不如意的事許多,我亦會間中受挫,釋放世界之負荷,允許你到來切磋,也抺了浮沉,才泯滅淪陷,你我又親近,愛再次送贈,等天涯海角冷清,我才看赤地伶仃,以葉綠紅花傾聽,似回眸無常生命、291Please respect copyright.PENANAFTEmJX03uJ
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這日我不再仰望,沿路才剔透夜寒,斷了無止境浪蕩,然後又遺忘景況,似少年不得志,我走入了青詩,萬千的愛放肆,才無量之心思──291Please respect copyright.PENANAG3x4iIDBL6
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時光飛逝中穿梭,活命的意義太多,也有享樂之秋波,使甜美掠過坎坷,聽心靈孤寂,人間才對敵,我獨自沉溺,放下了點滴,當天空博奕自由,你我於世界遨遊,淡薄名利極清幽,繁華不必然擁有:291Please respect copyright.PENANAnoIaL6RJnh
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「你有什麼求之不得?名望、金錢、地位?活著的榮華富貴,是否都渴望了更多?」智慧老人還在乎,人生於世之抱負:291Please respect copyright.PENANATzwSy3Adqm
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「詩敏呀,你都不管了結局,是否忘記了,但凡有結果了的事情才是值得了去堅持啊!」291Please respect copyright.PENANATpdRbPasfR
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日落飛花又怎樣,我依然行走人常,所愛的不帶惆悵,靜觀世態才神傷──活著不需名利,我於力臻完美,現實才要攀比,而詩敏不競技:291Please respect copyright.PENANAmLQZcPOjXS
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「結果,只不過由過程所衍生;我所追求的實現,在過程的本身,才不用後來的定局,來框下了我的人生。」291Please respect copyright.PENANA1wv0dRPy6h
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你可有過迷惑,人們超多比劃,暗中伴了掌摑,只倒果地觸發:「你反智了嗎?成為智慧老人的你,以事情後來的擁有,來成為努力了下去的原因嗎?」291Please respect copyright.PENANAobjcfzBsUH
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「我們在,是因為我們實踐了愛,永遠也不是被愛在實踐了我們。」人心許多已定型,詩敏無奈了經營,愛或恨淪為背景,根本不必懂生命。291Please respect copyright.PENANAeqPTnqimaP
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幾多忘我,年月違和,若然獨個,何來負荷,當人只孤單活著,去向把華美雕琢,沒有我在世停卻,於時光之內閃爍,才不過熱愛,活命之盛開,老人沒意外,若超脫競賽:291Please respect copyright.PENANAXYYbcmotPi
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「我們鬥爭得你死我活,才不過被結果導向了。」291Please respect copyright.PENANAM1hhCGpk9F
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「詩敏啊,人間煙火就是這樣,離不開被定型、被定位了價值,在狹窄而功利的框中,活到只享樂了物質榮譽。」我不知煩囂的愛,但智慧老人講來:291Please respect copyright.PENANAvjIKA4rb6h
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「現實是,太多數被社會的主義染色了。假若天然、或許自然的價值觀,亦難逃被圍繞的排擠、和踐踏啊。」──命是不由自主,人家活於灌輸,被社會所烹煮,偏見亦也疾書:291Please respect copyright.PENANAcF3HoIC2p0
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「你才好難合群了。倒果為因的勢利,儘管你已經撇脫,亦逃不掉勾鬥;才以慾望來顛倒的地方,只會把所有存在都有色地糟蹋了。」291Please respect copyright.PENANAWdxhhq8svr
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「與其在色心、偏見與傲慢當中被折騰和否決,何不也倒果了為因,活著只但求了結果,讓結果才等於了自己,去以名利為本,在這功利的社會內自命高尚吧!」智慧老人也語重,世界怎樣才輕鬆,放棄價值的貫通,利益至上內從容:291Please respect copyright.PENANAh9jaxFMPav
