，是國中時可雯的表情。她說「我討厭你」的時候，眼眶是紅的。那個畫面我到現在還記得。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnyz9G7we2
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我本來以為換了一間學校，那些事就會過去。但它們沒有。它們只是換了一個方式跟著我。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeX6d7BauqJ
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我嘆了口氣，看來過往的事情真的沒有那麼容易忘記。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cmD2OGMSw
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我看向窗外，黑夜中的星星點綴著，好美，像一幅畫阿。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBgqCgR633
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「可雯會討厭我也挺正常的，畢竟我自己也懂那種滋味。」，對阿，明明自己最了解了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvnIShxAab
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我抬頭望著天花板，突然想不起來，可雯最後一次對我笑，是什麼時候。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCMtmlAZY3
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我闔上課本，關了燈，躺回床上。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNbIyKVZQu
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看著天花板，慢慢闔上眼睛。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjc8Rfv9r6
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隔天早上， 我看了一眼時鐘，早上五點，我今天也太早起了吧。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfSqMyumip
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我起身去刷牙洗臉，看著鏡子裡的我，感覺那股疲憊感變深了。我思考了一下，「不然去慢跑一下好了。」我背起書包，向外走去。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTf1q6une8j
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我選在一座公園運動，打算跑個三十分鐘就去買早餐，「感覺很久沒像這樣跑步了。」我伸展一下雙臂。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E3fWKt443
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我跑了大概二十分鐘，比預計的早了一點停下來。沒有特別累，只是覺得夠了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowZcM7sSd6
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買完早餐之後，我走進校門。時間還早，走廊上沒什麼人。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuq6HsIJUI
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然後我看到一個人。紀雪痕站在走廊轉角，靠在牆上，像是在等什麼人。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvPN0H6ysd
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我跟他對到眼。他朝我點了一下頭。
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我走進教室的時候，安晴已經坐在位子上了。她看到我，還是跟昨天一樣輕輕揮了一下手。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72Y2cdetMA
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我坐下來，把書包放好。昨天才認識她，但已經覺得「有她在」是一件很自然的事。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMp4ocJYP0
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第一節下課，我正低頭翻課本，門口有人喊了我的名字。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUYhxSAxOL
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「未雨序。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhlLZnCTe3
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我抬頭，看到紀雪痕站在教室門口，手裡拿著一瓶水，像是剛從福利社回來，順路經過。
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我走出去，站在他面前。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJjHFAkZ66
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「怎麼了？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPJ2rUOiCo
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「沒什麼。」他說，「只是想說，如果你放學有空，要不要一起吃飯。就像你們昨天一樣。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8hFrlmRFy
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他說得很自然，好像我們已經認識很久了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXPPs07Fim
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我沒有馬上回答。我回頭看了一眼教室裡的安晴，她正在低頭看書，沒有注意到這邊。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBXu4rIhAL
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「可以找她吧，一起。」我指了指安晴。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMHybTPiA2
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「當然可以。」他淺淺的笑了笑。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4V3Hut4YC
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「那放學要吃什麼？」我問。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01lED0qD6J
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「這附近有一家賣燴飯的。」他說，「安晴之前說她想吃那個。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmbesFD621
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我點點頭。他沒有多說什麼，只是看了教室一眼，像是在確認什麼，然後說：「那放學見。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlS181hL23l
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「那放學見。」 我回
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他轉身走回隔壁教室的時候，我注意到他的腳步沒有很快，像是故意走慢一點的。但我沒有多想，走回座位，坐下來。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pjPtixZCz
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第二節課是數學。老師在黑板上寫了一整面的公式，我抄了半面就放棄了，盯著黑板發呆。安晴坐在後面，低頭寫得很認真，偶爾停下來用橡皮擦擦掉重寫。我偷看她的筆記，字跡整整齊齊的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxScNLoERVK
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「你看得懂嗎？」我轉頭小聲問她。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHwRs5SMyB
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「不太懂。」她說，還是在抄。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazGDHuXNuA
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「那你抄那麼認真幹嘛？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwkG3HtxHx
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她看著我，摸了摸下巴，想了一下：「抄了可能就會懂了。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OCKCmznkd
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我覺得她說得很有道理，但還是沒有抄。 反正再問就好。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowyWncepCX
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第三節是國文。老師叫了幾個同學起來唸課文，聲音此起彼落，像是某種不協調的合唱。我低頭看課本，餘光瞄到窗外有人經過——是紀雪痕。他走得很自然，沒有往教室裡看，但那節課他們班應該也在上課才對。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2omd9gB2Q
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我沒有繼續想，低頭翻了一頁課本，好無聊。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5oa1J0pZy
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時間過得很快，來到了中午吃飯的時候。我跑去安晴的位置，「你午餐有自己帶嗎?」我問。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZjyLszz9E
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「有的。」她拿出一個便當盒，上面有著貓咪的圖案，很可愛。她打開來，菜色琳瑯滿目，我整個驚呆了，「這是妳爸媽準備的嗎?」我看著那盒可以媲美戶外便當的午餐。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfutAsmSQom
