Disclaimer: I do not own the works of The Lord of the Rings, which belong to J.R.R. Tolkien, or the works of Harry Potter, which belong to J.K. Rowling. Any familiar dialogue or scenes belong to their respective owners.
Please note: This was going to be a prologue, but it is just too long to be considered one. So, the prologue is gone, and this is now just a typical first chapter. It starts directly after Dumbledore has been killed and ends just before the Battle of Hogwarts in Deathly Hallows, but I WILL be diverging from HP canon for those scenes in many respects, so be gentle with me. If you notice something different from the HP books/film, then I never intended it to be the same ♥
Please read & review to let me know what you think ♥ and much love to all ♥
Myra_Selch
(Formerly known as Myrak the Slytherin & M. A. Williams)
‘Run, Draco!’ Severus Snape snapped, pulling the younger boy along.353Please respect copyright.PENANArHDvHg1nBB
‘Professor… I can’t…’ Draco Malfoy gasped, struggling to breathe. The front gates of Hogwarts loomed nearby, but he felt his body growing heavier and slower.353Please respect copyright.PENANApTHnHvYjz2
Draco tripped over a stone and fell to the ground. Snape crouched down, blocking the spells Harry Potter was firing as he chased them. ‘Come on! Get up!’ Snape snapped, helping the blonde Slytherin to his feet.353Please respect copyright.PENANABX9laErA1v
Draco forced himself to run beside Snape, and they finally found a moment of respite when another Death Eater attacked Potter. ‘Stop! He belongs to the Dark Lord! We are not to harm him,’ Snape commanded, pulling Draco away from the gates. ‘Come, now!’ he said, and the Death Eaters Disapparated from Hogwarts.353Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ly8dwOfEE
Draco looked around the forest Snape had taken them to with uncertainty. His wide eyes flicked between the tall trees and unfamiliar shadows, nerves taut with every rustle of the wind. ‘This is not—’ he started, his voice trembling with anxiety, but Snape quickly interrupted him.353Please respect copyright.PENANATs75pjhOn1
‘I’m well aware, Draco.’ He shook his head, his face showing signs of weariness and strain, then eased himself onto the ground. The unspoken tension lingered, with Draco’s nervousness reflected in Snape’s brief and tense demeanour.353Please respect copyright.PENANAZnVZYT5Xw7
Draco, unable to grasp the full extent of Snape’s suffering, eventually broke the uncomfortable silence. He glanced at the older man, his voice quivering. ‘Sir, why did you do it?’ Draco’s question lingered, full of confusion and desperation, as he struggled to understand what had just occurred.353Please respect copyright.PENANApqj02bwDES
Snape, overwhelmed with emotion, lifted his hands to his face, avoiding Draco’s eyes. To Draco’s surprise, tears began to escape through Snape’s fingers—a rare and striking moment from the usually unflappable man.353Please respect copyright.PENANA6Q42ESwFub
Snape hesitated, lost in memories that deafened him to Draco’s words. The image of Dumbledore’s face before those final, decisive words kept replaying in his mind, a relentless torment he knew would haunt him forever. Though the memory threatened to overwhelm him, Snape ultimately focused on Draco. Meeting the younger wizard’s anxious stare, he spoke calmly but with firm determination, ‘No matter what, you will be safe, Draco. For now, we must obey the Dark Lord and do whatever he commands.’353Please respect copyright.PENANAOfO2fkOtl3
Draco’s voice trembled as he spoke, fear visible in his eyes. ‘The Dark Lord will kill me,’ he confessed, shaking his head in despair. The burden of his failure made breathing difficult. He averted his gaze, unable to look at Snape, and softly said, ‘I failed.’ His tone was tinged with frustration and self-hatred—Draco was angry at himself for not going through with killing Dumbledore. Yet, fear remained the strongest emotion as he faced the consequences ahead.353Please respect copyright.PENANAquKJnFThAi
Snape’s voice became a hoarse whisper as he said, ‘You are not a killer,’ his words lingering in the tense atmosphere. Draco looked up sharply, his eyes filled with anger and pain at the accusation—or maybe at the truth—hidden in Snape’s words. These words echoed those Dumbledore had spoken on the Astronomy Tower just hours earlier, resonating vividly in Draco’s mind. Dumbledore’s firm belief in him made Draco’s sense of failure even sharper, and his frustrated glare at Snape revealed his inner struggle.353Please respect copyright.PENANAbcTlLInc82
Draco quickly stood up, fists clenched tightly, voice fierce and urgent. ‘I have to be!’ he shouted. The panic in his voice was clear as he added, ‘I must, or the Dark Lord will kill my mother! I can’t let that happen!’ His piercing glare at Snape revealed his mix of anger and fear. Although Draco’s determination to protect his mother was stronger than his fear, underneath his confidence, he blamed Snape—if anything happened to her, he would hold him responsible.353Please respect copyright.PENANAo1jaMjWK3u
Snape met Draco’s angry stare, his expression softening just a little despite the tense atmosphere. ‘Your mother will be fine,’ he said confidently, though worry lines on his face revealed his struggle to sound certain. He shook his head tiredly, as if trying to dismiss Draco’s fears or his own, then stood up. There was no time for more debate or delay. Taking a deep breath, Snape gently placed a reassuring hand on Draco’s shoulder—an uncommon gesture of support in such dire times. ‘Come, we need to go back and report to the Dark Lord,’ he said firmly, making it clear there was no room for argument.353Please respect copyright.PENANA2Qd048qe0A
Draco was overwhelmed with terror at the thought of returning to the Dark Lord, his eyes filled with dread over what awaited him after his failure. Seeing the young wizard’s fear, Snape felt a pang of sympathy. He knew Draco would likely be punished with the Cruciatus Curse for failing to complete his task, but despite this, Snape was confident Draco would endure and survive the ordeal.353Please respect copyright.PENANAVppGE7byCE
