英亞這幾天每天都準時到街舞教室，甚至提早半小時到。他會先熱身、拉筋、練習上次的轉身，然後一邊偷看手機訊息，一邊等那抹紅色出現在門口。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoxiKpUAzk
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但今天，曹曦遲到了。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hAmrndZG2
遲了整整三十分鐘。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0ata5Fq5M
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英亞原本想裝作不在意，但他的腳不斷打著節拍，手也停不下來地轉手機。當他終於忍不住打開對話框、準備傳訊息時，門卻啪的一聲被推開。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLkcMXhD48
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「你……」他正要開口。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnq4nPbPNyj
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曹曦沒看他，只說：「對不起，我睡過頭了。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkMCKSnSaU
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這是第一次，他聽到曹曦說「對不起」。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2vWh5IaMV
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英亞愣了一下，卻沒多問，只接過對方甩來的水壺，像什麼都沒發生過一樣。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbI0dMVv6hn
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直到練舞結束。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOC2OpUebq2
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英亞準備收包回家時，不小心踢倒了曹曦的袋子。袋口沒拉好，一撮紅色的東西從裡頭掉出來。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSOs0ifRlY
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他彎腰撿起。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrq3pNNAmi3
是一束紅髮。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ptqskQwZL
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不是假髮，是剪下來的真髮——整齊地束著，用一條黑絲帶綁著。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kgjeJcpuC
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他拿在手中，一時說不出話。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvXBz0Nkor
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「放下。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiLDTl90Tl
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曹曦的聲音從後方傳來，低得近乎警告。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSov2L26gbz
英亞回頭，對上他一雙毫無表情的眼睛。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5FnwSNFJe
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「這是……你自己的頭髮？」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtUwmVRdlL
曹曦沒有回答，只走過來，從他手中奪走那束頭髮，小心翼翼地放回包裡，然後拉緊袋口。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJP6ZjGcxe
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「你為什麼要剪？」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCEPU5fYEY
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「那是以前的事了。」曹曦冷冷地說，轉身背對他。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nQ9wOZmli
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英亞咬著唇，鼓起勇氣走近一步。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ3VuMp3Xd
「你不想說……是因為你覺得丟臉，還是因為你覺得沒人會懂？」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQg4s8fk05q
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曹曦沒有動。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7BBF2TDkY
空氣凝結了一秒。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78GMOnAeSM
然後他說：9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9mE8Cu71C
「我以前，是在舞台上被剪的。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqk1dHyBz7K
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英亞睜大了眼。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oN4Nuq9eT
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「那是國一的一次校內成果展，我準備了一整年，舞蹈、造型、音樂，全都是我自己編的。那天我穿了一件全黑練習衣，綁了高馬尾……我很興奮，也很自信。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoxYDdGx1A
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曹曦的聲音很平，但語氣卻像紙一樣薄，隨時會碎。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVtQTq8VNM
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「跳到一半的時候，有人從側台衝上來……拿著剪刀，直接剪斷了我的馬尾。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEL26cZ2Dr7
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英亞的心一緊，腦中閃過無數畫面——舞台、聚光燈、觀眾驚呼聲、紅髮灑落在地板上。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnQzxUtUmi
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「我聽到全場在笑。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARBWV96szf
「我當時只覺得頭皮好痛，然後就是……冷。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEui7G8rbgl
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曹曦舉起手，在自己後頸比劃了一下。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6BxSXTpVp
「從那天起，我就決定，只跳給自己看。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMicrtDF1I
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教室靜得只剩下呼吸聲。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoDYowowRS
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英亞小聲說：「可是你現在又綁起來了。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRWoOqMvRW
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曹曦看著他，語氣裡帶著少見的柔軟。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6KLBNV2tN
「因為你不是在笑我。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CKQLsP0zj
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英亞抬頭，眼神燙得像火。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPOmOfDbC5
「我永遠不會笑你。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zsiR9q2vJ
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他走過去，伸手，輕輕替曹曦把馬尾抓得更緊。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPE6iDh5Oj
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「你知道嗎，我覺得……你重新綁起馬尾的樣子，比任何時候都強大。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBLYdmCrVe
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曹曦垂下眼，低聲說：9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMv7v08f23
「你不怕我再被剪一次嗎？」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscGCBmmswU
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英亞毫不猶豫地說：9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QajjyhjeZ
「那就換我站到你前面。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpwslelcAh
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那一夜，曹曦沒有拒絕英亞替他收好那束過去的紅髮。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWeVdEydua
也沒有拒絕——英亞留下來，陪他一起練到凌晨。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jDDDw77n2
那是他第一次，讓一個人參與他的秘密。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJnPTWF6Rq
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也是第一次，覺得被看見，沒有那麼痛。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqnzeIx0na
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