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「詩敏,背棄了自我的追求,順應了現實遊戲的貪婪,你才會明白,勢利的人們,永遠也不再欺負了你;而你的夢或理想,再不用孤單中耕耘、著重了過程亦不肯定了成就,因為,沽名釣譽的天空,才可以憑空地永續了享有,這可是名利主義的真相了啊!」291Please respect copyright.PENANA0MmW3RfWIS
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清空到忘了現況,沿路把風景觀看,才無人與我跌宕,完全自由地流浪,伴帶著虛浮,淨化了念頭,生命沒然後,只當下長流,原來活著的遺憾,源自把結果親近,過程被當成陪襯,才背棄真正內心、291Please respect copyright.PENANAm7ICsY9oPj
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──愛隨時亦粉碎,被利害所佔據,我到底又是誰,在世界只追隨,若活命本身不必我,只享用了物質諧和,人存在也唯有成果,餘生亦對功利許可,為什麼奮鬥,愛來自承受,怎樣也不夠,才活在氣候──291Please respect copyright.PENANAS2CoPb8Yl6
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人。匆忙就一生,向利弊而狂奔,人。轉眼已黃昏,以慾望來認真,不必覺未曾存在,浸沉勾鬥之人海,喪失個體的鍾愛,去炫耀物質盛開:291Please respect copyright.PENANAFQ84qM7UEV
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「全都是享受,你有了嗎!我才在高貴的地段,以勝利者的姿態,揮霍中,才為所欲為地滿足了慾望。」天空又只有勾鬥,智美才虛有念頭:291Please respect copyright.PENANAv8IseAPqfS
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「結果是生命的一切,支撑了高尚的人生,沒有結果了的事情,都不配被重視,只有利益才是活命的意義了。」291Please respect copyright.PENANAmLSnPpD0RZ
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若無動於衷,沒仰望成功,亦勾起放縱,智美才目空:「誰?沒擁有了東西的誰?說真啊,並不配在這麼現實的環境生存啊!」你若聽不懂傲慢,會加以踐踏糜爛:291Please respect copyright.PENANAUQLxjb5qRf
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「才享受了過程?才是沒有肯定的利益了?」──「噢!原來沒利害的條件,功利至上中,你是死不足惜了的存在啊!」291Please respect copyright.PENANANFrAg7hZie
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由畸形到異變,才價值的殘念,自我活出片天,然後滅絕人煙,而你我自由存在,亦忠於平生所愛,活到變異的無奈,屹立世界之舞台:291Please respect copyright.PENANAREdKPKTlqV
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「詩敏呀,就憑你一無所有;我坐擁利害揮霍,勢利的現實,你才等於了弱者;我就是強者了。」291Please respect copyright.PENANAVtj2mDoF7r
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陷入無人之境,推移自我神聖,智美頭腦空清,卻主宰了風景:「你懂,弱肉只被強食了嗎?你被我殺絕,亦是勢利現實的天經地義啊!」291Please respect copyright.PENANA83PUXwQWMB
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再看畸胎孵化,忽然自我變卦,揶揄中不斷挖,憑空成為神話,仍是自我的人生,看異變別有用心,才不過利慾延伸,進化到把誰侵吞──「唉!」詩敏沒動過分毫,忠於自己的起舞,忽然配上了屠刀,套下勢利之氣傲──291Please respect copyright.PENANAcidNkxQ09a
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「人啊!活到扭曲了,以名利為生命定上原罪,存活才自由自在的個體,凡有靈的萬物,居然本身都活該了受罪。」嘆出極無奈,我以我存在,別家的利害,褫奪了未來。291Please respect copyright.PENANAYyUkvggjBG