Just like Dumbledore said he would.353Please respect copyright.PENANA6ggWQm7OVM
Severus Snape suddenly awoke, his breath catching as he tried to find his bearings. Confused and overwhelmed by lingering memories and panic, he quickly surveyed his surroundings. For a moment, he feared he was still on the Astronomy Tower, facing Albus Dumbledore with his wand ready, but slowly, reality became clear. Snape understood he was no longer in that terrifying place, and with deliberate effort, he sat up. Taking a deep, calming breath, he aimed to steady his nerves and focus on the present, away from the horrors of his memories.353Please respect copyright.PENANAQgkIj5wY1s
A year had passed since that fateful night, but for Snape, the memory still felt as fresh and vivid as if it had happened yesterday. Night after night, relentless nightmares haunted him, replaying the moment and forcing him to relive the pain of his actions. The torment was constant, intruding on his sleep and leaving him exhausted and unsettled.353Please respect copyright.PENANAICBNQFuOby
During moments of vulnerability, Snape considered extracting his memories and storing them in a Pensieve, seeking relief through emotional distance. Nevertheless, he immediately rejected this idea, seeing it as an escape. Instead, he resolved to bear the weight of his memories, convinced he deserved to endure suffering for his actions. The pain linked to these memories seemed like fair punishment, continuously reminding him of his decisions and their repercussions.353Please respect copyright.PENANAxaH9xj7O80
Snape murdered Albus Dumbledore, the greatest wizard and man he had ever known.353Please respect copyright.PENANAcyAiSEA89n
Snape muttered a curse under his breath, still struggling with the reality that he had agreed to kill Dumbledore. This was more than just duty or obedience; Dumbledore meant much more to Snape than a valued colleague or mentor. He had consistently supported Snape, often stepping in to shield him and even saving his life on occasion.353Please respect copyright.PENANAUN8Ypa8PdZ
These memories deepened Snape’s internal struggle, as the gravity of his actions weighed heavily on him. The betrayal was not merely of a fellow Order member but of the man who had guided and protected him when he needed it most, making Snape’s burden even harder to bear.353Please respect copyright.PENANAlhpgq5VHsZ
Dammit, Albus! You and your damn plans! Snape’s frustration boiled over as he thumped his hand against the cold ground, the muffled but sharp sound breaking the quiet. His mind was a storm of feelings—anger, regret, and helplessness. The weight of the role he was forced to play pressed heavily on him; he never truly wanted to carry out Dumbledore’s scheme, even if it seemed necessary at the time. Memories of that night and Dumbledore’s unwavering trust haunted him painfully. Though he appeared stoic outwardly, inside, Snape endured relentless torment, and his simmering resentment at being put in such an impossible position remained just beneath the surface.353Please respect copyright.PENANA7lfXNhSnu8
Snape stood up and rekindled the dying fire, glancing at Draco Malfoy lying on the icy ground of the Forbidden Forest. As the flames grew stronger, Snape’s mind drifted, contemplating the chain of events that led them to hide here like fugitives.353Please respect copyright.PENANANHSgBzG73E
Although it might seem otherwise, Snape and Draco were not actual fugitives escaping the Dark Lord’s wrath. Their instructions were straightforward: stay close to Hogwarts, silently monitor any strange activity, and report their discoveries. Nonetheless, Snape intentionally decided to prolong their stay, choosing to camp in the forest for several days instead of returning immediately with their report.353Please respect copyright.PENANAsLURhbBFXa
Draco was not very thrilled with this decision. His hesitation came from an intense fear of angering the Dark Lord again, especially the prospect of enduring the Cruciatus Curse once more—a punishment he had already experienced. Even though Snape reassured him, claiming he would take full responsibility and face any fallout from the Dark Lord, Draco still felt only some relief from these promises.353Please respect copyright.PENANAOajd8y9E5x
Snape observed Draco as he shifted in his sleep, turning over without waking. He furrowed his brow, his irritation deepening as he reflected on Draco’s involvement in the recent chaotic events. Snape found it hard to understand how the Dark Lord could realistically expect Draco to kill Dumbledore. Despite the threats against Draco’s mother and himself, Snape was convinced that Draco was not capable of murder; he was simply not a killer by nature.353Please respect copyright.PENANA7H6Qj7pOfm
Even now, despite everything that had occurred, Draco had not taken a life. Snape was fully aware that this inaction was increasing the Dark Lord’s impatience. The pressure on Draco kept intensifying, but Snape recognised that he remained unaffected by the violence engulfing others around him.353Please respect copyright.PENANAl18UTvPg9q
Snape pondered the oath he had sworn to Narcissa Malfoy, understanding that his choice was driven by a strong desire to protect his godson. The weight of this promise pressed on him, particularly as the Dark Lord kept assigning missions that deliberately endangered Draco. Every task seemed designed to provoke Draco into killing, with the explicit aim of making him commit an act of murder to prove himself as a “real Death Eater”.353Please respect copyright.PENANAkZbPl82PER
As the Dark Lord’s plan approached completion, Snape understood he must act cautiously. His alertness intensified after overhearing the Dark Lord tell Lucius Malfoy to kill his own son if Draco did not meet his expectations. Knowing Lucius would follow through—willing to sacrifice his son to gain the Dark Lord’s favour—filled Snape with anger and strengthened his determination to shield Draco at all costs.353Please respect copyright.PENANAfob31ou335
