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努力活着的人
ISSUE #32
Author: Water
努力活着的人
Author: Water
ISSUE #32
【9/10/2025】
No Plagiarism!OmE1wDvZKHmIqBuSnkTkposted on PＥNAＮＡ 76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiaBqotRZ5

2025年10月9日 晚上10:21  

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我問我自己：交不交學費？  

能不能撐住？  

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明天math小測，你還沒找書。  

星期一交功課，你還沒做。  

今天派了中文小測，你看下成績

你還讀下去嗎？  

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現在沖完涼。  

我沖涼的時候，我突然站在那裡，  

我問自己：下一步應該怎麼做？  

「我洗頭了嗎？」  

「抹護髮素了嗎？」  

「沖身了嗎？」  

「我是不是已經沖完了？」  

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我站在那裡想了很久，  

我是不是應該去死？  

76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO6fvFziO0

我的腦袋一片空白，  

不知道自己在做什麼，  

甚至不知道為什麼現在坐在這裡，  

不去吹頭，不去溫書，不去努力。  

76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyXs9nkvsL

我自己再這樣下去，  

我連社工都做不到了。  

76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPguVXvI4Ir

我是不是沒吃飯？  

為什麼今天一點都不餓？  

那我是不是可以再輕一點？  

是不是BMI會下降？  

76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupTENekyyz

我又在逃避問題。  

明明知道自己不是真的想死，  

但就這樣計劃著用什麼方法  

連風速和mg/kg都計算進去。  

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明天又要面對9:00am到7:00pm的課，  

3個鐘M2 math，2hr psych，4hr……  

重點是要笑著上。  

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今天上堂講到Depression和吃藥，  

我其實超尷尬。  

我隔壁位還一直在講話，  

老師的視線、同學的視線，  

一直在我們身上。  

76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhKcYa2FBn

有同學說不喜歡別人干涉。  

我心想：坐你前面的我，成天都被你吵，  

你又成天找我玩。  

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哦，我忘了

我日日返學校，日日都在笑，  

不知道在笑什麼。  

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我下意識地看著自己的手，  

笑了一下。  

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講了這麼久廢話，  

我還坐在這裡，  

不想去溫書，  

不想去吹頭，  

不想去返學，  

不想小測，  

只想逃避，  

只想自己一個人。  

76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWAycysJT0

想摔了手機，  

delete掉所有人，  

永遠自己一個人。  

76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuG6vfwnZuS

我想講，這個年代要找一個你喜歡的人，  

同時他也喜歡你，  

這個真的好L難。  

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好，發完癲了，  

要繼續做我的事。  

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多謝您，看到這裡。  

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若澄  2025年10月9日 晚上10:21 76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRZaucAXWo

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努力活着的人
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Last updated: Mar 31, 2026
Total word count: 22,108
Total reading time: 74 Minutes
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