tell me something
what are you supposed to feel170Please respect copyright.PENANAkkCuCbBKAo
when your world is crashing down around you,170Please respect copyright.PENANAAWqyUA5wSm
when atlas can no longer bear the weight of the sky,170Please respect copyright.PENANApCmgCAJE6q
just as you can’t take the beating from your heart anymore?
did you know170Please respect copyright.PENANAMYBsuD2NuM
that stars die?170Please respect copyright.PENANAbo3ZS2brQz
these gigantic floating masses of the physical embodiment of light die170Please respect copyright.PENANAfqD8KEpCth
and we think we can live forever on this dying, fallen earth170Please respect copyright.PENANAKfgOL1ZKDN
(orbiting a sun that’s burning itself out)
— in memories?170Please respect copyright.PENANAuHCFpCD6so
memories don’t mean a thing170Please respect copyright.PENANAn7ypUSImjo
when the people who knew of us have died170Please respect copyright.PENANAEQteUSP7wy
when the books that were written about us have never been plucked off the shelves170Please respect copyright.PENANA8LeYQvn8nJ
and when even our bones disappear to fill this dying earth170Please respect copyright.PENANAdD9FrmQk49
with even more forgotten dead things
and i can’t170Please respect copyright.PENANA1qABu7nxFM
i can’t
i c a n n o t
stress enough that when i’m gone170Please respect copyright.PENANAqnOd0K0kU7
it will not matter to anyone on this earth in the end170Please respect copyright.PENANA64S92siJaa
because those gone are better off dead170Please respect copyright.PENANAEdKGoowL3f
and those dead are better off forgotten
so tell me170Please respect copyright.PENANAjTiSpRlk1j
why do you insist that i should live?
is it so that you can feel better about yourself?170Please respect copyright.PENANAmjYJfbChvg
is it so that you can believe without a doubt170Please respect copyright.PENANAWSPjjmn2cG
that you have made a positive difference in someone else’s life?170Please respect copyright.PENANA2WP680lF0m
is it so that you don’t have to feel the guilt170Please respect copyright.PENANAUj9PLbEtLL
knowing that maybe there could have been one more useless piece of trash170Please respect copyright.PENANAwIUlaVUtbF
taking up space, air, and resources someone else who was worth anything needed170Please respect copyright.PENANA1FLIyH1XGp
except there isn’t because you didn’t say anything?
don’t you know170Please respect copyright.PENANAPVNEopfjBc
don’t you know170Please respect copyright.PENANALx1ZcVEkLz
don’t you know170Please respect copyright.PENANA6i2ShGeWqT
i’m already dead170Please respect copyright.PENANAhibKUmzZvA
this body still moves170Please respect copyright.PENANAbBTRk4RKdN
but my heart has been torn apart so many times170Please respect copyright.PENANARPoLTpS3Zf
that sometimes i wonder if its beating is not because it is alive170Please respect copyright.PENANAKTd2k6uGAi
but because the world insists on making sure it’s dead170Please respect copyright.PENANAZfi3XKMgv5
by pounding all tragedy into it
what can you do to save me from that?170Please respect copyright.PENANA3McQ1CeUvI
what am i supposed to do to come back to life?
tell me170Please respect copyright.PENANAlvuYKwLKMn
tell me170Please respect copyright.PENANACi0ZOPMqRI
tell me
please
maybe i want to live
ns 172.71.223.51da2