Snape remembered the tense evening when Lucius Malfoy told his son about the dangerous task given to him by the Dark Lord. Draco, acting confident, mocked the seriousness of the task as if it were a minor inconvenience. He was entirely sure of himself and took on the challenge without doubt, thinking that doing so would boost his status with his father and the Dark Lord.353Please respect copyright.PENANAWKCMqCa9fX
Left alone with only his thoughts and the seriousness of the situation, Snape finally perceived the fear and dread in Draco’s eyes. The bravado Draco had shown in front of his father and others had faded, exposing the vulnerability underneath. In these private, unguarded moments, Snape saw clearly the true weight of the Dark Lord’s commands. Draco’s face bore the burden of his upcoming task; his youthful confidence giving way to worry and doubt. Witnessing this change, Snape was once again reminded of how much had been demanded of Draco and how unprepared he truly was for the horrors ahead.353Please respect copyright.PENANAssQJWiqyNK
Snape observed from a distance, ready to step in if Draco faltered or needed help. Although the pressure was intense and Draco showed signs of strain, he never asked for assistance. Instead, he endured his difficulties silently, to the point that Snape occasionally wondered if Draco’s mind was starting to break down, especially as his challenging task approached.353Please respect copyright.PENANArZq3bECeOV
When the crucial night arrived and Draco’s task reached its conclusion, Dumbledore faced his upcoming death with a calm smile. Snape watched and realised that Dumbledore was fully aware of what was about to happen. Just before Snape cast the deadly spell, he saw a look in Dumbledore’s eyes—one of gratitude, acceptance, and a peaceful surrender to death. This realisation made Snape uneasy, as he struggled with feelings of resentment toward Dumbledore’s serene readiness to face his end.353Please respect copyright.PENANAQS8zJ6TWaJ
However, Snape knew Draco could never truly grasp the significance of what occurred that night. He never found the words to explain it to him—the complexities of choice, sacrifice, and the burdens borne in silence.353Please respect copyright.PENANA6B9o7nWTmr
It is what he wanted, Snape would tell himself, knowing he would have to confront Dumbledore’s plan soon and get the wheels in motion.353Please respect copyright.PENANA4M79BosGNH
When Snape learned about Draco’s dangerous mission, he promptly reported everything to Dumbledore, including overheard conversations and relevant details about Draco’s situation. Dumbledore’s response showed he was deeply concerned, his feelings apparent in his speech and demeanour. However, he stayed cautious during their discussions, often withholding vital information from Snape.353Please respect copyright.PENANAcw1m3bdao3
This secrecy unsettled Snape. He wondered what Dumbledore was hiding and if that hidden knowledge could be crucial to their situation. His mind was filled with doubts: if only Dumbledore had shared more, maybe they could have used that information now. However, Snape knew these questions would stay unanswered, lingering silently in his thoughts.353Please respect copyright.PENANASW8T8HKAUl
Snape shook his head, trying to hold back the urge to doubt Dumbledore’s intentions. He understood the importance of trust; Dumbledore had assured him the plan would work, and Snape realised he had to rely on the headmaster’s judgment. The burden of that trust weighed heavily on him, especially as he closed his eyes and remembered the painful moment—being asked to kill his old friend and mentor. That memory evoked feelings of regret and sorrow, reminding Snape of his sacrifice and his ongoing loyalty, despite the immense sacrifice involved.353Please respect copyright.PENANANliQoUZ9Iu
Snape quietly entered the room and focused on Dumbledore, who was engrossed in reading an old, worn scroll. His calm yet curious voice broke the silence as he spoke to the headmaster. ‘You called me, Headmaster?’ Snape inquired, noting Dumbledore’s intense focus on the fragile parchment. His tone was respectful but tinged with anticipation, knowing Dumbledore rarely summoned him without a good reason.353Please respect copyright.PENANAxIbyasKssH
Dumbledore waved his hand, and Snape gratefully took the seat he conjured. As he settled in, his thoughts raced with speculation. The late hour and Dumbledore’s urgent summons suggested something important was happening. Snape contemplated whether the topic would focus on Draco’s difficult situation or the hunt for the Horcruxes. He decided not to question Dumbledore’s reasons, silently bracing himself for whatever discussion was to come.353Please respect copyright.PENANA03wF5O7fbE
Dumbledore looked up from the ancient scroll in his hands, fixing his gaze on Snape. In a measured tone, he addressed the topic that had been on both their minds for weeks. ‘I wanted to ask how you are progressing in your search for the Horcruxes,’ he said, his voice steady but tinged with urgency. As he spoke, he picked up a quill and carefully made a note on a piece of parchment, recording some details from the scroll before him. The quiet scratching of the quill contrasted with the seriousness of his question.353Please respect copyright.PENANAwT9DXcoiNg
Snape leaned forward in his seat, confusion shadowing his features. ‘Not very well, although I believe we may have miscounted how many there are,’ he admitted, voice tinged with unease. He shook his head, visibly burdened by the weight of the task. The hunt for the Horcruxes had been more challenging than expected, and the chance that their previous assumptions about the number of Horcruxes might be wrong only heightened his anxiety.353Please respect copyright.PENANAPTLvBHqMew
Dumbledore paused while writing, causing ink droplets to scatter across the page. He looked up with an unreadable expression and asked, ‘What would give you that notion?’ The question hung in the air, loaded with meaning, as he waved his hand over the paper to erase the ink blots. Carefully, he put the quill back in its inkwell and focused on Snape, his gaze both curious and intent, awaiting his response.353Please respect copyright.PENANA0lG4XDHQRx
