等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUi4OnfsHR
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深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsz6bgHiju
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他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNbrKUzwhm
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTbzvWARKX
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCixNswZqkW
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJg3ldpg8K
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy124FG3cH9
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12PBQEyUFw
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3zBb1lJqW
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QOTn39n2U
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmdNt7jvFa
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZcxqnhpka
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIKmYYfwqp
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJ4U848GKV
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV2unZQsaA
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDnTDGu4GB
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVnB3amKJw
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEbvbHgRiX
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfX4ap3u6Q
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm02HrEZqQi
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4P55EgmSek
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbbQWMrvVr
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXP84YcSnE
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「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsw6esvOl5
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8vivttGya
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqVD4Ofxyb
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEaJ8S6khx
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXZyj7jHiF
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVypY0XYBwf
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQ2ZWePYdA
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDFxhyCuuw
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6JQzDFhes
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZ43ssIaDE
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTqVJ7L3Zw
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunN8VCgQnM
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxpwvOxnDt
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgsEblyR5L
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtTlgzEO8N
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTKx2sZ75G
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZM41SX16u
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TV9q22LA7
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN29hzsqu4F
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我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fVYQvN98s
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECRInKZQ5R
「這是新編的。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyVYX6hLSu
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOQYI4xMNK
他看了看手繩，又看看我。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBa03YAzZwZ
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1DtqiUrhv
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rgk64dBZi
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7xeiI9oO8
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdNua4ypqC
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhAp4ZPdsr
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemTKFLKBso
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「妳看。」他得意。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUBnFCVbgK
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjorayOoUj
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxp6Z4AruV
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ36MGf6CQ
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIyfFaHfnv
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gZtyw8HXC
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPI5IAMw1OZ
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSndHlWeRqy
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7h8BN7lRf
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PIWLAXGbr
「現在拍。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTzShVNqRO
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「啊？」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGL4pEIfnBQ
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「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4Z5fMlUcI
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tipdgL9cV
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdV8d99Wo0N
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oXsso2LSA
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbFuDIxETS
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmOCYp1P84
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOE2oVz3kg
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5fEff6aaL
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUV6GeBtnI
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqVRpe93xa
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2c8fQzPMA
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCPfV3tBGa
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUt0sucLn0
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrv5GMQrwU
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdcF5SiDoa
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEzaIKzgIO
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtm55re4Nb3
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIR1jlsG5qa
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2OrnCQdBp
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMx8kG4dds6
「…有寫一些小故事。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMXPow6kmn
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「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTAnDvodwi
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBdzTR9skq
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VP0qxlaAV
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpIHKXMxBo
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpvhWM15xo
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTMt2O1y7v
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaN677tN7QD
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0Dti0LwRm
「妹。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzFKwF7MRp
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzP670JS3nx
「嗯？」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDngJNFMnve
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Nh6Ud78YK
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsxwjxMiXW
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmr0Lumpyr
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9UpVe3V9p
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcAuHT8Bop
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoJjPYeaQU
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdATqMMFAiO
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUyhu8dV6J
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaM8Gtra6T
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNTPEjA7H9
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArldX7BUJR
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCiaI4QLx7
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrpJXNiR5O
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxqiGgyPC1
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDFC7sMg4I
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxKVSTEE4f
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDbPXncATI
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYnNIS6iWX
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZQGrASNNr
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirtdk8vzFK
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvT1hIN9hr
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBmavvJdoh
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRWkCFv47i
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZwIPeyNB9
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuEmZHy85l
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但我是欣慰的。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQVPQatOlX
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那一天來的又快又急。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXfAoxGgGN
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「妹…」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTKtyvmNri
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsMxpmBZWx
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8CZbdG3S8
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGSx03zoGv
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoskZANLoF
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDptb7myoK
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrR52w1hkc
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9exDxehhi3
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFh4hqvkdlH
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKecMrmSHWS
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XH1tzPhLo
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560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAD1kp6wwa
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMtOCW1HDA
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghUCDjGz1P
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKweDsyiFv6
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk28khjttEN
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnP3kfGDeJ5
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyYQZ53VlM
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZRCuNcRdp
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1ly6VvTjZ
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRz7IGoXYw
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOWgtY8a91
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxVKq3yMWa
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApjaN98fsl
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「我真的，還不想死。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjyxkmpSXG
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5TwkB8vFP
我握著他的手出了點力。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY3ktkgqoX
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0Tb1CJsoC
「我很害怕。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2w5rF37bld
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YAYQHQVEh
「我很怕死…」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHgranpOZo
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他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcVVYhAV9a
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViEbC0r5eg
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUMvhiIxiA
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8MdyfeId1
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgpUcuLrWL
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNrpawM6Uy
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9gj9TUo4W
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9jXWYKS15
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHA5PG4Wgz7
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUej4rTk8ox
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajzFr6oBOM
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueL8i6cHMJ
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2cUstwiCU
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9dgFgkhK0
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw08azaajgs
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMVV8960AH
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTDDZRz9xU
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOaN52zSRW
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljjthZTnNo
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0E56nTLrZW
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「妹。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxT3haeKrdA
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaA2lS1DKd
「嗯？」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGVo0aAzqB
560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRLjmOkAKw
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEx4ZjHZE0
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUXFqcwkNT
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「回去再看。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzXnZHub0W
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「好。」我收起信。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCs4w8Cjku
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「妳回去吧。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk76VLc67gX
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「什麼？」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlh5GgCvWPb
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVwXppMybf
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「為什麼？」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlCSiuZjmf
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5xKZyBWus
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「……」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBeTic8QAB
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「回去吧。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlErYY8GlxR
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTqoGDz582
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0avroz1OBh
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我又抱了抱他才離開。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ7jsmxEwU
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTk1O2kHdEz
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「英傑已經走了。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQ8zWkXjXt
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafOUfo4Fgq
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7P0cihOvYx
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「Dear 妹：」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeG9destC6W
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「妳永遠是我的天使，560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGhWXLWdgS
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請不要忘記我。」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxGrtNESwP
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「哥 英傑」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvo2ZsKX5XF
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKqRhNijjv
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6BwJx3y6C
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoBEKcKTXS
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0a2g8AWm4R
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRGAyk6VmF
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PuY1gZUH3
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNo7uwD7mYy
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWN9ougFkYe
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但我什麼也沒做。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQRBfzTYBQ
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt0WmhsufL
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaGWEkJPcp
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppPUd6iuab
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7rdtyq2nw
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rGd13hcyJ
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去年，我沒有寫信。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRv3hHMVah
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Lb18VJf8h
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpgl5zYgYP
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzq2Y6A5GUG
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這是，我哥哥的故事。560Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmHcIqjzU9
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