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其實又怎樣,人各自漂亮,別來也無恙,世界之正常,當扭曲的價值觀,損毀他人地尋歡,私心與常理交換,瘋失之認知作伴,而你我看運氣,都市才極勢利,這些靈性之死,憑擁有滅天地:291Please respect copyright.PENANAYDX6YROoTV
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「詩敏啊!你知嗎?名譽、聲望、地位,象徵了我的不凡;你才都沒有了抗衡的資本啊!才相等於,我有資格了把你滅絕。」智美都失落常性,以擁有去發神經,才不相干的生命,自我捏下去狠勁:291Please respect copyright.PENANAKuDDv3o5ke
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「嘖。死不足惜了的存在!我多矜貴了!只是不順了我的意,你?沒資本的你?被消滅了是正常啊!」291Please respect copyright.PENANA1ipRtyptlk
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亦不覺了失常,幾個臭錢模樣,名望形成幻象,將殺戮亦迴響,我如詩敏覺可悲,擁有中喪失倫理,每個人才做自己,她憑空捏下處死──291Please respect copyright.PENANAo0StYV0GIG
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「噢!怎麼了有你?人類的存在,才可以完全沒有了你啊!」悲中無盡了絕望,虛有資本之野狼,私心名利內放蕩,存在四處泯滅光:「世界沒有了你,只少了一個利用資本而剝削他人的自私自利,恍如一個人渣的沒落,才造福了千千萬萬個才自由追趕了的生命。」291Please respect copyright.PENANAvREBkr0QEP
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於這刻的面對,詩敏如常沉睡,生活孤寂似水,從來不是依據:「智美呀,我是我啊,我沒有影響到你任何東西啊!我還是了我啊,一切才不過你自己的扭曲與變異啊!」291Please respect copyright.PENANAT9kv1rVOw5
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「別憑幾個臭錢去傷害別人了,那是罪孽,是你在名利中心理變態了的惡行。」291Please respect copyright.PENANA2VfcFpV8Fz
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「我們活著,為自己的追求都也累了,你這些時代的畸胎,為人類再添了負荷。你,不如就自以為是,別將自欺欺人放在現實裡吧,放過了我們,也放生了自己只是禍害。世界呀,其實好風平浪靜了。」291Please respect copyright.PENANABdidNb8zDf
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你有否遇過,無故被消磨,才自己一個,但殺來橫禍,而詩敏身陷其中,才自我孤寂的夢,若智美那些發瘋,令她見證了極兇,只世事如常,亦萬里飛翔,也治癒創傷,更懂了善良、291Please respect copyright.PENANAAqCTe1Uv3v
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你在温床中快慰,忘了世界的常規,因權力而覺矜貴,真相是滿身污穢,我的天命如何,自知充斥折磨,遲早亦也掠過,無物曾經許可──291Please respect copyright.PENANAjRnh0Ya9hF
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把細水流向未來,愛才填滿了存在,你我亦綻放精彩,根本也沒有悲哀,然後蔓延了孤獨,看空任何之歹毒,未困於某個結局,不把別人都捕捉,盡可能退後,我不必強求,細水的長流,孤獨之宇宙:291Please respect copyright.PENANAf1qwRXqrG0
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「天光了,人心的黑暗有曾經散了嗎?」一人的存在,襲來了傷害,都淨化悲哀,令詩敏大愛:291Please respect copyright.PENANAeCPD7b3VOk
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「我都想自己是光,再黑暗的日子,也照亮了絕望裡的人。」我亦自己地闖蕩,堅毅中創造希望,誰如果無力強悍,亦傳遞愛之光芒:「人來人往,愛人了才不用了回報,可是,人們可會剝削了我的愛,又倒果為因了,憑空地要在我身上獲利回套。」291Please respect copyright.PENANAaYD46SjjBx
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「呀!佑安呀!才以結果存在的人,並不覺顛倒了真相,在自以為是中,也不認知了實在,在自我界定的框裡無止境地慰藉了。」當我亦尊重模式,奈何對他人壓迫:291Please respect copyright.PENANA3Fafkglfbb