Snape paused to gather his thoughts, then said thoughtfully, ‘The Dark Lord possesses this ring; he seems utterly fixated on it, often speaking to it in private. He gazes at it with intense focus, particularly when convinced he’s alone. During these times, his eyes widen unnaturally, and he wears a disturbing, gleeful look.’353Please respect copyright.PENANAGazqkoKcal
Snape looked down at his hands, unaware of the brief concern flickering across Dumbledore’s face. After a moment’s pause, he raised his gaze again and said, ‘I believe the ring could be another Horcrux. He always keeps it on, never losing sight of it, so taking it from him seems impossible.’ Snape shook his head tiredly.353Please respect copyright.PENANAkQcnJPdjf4
Dumbledore suddenly stood up, surprising Snape. He moved purposefully across the room, stopping by the window and resting on the sill. The atmosphere was tense as he gazed into the night, his face serious and reflective. Without turning to Snape, Dumbledore spoke thoughtfully, asking, ‘This ring… what does it look like?’ while absent-mindedly stroking his beard and lost in thought.353Please respect copyright.PENANA9LekSYZAAO
Snape frowned as he reflected on the mysterious ring. ‘I was able to examine it when I last saw him. He asked me to apply a potion to his hand and-’353Please respect copyright.PENANA5qhtiVCODa
‘Just tell me about the ring!’ Dumbledore snapped sharply, causing Snape to start and grimace at his tone.353Please respect copyright.PENANArRvpI545kN
‘It was a typical gold band, but he kept staring at it, mumbling quietly. It was as if I wasn’t even there,’ Snape quickly responded, curious about Dumbledore’s sudden irritation.353Please respect copyright.PENANAhbBRr0Samr
Dumbledore stood by the window stiffly, gazing into the darkness, lost in thought as the silence grew between the two men. After a pause, he slowly shook his head, his shoulders sinking slightly under the weight of his thoughts. When he finally spoke, his voice was just a faint murmur, filled with resignation and sorrow. ‘So, that was the reason, Tom. I did wonder.’ With a sombre look, Dumbledore bowed his head, the weight of the revelation heavy on him.353Please respect copyright.PENANA0SzuBnPyUr
Snape paused briefly before asking the question that had been on his mind. ‘Sir? Is it a Horcrux?’ he inquired hesitantly. The question startled Dumbledore out of his thoughts; he looked up suddenly, as if remembering Snape’s presence. His gaze stayed on Snape, showing a mixture of worry and thoughtfulness, as both men considered the significance of Snape’s question.353Please respect copyright.PENANAk7VHo36c8R
‘Perhaps, but not in the way you might think,’ he replied, sighing as he looked at Snape.353Please respect copyright.PENANAlIKXlOX5Mi
Snape furrowed his brows at the grimace on his old friend’s face. Dumbledore appeared more aged than usual. ‘What’s wrong?’ he asked, hoping Dumbledore would share what was bothering him.353Please respect copyright.PENANAFcivCfopzG
‘Some things are better left unknown, Severus,’ Dumbledore replied, looking at him with a meaningful gaze.353Please respect copyright.PENANAfuSSKNAYna
‘You don’t trust me?’ Snape asked, surprised.353Please respect copyright.PENANAOp6ZX8TG9G
‘I trust you completely, but if my suspicions prove correct and something goes wrong…’ Dumbledore stopped himself, shaking his head at his own thoughts. Tom can never find out, he thought, briefly closing his eyes.353Please respect copyright.PENANAWBYQmo6cGe
Snape nodded, indicating he understood what Dumbledore’s words implied. Although he believed he had already demonstrated his loyalty and value, he chose not to say so. ‘So, what does this mean?’ he inquired, his tone calm yet subtly tinged with concern. ‘Will this pose a problem?’ By steering the conversation this way, Snape aimed to gain clarity on these urgent questions from Dumbledore, even if he remained silent on other issues.353Please respect copyright.PENANAfNWriHRVtd
Dumbledore nodded quietly to himself, a hint of melancholy clouding his eyes. ‘One thing I am sure of…’ he murmured, then paused, gazing out the window once more. ‘I will have to die,’ he declared, causing Snape to stare at him in disbelief.353Please respect copyright.PENANAWAXfJOTqBX
‘What!?’ Snape exclaimed, quickly getting up and staring in shock at Dumbledore.353Please respect copyright.PENANAxL4OktUwaA
‘Yes, it is the only way,’ Dumbledore whispered, more to himself than to Snape.353Please respect copyright.PENANAzY2DX9ENjN
‘You’ll need to explain how you reached that conclusion,’ Snape snapped, crossing his arms and looking at Dumbledore with incredulity.353Please respect copyright.PENANAvmPZRxfwbq
Dumbledore returned to his desk and gently picked up a gold necklace. He scrutinised it, handling it with deliberate caution to avoid touching the intricate piece’s detailed sections. For a moment, he studied the necklace, turning it over in his hands as if weighing its physical and symbolic importance.353Please respect copyright.PENANASTiM40j0du
Snape, observing closely, swiftly identified the object’s unique shape and function. Its similarity to a Time Turner caught his attention, prompting him to examine it with increasing curiosity and apprehension. He was well aware of the potential significance of such an item in Dumbledore’s control.353Please respect copyright.PENANAIvoO24ifY6
‘Yes, this should work,’ Dumbledore murmured, softly sinking into his chair behind the desk. His voice carried a blend of hope and resignation, as if he were bracing for any possible consequences of using such a device.353Please respect copyright.PENANA0cg7fFQ8bU
Snape glared at him impatiently before slamming his hand on Dumbledore’s desk. ‘Headmaster!’ he shouted, causing the old man to lift his eyes to him in surprise.353Please respect copyright.PENANALxECxc6xNs