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「不是，我自己用的。我自己搬出來住，我爸媽工作很忙，我基本都自己處理，租屋的費用他們會負責，其餘開銷則是自己打工賺的。」她語氣平靜地講出令人震驚的話。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaWob985aB
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「那很累吧。」我心疼的看著她，「其實還好，習慣就好。」她只是輕輕點頭。這怎麼看都很累吧!40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcV8xnxPzqS
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「那雨序......你的午餐呢。」安晴聲音小小的，她將頭往旁邊撇去，好像很怕會冒犯到我。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjs0MgTWkJM
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「我喔......」我走回去兩個飯糰跟一杯飲料。「今天晨跑，忘記準備了。」我笑了一下。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KtvtVNnBN
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「那要不要我分你一點。」她看著我，我趕緊揮了揮手「那怎麼行，你要多吃一點，不然你看起來瘦瘦的。」安晴的身形有些嬌小，瘦瘦的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTM64yvwpKL
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她慢慢地低下頭，接著又突然抬頭說「那你吃不夠記得跟我講喔。」，我看著她的雙眸，不忍心再拒絕，只好答應下來。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvhZqXFP7q
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午休的時候，安晴趴著睡著了。我沒有睡，看著窗外，陽光很亮，樹葉被風吹得輕輕晃動。中庭有幾個人在走動，手上拿著竹掃把，應該是要去檢查外掃區的。我突然覺得，這樣的日子好像也沒什麼不好。 40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5gXsKJNuJ
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下午第三節下課，我去廁所。走回來的時候，看到紀雪痕站在我們班門口，手裡拿著一本好像是筆記本的東西。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42O6YeG1lk
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「你要幹嘛？」我問。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUDqz2xFSH
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他轉頭看我，把手上的東西遞過來：「這個，安晴的。她之前借我的，所以我來還給她。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCsdu6XO8i
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我接過來：「你不會自己拿給她？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrxyhG54le
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「她不在。」他說。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ag3h7vTML
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我往教室裡看了一眼，安晴確實不在座位上。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfNhwBoQuw
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「好吧。」我說，「那我幫你轉交。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TMnCR1wq0
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他點點頭，沒有多留，轉身走回自己教室。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4D99eY21yC
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我走回座位，把那本筆記本放在安晴桌上。封面是一隻貓，跟她的便當盒一樣。 看來她真的很喜歡貓呢。
最後一節課，我忍不住一直往時鐘瞄去，「幹嘛?一直看時鐘。」老師突然出聲，我被嚇到了，趕緊裝沒事。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXzcFaNcE7
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放學鐘聲響起，我還沒收好書包，安晴已經站在我旁邊了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDU6ZKITLT
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「走吧。」她說。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wUqcNULCq
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我抬頭看她，她的眼神裡有一種期待，像是真的很想跟我們一起去吃飯。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylmTZtbfCc
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「好。」我背起書包，跟她一起走出教室。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkOUyfvwrD
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我們走出教室的時候，紀雪痕已經站在走廊轉角了。他沒有滑手機，也沒有在看書，就只是站在那裡，看到我們的時候微微點了一下頭。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMB17uXN0cG
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我們三個人一起走出校門的時候，夕陽剛好從建築物之間透出來，照得整條街都是橘紅色的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7Z0uAjraH
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那家店在學校後門的巷子裡，招牌不大，但裡面還算寬敞。我們選了一個靠窗的位置坐下，安晴坐在我對面，雪痕坐在她旁邊。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPq2ddIRRU
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安晴翻開菜單，低頭看了一會兒，然後說：「我想吃牛肉燴飯。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbmgXTNH70
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「那我也一樣。」雪痕說，沒有看菜單。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjsdcaqo8I
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「你怎麼知道你想吃什麼？」我問他。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecaXYR7iRm
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「她推薦的通常都不會錯。」他看了安晴一眼。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBYpQfoGtI
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安晴沒有抬頭，但我看到她嘴角微微動了一下。看來她真的很高興，被當成朋友。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lve6gviul
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過了一會兒，燴飯送上來了。熱氣往上冒，香味飄過來，我低頭聞了一下。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMVoLx68o6
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安晴抬頭看了我一眼，像是在問「怎麼樣？」。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFqzQGXzzW
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「感覺不錯。」我說。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1fmz7fyCV
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她用湯匙舀了一口放進嘴裡，嚼了幾下，表情微微亮了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyikR92qyv
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「真的不錯。」她說。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfM5MoRhTL8
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雪痕已經開始吃了，沒有說話，但速度比我們都快。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ljkZyHajq
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我們安靜地吃了一段時間，偶爾說幾句話，偶爾只是低頭吃飯。那種安靜不會讓人尷尬，反而像是已經認識很久了。 40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMvkHYoIgv
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安靜了一陣子之後，我放下湯匙，突然開口：「你為什麼會想跟我們一起吃飯？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqYCKiOitO
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雪痕抬頭看我，像是沒想到我會問這個。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVvsdkmUiH
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他聳了聳肩說：「就想要而已。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJvNgDz1bw
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「就這樣？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkretjshDw3