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「做好人亦不容易,諷刺的是,人的好、成了壞人侵吞的理由;而好,才是人家自身的存在啊!背後要掠奪了成果的人,以結果來將人本身貶抑,又把人家的過程據為己有,轉化了做自己的利益啊!」291Please respect copyright.PENANAeo8wrh7IlY
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人煙都會飛散,你我自由動彈,無奈了的映眼,才更明白期限,若然。生命於過程,結果只用來贈興,可憐。名利成曾經,存活由現實填平,人是個空殼,物質之寄託,勢利與刻薄,虛構中快樂、291Please respect copyright.PENANA4CPltURuRd
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許多這樣的靈魂,佑安看沙塵翻滾:「自私的人啊!利益為本、結果為要,結果是生命的一部分,若沒了倒果為因,虛擬的高等就沒了支柱,回到亦是了凡人,亦會失落了虛構中才打壓的利害了。」291Please respect copyright.PENANAueVukIZUye
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「有些生存的形態,一輩子困在勢利的傲慢中,在世界的現實內滋長,終了一生也虛榮自滿;世界才沒有所謂,又一堆功利了的空洞,把物質這文明的產物,閃過了勾鬥,亮過了寄生,也令普世看到了包裝的存在。」291Please respect copyright.PENANAepk4TRHHtO
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「好煩擾吧?才被這些人糾纏了。」假若懂得了世界,才知存活之地帶,並未會虛擬姿態,其實真相得自大:「詩敏呀,到處也有在自己美夢裡沉睡的人,你我也可能不幸地遇上,而盡可能,撤底地抽身了吧!」291Please respect copyright.PENANAsP3voSPDQD
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──「功利至上的人才只泯滅了善良,生命只在殘酷的勾鬥,你我才要保存了自己,將本來自由的生命,與這些現實的傀儡割裂啊!」現實如肉體局限,或被逼感受糜爛,但人的存活璀璨,當你我靈性地揀:291Please respect copyright.PENANABhRoZwB1X9
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「太渣了的憑空傷害人身,既然憑擁有的籠絡而逍遙,才不是那片腐臭得很的你啊!活著了的人生,但凡這麼的渣滓,才小心地全身而退吧!」291Please respect copyright.PENANAM0JIbS3Ahw
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舒一口悶氣,生命得自己,亦要去迴避,假若來把臂,才發覺是門學問,無故也抽脫淪陷,這世界充滿私心,找個善良來侵吞,亦花心力去走避,才能夠忠於自己,沒被挾持來圖利,令詩敏持續抽離:291Please respect copyright.PENANA2ytquysj7t
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「唉!人們在我身上安什麼心?本來就是個兇狠,在社會啊!又要勞神撇清了獵人,一旦進退不宜,獵人可獸性大發,得不到的結果,倒成不配存在了的原因,唉──反正自欺欺人地為禍人間啊。」291Please respect copyright.PENANAiMyssg3fVk
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「於是,你又神傷,到處也功利的人們,令你才追求了的過程也不容易吧?」佑安亦知世態淡涼,人心好少傾於善良,總有獵食者的痛癢,來功利價值才明亮:291Please respect copyright.PENANAsKmQ9rdoQ9
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「被定型了的勢利,有色眼光才必然了,把人定義和標籤也是常規,他們才自大、在自負的自滿中,已經自命不凡地合理了把別人凌壓。」──291Please respect copyright.PENANAsl2TpKGcaC
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「假如,你才不被染色得唯利是圖,才看到了人心的污穢,才想做自己的話,有些持續的抽離,才會與你同在。你,功利唯本之下,唯有孤獨,永遠地避開以結果倒下來的刻薄,才極孤寂的過程,去活出名利以外的價值吧!」291Please respect copyright.PENANAsrIcfLi05S
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最好還是放下,人不留戀煙霞,自由的命無價,別在乎了塗鴉,縱橫今生的緣份,幾多人令你迷暈,何須被黑夜圍困,不如別信了噩運,改不了陰暗,夜才會降臨,愛由我而生,亦取決遠近、291Please respect copyright.PENANA46L7gVuJwD