‘I apologise, Severus. I got carried away with my thoughts,’ Dumbledore said, setting the necklace aside and looking at Snape. ‘Please take a seat,’ he added, and Snape settled in front of the desk. ‘It is a lengthy story, and so I will summarise the key points,’ he continued, receiving a nod from Snape, and he proceeded. ‘I am not who you believe I am,’ he began, prompting Snape to raise an eyebrow but remain silent. ‘I do not belong here. I should never have come to this time,’ Dumbledore explained, leaving Snape even more confused.353Please respect copyright.PENANAsATFjfPtE8
‘“This time”?’ Snape repeated slowly, frowning at Dumbledore as if he thought he was crazy. ‘What do you mean, Headmaster?’ Snape leaned forward in frustration and looked at Dumbledore, wishing he weren’t so cryptic with his words.353Please respect copyright.PENANA7ULpn7pjaQ
Dumbledore exhaled deeply, his breath heavy with the burden of his impending confession. Snape, always perceptive, sensed that what he was about to hear would be troubling. ‘I am a Time Traveller,’ Dumbledore confessed solemnly. ‘That responsibility includes staying invisible. Interfering with time is dangerous and must be approached with great caution.’353Please respect copyright.PENANAlHZP7e2JZu
Dumbledore paused briefly, folding his hands as he looked at Snape with steady focus. ‘Now, I need to talk about the consequences stemming from a decision I made in 1899, after experimenting with this power.’ His words lingered, emphasising the seriousness of the effects he was about to reveal and highlighting the importance of the events that influenced his journey.353Please respect copyright.PENANArvyUjKX2Rj
Snape looked at Dumbledore, his mind in turmoil as he tried to understand what he had just learned. He whispered, filled with doubt, ‘I don’t understand.’ The details of 1899, now linked to Dumbledore in unexpected ways, overwhelmed him. Despite his confidence in his ability to know others’ secrets, this revelation shattered his assumptions. Narrowing his eyes, Snape observed the older man, suspicion crossing his face. For a moment, he wondered if someone was pretending to be Dumbledore, as this new information felt so strange and disturbing.353Please respect copyright.PENANAuFpnRYowZJ
Snape was taken aback when Dumbledore chuckled darkly. The Headmaster’s voice wavered as he explained, ‘I am not using Polyjuice, Severus. I am simply a selfish old man, driven by idealistic dreams of greatness,’ Dumbledore admitted, tears welling in his eyes. His honest confession revealed the heavy burden of his decisions and the remorse he felt, giving Snape a rare insight behind the formidable mask of the legendary wizard.353Please respect copyright.PENANA76B7ZhAiz2
Snape inhaled deeply, bracing himself for what revelations might unfold. ‘Tell me, I need to understand what took place,’ he said, leaning into his chair. His stance reflected a blend of determination and unease as he braced himself to learn the full scope of the repercussions from Dumbledore’s choices.353Please respect copyright.PENANA2xGoCKBnuf
‘The decision I made in 1899 might have shaped both my present situation and history itself. I was driven by ambition and idealism; I was surprised I did not end up in Slytherin,’ Dumbledore said, a slight chuckle escaping him as he thought back on his younger self’s ambitions. Collecting his thoughts, he added, his voice calm but tinged with nostalgia, ‘Back then, I met a young man who captivated me entirely. Everything about him fascinated me, and I was unexpectedly attracted to him. This bond led me to choose to stay, instead of leaving like I might have otherwise.’353Please respect copyright.PENANATxaHA59sfA
‘Grindelwald,’ Snape said, now understanding what Dumbledore was referring to.353Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZIC0V3Hhy
‘Yes, Gellert was the reason I chose to remain in the future. I...’ Dumbledore hesitated, his usual calm faltering as he paused to regain his composure. He took a slow, steady breath before going on. ‘I did something awful back then. I forced myself to fit into that time,’ he confessed, his voice heavy with regret.353Please respect copyright.PENANA0OgWGg8mwM
‘What do you mean?’353Please respect copyright.PENANAITX1UvciuK
Dumbledore averted his gaze from Snape, looking out the window instead of meeting his eyes. His voice was soft and full of sorrow as he admitted, ‘I meddled in things I should never have and, in doing so, I cost the life of someone who became very dear to me.’353Please respect copyright.PENANA0CnIrktsVb
Snape frowned. ‘I don’t understand. What exactly did you do, Headmaster?’ Snape asked, a hint of impatience in his voice, wishing Dumbledore would be more direct.353Please respect copyright.PENANAXE86C5yneJ
Dumbledore’s voice quivered as he admitted, ‘I inserted false memories into the minds of the Dumbledore family. They thought I was part of their family; Ariana and Aberforth believed I was their brother. This is one of the most significant deceptions I have ever carried out!’ He snarled at himself, his anger evident as he acknowledged the severe consequences of his actions. This confession revealed the true scale of his deception, showing how deeply he had affected those he held dear.353Please respect copyright.PENANAUcfBU3GSuR
Snape stared at Dumbledore in complete shock, his mouth opening as he tried to grasp what he had just heard. He couldn’t speak; he was utterly stunned and struggled to find any words in response to the revelation. The thought that Dumbledore might have once acted with such ruthless resolve was almost impossible for Snape to believe.353Please respect copyright.PENANAYDWeXoJnAT
‘After Ariana died, I attempted to go back in time to prevent it, but an unseen force barred me. I understood it was due to the repercussions of tampering with time—a punishment or curse. Now, I can only travel through time if I die,’ Dumbledore explained, his voice heavy with emotion, and Snape sensed he might break down.353Please respect copyright.PENANAPGlnEfAg0B