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「不然呢？你不希望我來嗎?」他笑著反問。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3ruxuEyCT
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我看了他一下，沒有回答。我低頭繼續吃燴飯，但心裡在想：這個人說的話，到底是真的還是只是場面話。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbt2arX9wc
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安晴在旁邊，沒有說話，但我注意到她低頭的時候，嘴角還是微微上揚的，然後我看到她的臉頰好像沾到一滴醬料。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViIKCeJCad
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我拿起衛生紙，伸手過去輕輕擦拭，她似乎嚇了一跳，全身抖了一下 ，「你臉頰上有醬汁。」我輕聲跟她講。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLPpycot96
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她眨了眨眼，臉頰有些紅潤，「謝謝。」她低下頭，繼續吃，她嘴角一樣有起伏，她或許不太習慣吧。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPtJbdceNf
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我們吃完之後，一起走出店門。天色已經暗下來了，路燈亮起，街道上的人比剛才少了一些。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbSTI6Whts
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安晴走在最前面，我跟在她後面，雪痕走在我旁邊。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUSYXPz8Ri
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「你住哪邊？」他問。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdpc7I9HYE
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我告訴他一個大概的方向。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwctsYSj80
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「那我跟你走同一條路。」他說，「我住那邊。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNHNefyJl7
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我看了他一眼，他不是跟安晴是鄰居嗎?但我沒有多40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xEiC8yGfe
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走了一小段路之後，安晴在路口停下來，轉頭跟我們說：「我往這邊走，明天見。」 40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNm9KtJ7BiW
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「明天見。」我笑著說，揮了揮手。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVOtUgo0mv
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她揮了揮手，轉身走進巷子裡。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRWpUumcmS
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我跟雪痕繼續走了一會兒，誰也沒有說話。路燈把我們的影子拉得很長，有時候交疊在一起，有時候又分開。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGbDxk0rRs
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「你覺得安晴怎麼樣？」他突然問。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyZzhbBCPf
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我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvYdGvzLlz
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「她⋯⋯很好啊。」我說，「很安靜，但不會讓人覺得有距離。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9jevE3r84
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「嗯。」他點點頭，像是在同意什麼。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLvk2uXC9q
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「為什麼問？」我反問。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1WGrZjYW3
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他沒有馬上回答。走了一小段路之後，他才開口：「因為我覺得她好像很相信你。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxhNx7danx
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我沒有接話。難道她很不相信人嗎?但我不知道要開口說什麼。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphwUbFGz72
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我們又走了一段路，然後他在一個路口停下來。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5LApoXtKK
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「我要往那個方向走。」他說。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTsJlbk20J
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「好。」我說，「明天見。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjaSA42UkE
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他點點頭，轉身走進另一條巷子。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiauqmLRcXv
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我一個人繼續走，路燈把我的影子拉得很長。我在想他那句話：「她好像很相信你。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEOHp6z4dZ
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我還沒有想好，那到底是好事還是壞事。 明明我們才認識幾天而已。但我覺得，被人如此信任、當成朋友，挺好的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lryjzaufM
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回到家的時候，客廳燈是關著的。爸媽很常不在家，我已經習慣了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDfr8Xeos6
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我把書包放在沙發上，去廚房倒了杯水，然後坐在書桌前，沒有開燈。窗外路燈的光剛好照進來，在桌面上形成一格一格的影子。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WBe8DQbFl
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我回想今天發生的事。安晴的便當、雪痕站在走廊轉角等我們、他在路上問的那句話、安晴被我擦嘴角時的反應。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGx3DtrElgD
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然後我想起雪痕說「她好像很相信你」的時候，語氣不是隨便講講的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoKm47irgR
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今天，他好像總是在我視線裡。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqyP2ttrV0
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不是那種盯著看，是那種「我注意到你在那裡」的看。我沒有證據，但我就是知道，有種感覺。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv8ZFtqHYK
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我告訴自己不要多想。他才認識我兩天，怎麼可能。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVqv11Stck
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但心裡有一個聲音在說：萬一是真的呢？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7XoLqQnxR
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我沒有回答它。我站起來，去洗澡、吹頭髮、躺回床上。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZQykOfuiq
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閉上眼睛的時候，我還在想那句話：「她好像很相信你。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sa2We5KeG
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我會不會搞砸啊?當初可雯肯定也是這樣信任我的吧。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7PGV5UmCp
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我翻過身，把臉埋進枕頭裡，強迫自己不再想下去。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHw9SN9LkL
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