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前塵往事·似煙飄移,活於當下自主意義,無窮輕視·捏造位置,不被糾纏而成反智,當我懂了存在,人是自由地愛,總有勾扯灌溉,繞過後更精彩、291Please respect copyright.PENANAAAHrtDCMgm
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天又光。萬里空曠,才於清淨的地方,只希望。任由綻放,可是永恆之香芳──無人介意成就,愛亦天長地久,才與文明牽手,詩海也沒盡頭,而過程才是表面,人可把文藝頂尖,以生命開創詩篇,跨越名利那塵煙:291Please respect copyright.PENANAqR7m21OLBF
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「好笑不?我在創新、一字比一字的深遠,每一句,才比過去了成長;當我在藝術的美感中昇華,有幾個名望與臭錢的誰,憑成果才烏滅了別人的追求。」291Please respect copyright.PENANA4t98Bi2zIL
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你我有幾多內涵,倒果為因只局限,無形中化出腦殘,而詩敏悲中感嘆:「窮得剩下了擁有,空洞的靈魂才固然地無知;當過程是富有價值的基本,但虛榮中的功利,貧瘠中,才只看作沒擁有了的多餘。」291Please respect copyright.PENANAgRiSPRZo6t
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「噢!──文明的一點一滴,全是富有了意義的過程。那些爭名逐利,才不過現實世界的資本分配;由擁有直至墮落,竟活出了以結果,作為泯滅了過程的原因;也不覺、更扭曲真相,才永垂了的腐朽,以自命的咀臉在糟蹋了文明,在世界的現實中永生了自欺。」291Please respect copyright.PENANA1M37kG7905
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亦是好安穩,只禍害人群,於名利翻滾,演高等戲份,若你是我的知音,一起見證了光陰,清晰活著之原因,才會尊重每個人:291Please respect copyright.PENANAjoicXbuUrw
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「你知嗎?事情都由人,什麼的人也有,於是瘋、失、癲、喪的荒謬都會存在;你和我,才可以隔絕,由自己決定了存在是怎樣。」若果無恥地腐蝕,俊誠可放下積極,從不浪費了氣力,愛或恨毋用交織:291Please respect copyright.PENANAIh8uk5T6dm
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「再成長吧!到處也是這麼的人,一切也與你無關,只功利的人才自私了,扭曲了認知去合理化侵略,都與世界無關,才兇殘的自私自利、才幸運的你我,自主了能互不相干了的存在吧!」291Please respect copyright.PENANAM2ADFLnwuo
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你我如鑽石閃耀,不被倒果地消掉,人類文明之美妙,生命於自由燃燒,亦的確費神,宇宙之沙塵,自命內淪陷,把禍端送贈,但放下以外無他,坐擁資本的塗鴉,於局外坐望虛假,我如詩敏才爾雅:291Please respect copyright.PENANACGitMw7Hpj
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──「根本不存在了,沒有任何了在意,生命才自由了的抉擇,你我每個都美麗,才別了功利的侵蝕,才活出屬於自己的人生吧!」291Please respect copyright.PENANA2HttVHCHiw
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愛。反映你我之存在,以結果活命太悲哀,愛。人生去向不可再,竟淘汰過程而離開,只利益的附屬,於物質內滿足,生性未免歹毒,把耕耘也褻瀆,這世態淡涼之間,心宮詭計也糜爛,憑勢利價值設限,否定人所有璀璨、291Please respect copyright.PENANAl5WylOTSgS
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局外·才自我存在,享受孤寂的藍海,放開·功利又競賽,但不可衡量熱愛──當命之光於過程,世界把結果經營,我亦活出了冷清,旁觀腐朽在虛榮,而你我於實地,天空蔓延功利,年月之中式微,又將物質唯美⋯⋯
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(一百二十一)享受孤寂的藍海
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