‘So, let me make sure I understand…’ Snape said after a pause, his brow creased in thought. ‘If you die, you will return to the past? Where were you originally from?’ he asked, his voice a blend of curiosity and doubt.353Please respect copyright.PENANAvX5pQSukbj
‘Yes,’ Dumbledore responded, gazing at Snape. ‘I am from the Third Age, and I must go back to my time, Severus,’ he explained, hoping Snape would understand.353Please respect copyright.PENANApRNg5RXdNx
Snape paused to absorb the information, which was no simple feat. ‘So, you want to die?’ he finally asked, bewildered, as he looked at Dumbledore.353Please respect copyright.PENANA83rTrmSzLp
‘Yes and no,’ Dumbledore replied with a chuckle, and Snape wondered how the old man could find humour in that.353Please respect copyright.PENANA21tkCCMGow
‘Please elaborate,’ Snape whispered, rubbing the bridge of his nose in frustration.353Please respect copyright.PENANANTn6XNHJDk
‘I cannot reveal more than what is needed,’ Dumbledore replied, leaning back in his seat.353Please respect copyright.PENANA5dN3P4Sd4x
‘So, what was the point of your story?’ Snape asked irritably, giving Dumbledore a sharp look.353Please respect copyright.PENANATiq3Vm7meh
‘To explain why I must die,’ Dumbledore replied, a faint smile curling his lips. He then stood and approached the window, looking out at Hogwarts’ dark grounds. ‘Young Draco has a task to kill me,’ he suddenly stated, which surprised Snape.353Please respect copyright.PENANAQQqWfVVdgJ
‘Yes, he does,’ Snape replied hesitantly, uncertain of how that related to the matter.353Please respect copyright.PENANAPfiZxZ2ODu
‘You must not let him commit the act, Severus. Mr Malfoy is not a murderer and should not be pushed to become one,’ Dumbledore said firmly. His words were filled with resolve, showing he would not permit Draco to be coerced into such a serious act. Snape understood that Dumbledore’s anger wasn’t directed at him but was aimed at the Dark Lord, whose schemes had put Draco in this impossible position.353Please respect copyright.PENANAb3TGG0tPtN
‘No, he shouldn’t have to do it. I intend to hide him and his mother first, before that,’ Snape replied, explaining his plan to Dumbledore now that the topic was raised.353Please respect copyright.PENANAZXSDcVdk3R
‘Tom will find them,’ Dumbledore said, raising his eyebrows as he looked at him.353Please respect copyright.PENANApkX9RE1GaK
Snape let out a heavy sigh and reclined in his chair, fully acknowledging Dumbledore’s point. Trying to hide from the Dark Lord was pointless; Voldemort’s influence was too extensive, and efforts to keep Draco and his mother concealed would be useless. The knowledge that they would inevitably be found and the potential deadly outcome weighed heavily on Snape. Accepting this harsh reality, he looked at Dumbledore, searching for any sign of an alternative plan. ‘What do you think we should do?’ Snape asked, his voice uncharacteristically shaky as he looked for Dumbledore’s advice in this dire situation.353Please respect copyright.PENANAUAtgOUWRJD
‘You kill me.’353Please respect copyright.PENANAAo6QVFEkKq
Snape looked at him in shock. ‘Me!?’ he shouted, rising to his feet and clenching his fists.353Please respect copyright.PENANA8bZy6VFzvk
‘It is the only way,’ Dumbledore said, shaking his head. His tone was steady, but there was a hint of regret beneath his words. ‘Draco will stay innocent as he should, and I will return to my own time as planned. Everything will unfold exactly as it was meant to,’ Dumbledore explained, emphasising the necessity of his plan.353Please respect copyright.PENANAIVKWxyVZWp
Snape’s composure shattered as he approached Dumbledore, his voice trembling with frustration. ‘What about the Order! We need you now more than ever!’ he shouted, the urgency evident in his tone. The idea of losing Dumbledore at such a crucial moment was unthinkable, considering how much the Order depended on his wisdom and leadership. Standing in front of Dumbledore, Snape’s disbelief was apparent as he demanded, ‘Why ask me to do it!?’ The question lingered in the air, reflecting Snape’s inner turmoil over being tasked with such a painful and challenging responsibility.353Please respect copyright.PENANAZlW6ylzIPp
Dumbledore exhaled slowly, pinching the bridge of his nose as the heaviness of the discussion settled in. He moved back to the window, gazing out over the darkened Hogwarts grounds, hands resting on the sill. After a pause, he spoke with a soft but firm tone. ‘I do not want to leave things as they are, but the Order will continue without me. There are capable wizards and witches who can carry on,’ Dumbledore said, shifting his focus to Snape, who responded with a glare.353Please respect copyright.PENANAXCDBegYAu2
He hesitated, the seriousness of his decision clear on his face, then said, ‘I have to return, but I need your help.’ Dumbledore turned to Snape with a sincere and serious look. ‘I ask this because I trust you more than most, and you are still an acting Death Eater. If another member of the Order kills me, it could cause chaos and complete ruin. The Order members would quarrel and fight, trust would break down, and Voldemort would succeed,’ Dumbledore stated, sighing heavily. His eyes moved to Fawkes, who cooed softly, the phoenix’s mournful melody mirroring the seriousness of the situation as he looked at his master with shared sorrow.353Please respect copyright.PENANAAr2B96ppo0
Snape shook his head, refusing to accept Dumbledore’s plan as inevitable. ‘There must be another way!’ he insisted, his voice tinged with desperation. His thoughts darted around, holding onto hope that an alternative could save Dumbledore from such a fate. ‘Surely, a spell or a magical item could take you back. Do you have to die?’ Snape begged, desperately seeking any solution to avoid bearing the heavy burden Dumbledore was placing on him.353Please respect copyright.PENANANxBfcTKlTD
‘It exists, but it would be cruel of me to vanish. No, the Wizarding World must believe I am dead,’ Dumbledore firmly declared, folding his arms. His tone was unmistakably firm, signalling that he would not consider disappearing without a trace. To him, quietly slipping away felt heartless and was something he could not allow himself to do again.353Please respect copyright.PENANA6Mtx6ZkTYU
