Family Isn’t DNA
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Family Is not blood or flesh to me
It’s who is there who is here now
My family well they care now but I will never forget how they treated me
It’s just that I’ve been alone my whole life
Given up a pieces of me everytime I get close to someone
Those people just don’t know how it feels to be used and let down
Honestly my most used feeling in 2026 is sadness
I just don’t know who I am anymore
It’s like I look in the mirror and I see not me
A better person someone who wasn’t broken
And I am so jealous of that person I wonder all the time
WHY CAN’T YOU BE HAPPY FOR THEM NOT JEALOUS YOU …idiot
When I see families at the park playing I’m jealous
My family isn’t like that I really want to be happy for them
Like freaking christian he was at the park with his brother and father
Playing with each other having fun my sisters left me out because I’m weird
And I wish I was happy for christian but I’m not all I feel is just jealous
I want a happy family someone who cares but no ALL MY DNA DOES IS HURT
Why why why ….no one gets me I’ve died and died and died million times
Cried so much to the point I stopped crying
My friends the ones I think are my family and prove my point family isn’t DNA
They don’t know I’m jealous of everyone at this school
I just want to be happy for them for my family my friends
Family isn’t DNA
It’s who stays and how they treat you
My blood never did that I bleed for them cried for them just to be thrown out
No one sees me
They never did and now I’m so immature and my mom yells at me to be more my age
I did that 8 years ago I was 6 but my mind was 37 no one liked me
And now that I have a sort of childhood It mainly my mom yelling at me to act my age
All they see is a 14 year old with a mind of a 8 year old but that 14 year old
Felt more then you did and cared more about innocent lives then you did
My sisters sure they hate me but I help give them a happy start and better ending
They are going to be happy unlike me they are free unlike me
I want to be a kid again live happily ever after but this isn’t a movie
I don’t get a happy ending
Now my mom is trying to be good to me after all those years no no no
This isn’t real and I refuse to be given false hope false happiness
That I know isn’t going to happen
Family is who stays not your blood or flesh
My flesh never matter and it won’t now
It makes me feel so weird when my mom tries to be a good mom
Like after all these years now your trying
No no no I refuse to be there It’s going to end up like last time they are going to leave
No one cares and I know it
Still I have a little girl inside of me wanting to see if all people are bad wants to trust
And love and be kind even when the world is cruel and sad wants to be a light
When nothing else shines
I have my hope
A piece of me that stayed through it all the hope of a child
Wishing for something to be better
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