等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeL2iCLpUwi
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rCUTzNclR
深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyj4gz0Pbs
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2oyHOQLzO
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxl2T2o6Ax
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyS3RexNDrv
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTa46DUct3C
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVNAqRSMGH
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iTRonh0It
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdrqA1xc6Z
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxUvr8py7d
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoUMWuss00
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19iFKutPxv
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJKEi2X1Ku
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsu5yuRIQo
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQnvXIcM1j
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lItt7EQKh
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgR76yjskks
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2KwXsJQtM
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWP6xAIPOBM
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBGJTZaW0j
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgT8jZ5RDr
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5QIG0J4LU
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXurpNxAJdq
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF65M4qxNV
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlLj80jn9z
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuJV8C6KiV
「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8y9RaafUM
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCG1TnH82b
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhp76lUvDlx
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUXR41jErU
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6kTDOynSF
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6AAC58ZS8
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bHSGpC39x
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwY88wHDme
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOQREMZTWy
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYsAvS3nt5
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSi0uyW7GV
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VY42CMEge
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSeGP7VZUX
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYBHiYZ1Sd
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqavzoMH5oB
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfy0Lw2dJl
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3pc5mdM6X
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqHtnJMbNi
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3DKCZNjON
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcFBO5fqAA
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqvg3yAg1p
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKwJYQ2kS7
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUktYcuE1o6
「這是新編的。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5aOpFoJsf
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2exHIgFU2
他看了看手繩，又看看我。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtf0gLEOl6
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1c3cUZrHP
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsdzZDnRrP
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLI3BDIzkrP
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZXjR5W3l4
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFg3aXAqjVw
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDljdhZRgJ
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepiM83h7X3
「妳看。」他得意。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxRhaRf1bI
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25pEzxWjWc
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHJ5ukWOVD
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeglS3gttvV
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjV4t2gZQO5
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QAWgoZcHt
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZWPzBe64i
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuoW3MA9bt
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXab9L92us
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbf9NhUOUY
「現在拍。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJt03ZLpcxo
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MEywMbj3r
「啊？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FkIjuZ2hI
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApRasCGRBx
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHhWrjtLSG
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMhaMcBGl4
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMWJSfiRMR
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xfLRJMIyt
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfEZVdHUk3
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIvKsSslWo
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gvIEih8Qx
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC92VJ5DCdj
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiVFdlBX1i
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHuEdrWSn9
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrdPLeil6G
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Woc3qrrmU
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRS8bMKbVe
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ969o2nOMhr
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5GKuR9MtZ
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgNCTyJ2I6
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMbd71ZUoP
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTteh4paysD
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsKOutkpeh
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TzeLeSp6e
「…有寫一些小故事。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeCu1fRfUi
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYdP7VFBkg
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0mjkbifox
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29lt0UUxnx
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpveXVoyyu5
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWtqtnxBL1
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hTBMBaKGN
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dJ0te8E04
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlaUDRaQAZ
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwYaaBDYOz
「妹。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iHMBFa6U9
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNcINcCy3q
「嗯？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9tkK7Rjjs
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsb5pyVueq0
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWM32smNxM
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqr2u1ctU0e
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lGd58Rw1p
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoL4gxRRFHx
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1Y8hIjSw1
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8CShZTyqt
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7SloUnSWJ
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqh9Xr9wOP
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9NSY1umTz
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4xsGLdYrc
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAasjN7ssx
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IE9gKbLIw
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWA9gLj9i4t
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAgHGv8w02
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYKWzckXs0
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡureYaXVjeB
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzm84nKMjb
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVmoDgl3gp
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXuLBmu6PW
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrVzGyasCB
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEV7YRIohG
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRccALdOPFc
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFs06n35J2
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQRonofu28
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQthlLzCxDC
但我是欣慰的。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndxyd8fvPa
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwPwRVA8Xv
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjXIVFb9lz
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWZzL1Lsnl
那一天來的又快又急。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7Wowwtc0g
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96NsOAgDZu
「妹…」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt63wdn2Fmq
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDuRz4ZOS6
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEksUjzn8dM
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGRAiQNoST
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SCeVly1jG
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0weO4waMu
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RmU2KaGVj
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeG8BLS5vuF
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpriHn3YHoS
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtZNx3Hq3Y
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxPOx183UD
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVx8uJIqZ2V
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSs08OE98U
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEb5mKq6BB8
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBREfime232
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0o4LV4oKLm
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzMyu5azZ5
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pyB4trMaX
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pHOtcvE1l
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrkb9LVD8i
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXU5MgO7QnD
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjko01WO6py
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlUyDWrFtg
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNn2IYEvqM
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBrCEECwM3
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI1ENGabBY
「我真的，還不想死。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVhD0ycyur
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioHeGK6byQ
我握著他的手出了點力。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJ0FNo4dnk
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31vtY7pRKh
「我很害怕。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQnY0W6mpe
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDLXSQfG4x
「我很怕死…」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjrJBKPxCQ
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuDZqFO4pj
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2PIq1FvKd
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7Vaa0PMG3
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyLYGgl7mI
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tI0VPKBeI
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMbivprRIo
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexJXTawOQR
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQuuMxS3zK
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4AhRvqr7f
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQslKVnsC9
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeq0cbvJ7KR
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDSXki4SkU
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZXD3raBvo
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevmLVcRfTq
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5uY4RDJ27
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7x2AT1d8U
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Rn45OEnvm
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAg4Xx6ZTB5
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrt70FsRGHn
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVwMzOm3SY
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ300pwdFJZO
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuewsVrNQcW
「妹。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaWP5x6iEr
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nv1NsNfig
「嗯？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97aSUZv7KJ
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Y26wdEytW
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PXUwCLzS4
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdwWggraOT
我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLotZMdkRIk
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「回去再看。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5R2Zpdsa3
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「好。」我收起信。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeOLtrYJ3C
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「妳回去吧。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEA7a2qlXxM
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「什麼？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5o0wYMir2e
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pHyOtwb6j
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「為什麼？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QKLCzYrJg
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqM4VmXlHx3
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「……」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzX0RxjMLL
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「回去吧。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0NQIQNhuO
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEGrc56CQH
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRV9YncbvPw
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我又抱了抱他才離開。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vhsMItM6o
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2YGOJdVK7
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「英傑已經走了。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRE4ehe501
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RtKP0AeRY
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWJhBQHH1a
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「Dear 妹：」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡir6Xwb2Ask
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「妳永遠是我的天使，492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8BCLKtnDK
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請不要忘記我。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuE0JeFcZe
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「哥 英傑」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgOMIE3PDa
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlj6oGc4Tdl
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEMzsNYO5Q
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGcdErgvIT
每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJb6CapA2L7
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFAP7q0dZ5
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDofbkmnFo
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwOM6U0Svl
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIyA6UsVHf
他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhxqZFqkWt
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyt1j16r2Z
曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSkflQAlAE
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但我什麼也沒做。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGVpyLh8a4
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVEI7gXn8h
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpm8Hz9Ulh
所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcHewKkBxq
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lal5cGOBI
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLlHJWjYPE
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05aa0LxeeB
說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1IbBvaDPQ
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去年，我沒有寫信。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc48T6yCzHj
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEBMLLYNAD
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV65NYYl4nO
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLcj23NnO2
我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfCr5GA4Ua
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這是，我哥哥的故事。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2vQXpcfN5
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