Dumbledore sighed and said, ‘I do not intend to return or interfere with Time Travel again. I have created chaos in my time by leaving and hurting many people in this era,’ while looking out the window toward Gryffindor Tower.353Please respect copyright.PENANALRrYv6wQ53
As Snape listened, he understood that Dumbledore’s words were more than just theoretical warnings-they were deeply personal. The remark about having hurt “too many people” resonated with him, and Snape was certain Dumbledore included Potter in that regret. In that instant, Snape recognised that Dumbledore had made questionable choices about Potter, which had left lasting impacts on the boy and everyone involved.353Please respect copyright.PENANAllQFtDpnwm
‘I… understand,’ Snape said, clearly defeated. He realised there was no persuading Dumbledore to change his mind.353Please respect copyright.PENANAuVWTQ73F1c
‘As it stands,’ Dumbledore paused sombrely, prompting Snape to turn and meet his gaze once more. ‘We will not win this war,’ he declared, his words heavy in the air. Snape’s brow furrowed, silently inviting Dumbledore to expand on his grim view. ‘Voldemort’s army is growing rapidly, and we have already lost many to this cause. More are dying even now, and attacking him would be suicide,’ Dumbledore added, his tone blending sorrow with determination.353Please respect copyright.PENANAZIukdOM6JK
He paused briefly, letting the seriousness of the situation sink in before continuing, ‘We lack a strong enough force to stop him, and Harry is not prepared to face him yet. So far, only two of the seven Horcruxes have been destroyed. Voldemort cannot be defeated until all Horcruxes are found and destroyed.’ Dumbledore looked at Snape for confirmation, and Snape nodded in understanding.353Please respect copyright.PENANAg39fh0zgQh
‘Do you know where the others are?’ Snape asked, relieved to shift his attention from the assignment Dumbledore had given him and return to the original purpose for his summons.353Please respect copyright.PENANA8Fcysl1f6J
‘I have an idea where one of them might be. I plan to take Harry along to retrieve it,’ Dumbledore informed him, receiving a distracted nod. Noticing the strain on Snape’s face, Dumbledore grasped his shoulders, prompting Snape to meet his gaze. ‘You should not feel guilty, Severus. Do not see it as killing me, but as helping me,’ Dumbledore said, aiming to calm Snape’s concerns.353Please respect copyright.PENANA7aOEePVIJ1
Snape’s voice quivered with frustration and disbelief as he questioned Dumbledore. ‘Do you really think we stand no chance? Are you willing to abandon us to that fate?’ he asked, shaking his head. The suggestion that Dumbledore could forsake them to defeat was unbearable.353Please respect copyright.PENANAoaV7EAvG9j
Dumbledore sighed and shifted away from Snape to sit behind his desk. He silently gestured for Snape to take the chair opposite, which Snape did without protest, settling into it with a sense of resignation.353Please respect copyright.PENANAk65D3r8E7P
‘No, I have a plan,’ Dumbledore said finally, his voice steady but determined. He grabbed a fresh roll of parchment and carefully laid it on the desk before him. Snape watched with a mix of curiosity and concern as Dumbledore quickly and deliberately wrote a long letter, his quill moving smoothly across the paper. When he finished, Dumbledore used a small shaker of sand to dry the ink, waiting briefly before softly brushing it away.353Please respect copyright.PENANAMCiJ0XIe6r
After confirming the letter was complete, Dumbledore carefully slid it into an envelope. He then picked up the necklace he had examined earlier and placed it together with the letter inside. With a serious demeanour, he sealed the envelope and firmly pressed the Hogwarts crest onto it, ensuring the contents were well protected. Finally, Dumbledore pushed the sealed envelope across the desk toward Snape, his face serious and expectant.353Please respect copyright.PENANAtM6rJm0ACY
Snape observed it with curiosity but didn’t move to pick it up. He arched an eyebrow at Dumbledore and said, ‘A letter will save us?’ his lips forming a slight curl as he attempted to make light of the situation.353Please respect copyright.PENANAHfc3io3xyN
Dumbledore chuckled. ‘No, Severus, but this letter contains instructions. I need you to deliver it,’ he said, steepling his fingers.353Please respect copyright.PENANA4XtCAVGJEp
‘When? And to whom?’ Snape inquired, picking up the letter and examining it with curiosity.353Please respect copyright.PENANAoqDHyy05eI
‘Mr. Draco Malfoy and Miss Hermione Granger,’ Dumbledore replied, his eyes twinkling as he glanced at Snape over his half-moon glasses.353Please respect copyright.PENANA8pOBXIOd39
Snape let out a rare, genuine laugh, the sound echoing briefly in the office. ‘Those are names I never expected to hear in the same sentence,’ he remarked, shaking his head in disbelief and reluctant amusement. The brief levity quickly faded as Snape’s expression became serious again, and his brow furrowed with concern. He returned his focus to Dumbledore, his voice quiet and cautious as he asked, ‘What about Potter and Weasley?’ The question lingered, highlighting that Dumbledore hadn’t yet mentioned their names, and Snape was keenly aware of their typical involvement in important matters.353Please respect copyright.PENANAotssmvFBzM
‘They each have their parts to play,’ Dumbledore said, his words wrapped in mystery. Snape, feeling unsure, couldn’t shake doubts about the true meaning of the Headmaster’s cryptic remark. He wondered whether he would ever fully grasp the complex roles everyone was meant to fulfil in Dumbledore’s intricate plans. The ambiguous comment hung in the air, prompting Snape to think about the unseen goals and duties that awaited everyone involved.353Please respect copyright.PENANAqJ3cNobQJO
‘Yes, sir,’ Snape muttered, tucking the letter into his cloak for safekeeping.353Please respect copyright.PENANAPwrkcElNr5
‘That letter will clarify everything for them. Ensure they receive it,’ Dumbledore instructed, and Snape nodded in response.353Please respect copyright.PENANA7UrBKPfy3Q
Snape hesitated, visibly uncomfortable as he spoke to Dumbledore again. ‘Is there anything I should know about this letter? After I... well, I doubt Miss Granger will appreciate my delivery,’ he said gloomily, lowering his gaze. The idea of delivering such an important message to Hermione Granger unsettled him, and his apprehension was hard to hide.353Please respect copyright.PENANAD5hPvvoqUO
Dumbledore told him, ‘She will if you show her your memory of this conversation,’ and Snape nodded.353Please respect copyright.PENANAw2NbPpw9iV
‘And when should I-’ Snape interrupted himself, hesitant to voice the words.353Please respect copyright.PENANAB6w7pLX6S5
‘When Mr Malfoy begins executing his plan,’ Dumbledore told him, and Snape nodded.353Please respect copyright.PENANAhK3ShQbeR8
‘Yes, sir,’ he responded despondently, sinking into his chair as he struggled to avoid contemplating his upcoming task.353Please respect copyright.PENANAJC9iZJK8zd
Dumbledore, with a serious expression, looked directly at Snape over his half-moon glasses. ‘Follow my instructions precisely, without deviation or question,’ he said firmly, every word hinting at serious consequences. His tone was unwavering, emphasising the necessity of strict compliance. ‘Any deviation might lead to undesirable outcomes,’ he added with a heavy sigh.353Please respect copyright.PENANAlVHRKVEyb7
Snape’s brow furrowed with worry as the burden of responsibility weighed heavily on him. Each instruction from Dumbledore appeared increasingly unlikely, causing Snape to gaze in disbelief. Still, despite his surprise, he silently vowed to follow the Headmaster’s orders precisely. Resolute not to fail, Snape decided to obey every command exactly, regardless of how challenging or confusing the task might be.353Please respect copyright.PENANAcaZB2CFPxY
Snape opened his eyes and sighed wearily; the memory remained vivid and unyielding. He had considered numerous scenarios, seeking the best way to earn Hermione Granger’s trust and convince her to listen. He knew that delivering Dumbledore’s letter was important, but he chose not to give it to Draco yet, despite the letter having both Draco’s and Hermione’s names. Snape thought the Headmaster’s instructions were meant for them both to receive and comprehend together.353Please respect copyright.PENANAB5ZHwO36S3
Snape shook his head, his thoughts racing as he wondered what past or future events could have led to Hermione Granger and Draco Malfoy working together. The idea was hard to believe, but he couldn’t deny what he saw. Although he doubted it, Snape knew better than to question Dumbledore directly. The Headmaster’s odd behaviours were familiar, but Snape understood that these quirks were not stupidity. He believed that, whatever the reason, Dumbledore had a plan behind their pairing, which would become clear eventually.353Please respect copyright.PENANA0ExIH31u1J
Snape carefully reached into his pocket and pulled out the letter—a well-worn, crumpled envelope he had kept for more than a year. During that period, he never tried to open it himself, firmly believing it was meant only for Hermione Granger and Draco Malfoy. The idea of a protective jinx from Dumbledore, intended to prevent unauthorised access, had always stayed with him, keeping the letter sealed and its secrets secure.353Please respect copyright.PENANAXy58flcTLG
Snape was startled by a distant explosion. Immediately, he stood up quickly, his heart racing as he realised the moment had arrived. The sudden sound woke Draco, who sat up quickly, eyes wide with fright. ‘What was that!?’ Draco exclaimed nervously as he quickly got into a ready stance, his body stiff with tension.353Please respect copyright.PENANA9vX3DppyCn
‘It’s begun,’ Snape announced with a tense voice as he grabbed Draco’s shoulder. Without delay, he urged, ‘We have to move,’ prompting Draco to act.353Please respect copyright.PENANAS1U1P1qJgH
Draco quickly started gathering his belongings, his hands trembling as he hurriedly packed them into his satchel. The air was tense with anxiety and anticipation as they got ready to escape, knowing that time was absolutely critical.353Please respect copyright.PENANA90sPJXzqLl
The two started sprinting, weaving through the shadows towards Hogwarts while trying to stay hidden. When they reached the edge of the woods, Snape paused briefly and looked up. His eyes were fixed on the sky over Hogsmeade Village, where dense smoke clouds rose and spread, shrouding the rooftops in darkness.353Please respect copyright.PENANAMq36Ohu8As
Hogsmeade was burning.353Please respect copyright.PENANA1bsGSBIDzu
Snape pulled Draco behind him as they swiftly moved past Hagrid’s hut. They stayed low, using the sparse trees along the Black Lake’s shore for cover, each trunk offering a brief hiding spot as they continued.353Please respect copyright.PENANAUPNSExdUWb
Reaching Hogwarts’ front gates, they hurriedly slipped through, escaping the school grounds as fast as they could. Outside, Snape paused briefly, turning to survey the scene. From their position, the full scale of destruction was evident—Hogsmeade village was engulfed in flames, thick smoke billowing into the sky and casting a sombre shadow over the familiar surroundings.353Please respect copyright.PENANAS3Sqkbs8GQ
The war was underway, and Snape recognised this was more than just another fight- a prelude to the final conflict. Voldemort, persistent and clever, was ready to strike at the castle. Subtlety was no longer an option; the Dark Lord’s plans were obvious to all. With Hogsmeade burning and the sounds of combat spreading, Snape knew the real challenge was imminent. The battle for Hogwarts and its significance was about to begin in full force.353Please respect copyright.PENANAFE08Ag9B7S
A single tear rolled down his cheek, falling to the ground.
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