「呢個係ML代理部手機」詩怡代理喺佢身邊拎咗一步手機出嚟,目無表情咁開着螢幕解鎖:「四位數密碼我都唔知已經試過幾多次……都開唔到」佢纖細嘅手指劃過嗰部黑色XPhone嘅強化膜,螢幕反射嘅冷光係佢眼底投下蛛網般嘅裂痕。
289Please respect copyright.PENANAy1lXGneNt7
我接過手機,掌心滲出嘅汗水喺玻璃機殼上暈開:「入邊…有啲好緊要嘅嘢?」
289Please respect copyright.PENANAsBhSyd7dW4
「可以咁講。」詩怡拎起咖啡杯,熱氣模糊咗嘴角唔起眼嘅淤青:「入邊應該有我幾乎全裸嘅相。」語氣平靜得似係到討論緊聽日嘅天氣。
289Please respect copyright.PENANA9TRhgSI9od
究竟人要去到幾咁無奈、幾咁絕望、幾咁…先至可以冇任何一啲情緒波動…
289Please respect copyright.PENANAazQN8eIMX3
已經傷到體無完膚喇…
289Please respect copyright.PENANAOPIENeKiWg
望住詩怡代理個人謝晒,雙手攞住枱面嗰杯溫熱嘅咖啡。我望著佢手腕上未消嘅勒痕,粉紅色紋路如同毒蛇嘅信子,正嘶嘶吐著嘲諷:你望下啊,你連保護佢都做唔到。
289Please respect copyright.PENANAeAt1rco4V5
我好嬲289Please respect copyright.PENANAtXiJP6JzVG
289Please respect copyright.PENANAp5OY906Zog
嬲自己冇早啲察覺ML嘅動機
289Please respect copyright.PENANAdKpHBtdHAr
嬲自己冇早啲搵到間酒店
289Please respect copyright.PENANAlRnzpIZTie
嬲…嬲自己連有冇資格去嬲都唔知
289Please respect copyright.PENANAGs8bHDscyE
「唔使擔心喎,我醒咗之後就走咗出嚟啦…多得你撳咗個警鐘」似乎到呢一刻我仍然要靠個受傷嘅人安慰返我轉頭。
289Please respect copyright.PENANAz6bP2jAoa8
「我講真㗎。」詩怡突然傾身向前,髮絲垂落到我手背:「如果冇咗你,我而家點算?」289Please respect copyright.PENANAqLOxoWbywC
289Please respect copyright.PENANAOhKCsRlAHo
我唔俾自己再繼續諗,問:「咁你而家諗住點對付ML代理?」
289Please respect copyright.PENANAivhznXvbdp
詩怡放低咖啡諗咗一諗認真道:「我會正式同公司報告呢件事等佢俾人炒。如果佢唔服,咁我會採取更加強硬嘅手段。」
289Please respect copyright.PENANAfVE3yRXfDd
「…」一時之間我都諗唔到要點答。
289Please respect copyright.PENANAbyMKzk6Kdw
「我同ML飲酒嘅時候佢突然講起你啲嘢…」詩怡慢慢道:「其實而家諗返,佢好明顯係想引起我興趣搵你做餌,但我就如佢意聽吓聽吓就飲到醉咗。托佢嘅福我以後都唔敢再飲酒啦呵呵…」佢故作輕鬆咁聳肩,鎖骨處嘅紅痕隨之起伏。 嗰個喺會議室殺伐決斷嘅詩怡代理,喺呢一刻脆弱得似塊將碎嘅玉石。
289Please respect copyright.PENANAIVyWbI646K
原來我先係罪魁禍首…
289Please respect copyright.PENANALVPfKDyWXY
「呃…Sorry」
289Please respect copyright.PENANAKRHO2ZrIqd
「做咩Sorry呀?都唔係你嘅錯。要怪就怪我對你太有興趣啦,因為…」詩怡面紅紅,全身好唔自在咁扭扭擰擰。
289Please respect copyright.PENANACtl5XMC6Ex
「因為我鍾意你」
289Please respect copyright.PENANAIuDn3hX7eR
哦,原来係鐘意我。
289Please respect copyright.PENANA5PfGx2RLvi
鐘意我...!?
289Please respect copyright.PENANAjPoGYYOlcz
此時此刻,我個腦好似停止運行Hang晒機。
289Please respect copyright.PENANAtZ5zw42w5P
發夢都唔敢諗嘅嘢而家竟然發生咗。
289Please respect copyright.PENANAYPUYlQskN5
仲記得中學嘅時候諗過第時搵個女朋友
289Please respect copyright.PENANAs8PAqmXLbW
要靚女
289Please respect copyright.PENANAgybEAI5dEA
要大波
289Please respect copyright.PENANArZl3HUicCs
要有一個溫柔嘅笑容
289Please respect copyright.PENANAjtBGOOcWcC
或者到而家呢一刻呢三個要素喺我內心仍然佔有一定嘅地位。
289Please respect copyright.PENANA7l7lwtwilQ
仲記得到大學嗰陣,我參加咗Ocamp,最後嘅event係成班人圍住個溝火跳舞。嗰陣時嘅場景我到而家都記得,所有人唔再理身邊嘅煩惱,出盡力狂歡大喊,將自己一切投入喺嗰刻嘅熱鬧。俾氣氛渲染嘅我都想咁做,但我發覺原來我做唔到,唔係話我幾咁高潔不為世俗,係我唔鍾意呢種熱鬧。為high而high,有意義咩?真係會開心咩?就算幾咁開心,到最後咪又係一定會有完結嘅一刻。溝火燃燒得好明亮,但總會熄滅,只不過我冇諗過,原來喺溝火臨熄滅之際先至係燒得最靚嘅嗰一刻,就好似突然間有個女仔有住最溫柔嘅笑容喺我眼前可愛咁跳出嚟。離開小學、離開中學、離開大學,一個個嘅團體都會因為人不斷成長而離散,然後人會孤伶伶步入老年,最後一個人孤伶伶離開。289Please respect copyright.PENANAl7ocaW76eb
289Please respect copyright.PENANAOyRSEzQzY3
講啱一半啦,只不過,我一直都忽略咗喺溝火熄滅之前,嗰個令我燃燒得最燦爛嘅人289Please respect copyright.PENANAuyIbCfOcJx
289Please respect copyright.PENANAjkyOeN4Nmu
係你。
289Please respect copyright.PENANAMY7ECSDB4o
啱啱聽到「我鍾意你」呢四個字,我先發覺原來嗰三樣嘢已經無再喺我內心左右我選擇。我忽然睇清楚嗰個可笑嘅自己──原來咁年築起嘅高牆,不過係為咗掩飾害怕煙火熄滅後嘅寂靜。 直到呢個傷痕累累嘅女人,帶著比朝陽更熾熱嘅坦誠,一拳打碎所有矯飾。
289Please respect copyright.PENANAbasy8lsUyq
一個可以陪我咩都講,陪我打打鬧鬧,兩個人喺埋一齊會感覺到舒服自在。唔需要在意其他人嘅眼光,唔需要避忌,做返最真實嘅自己,可以陪我走到人生最後一刻嘅你。
289Please respect copyright.PENANAFpJMOjPZAZ
係你啊
289Please respect copyright.PENANAAGn713rr5c
只可以係你
289Please respect copyright.PENANAn4YcvuCYgB
生活好苦,但有你成為苦中唯一一點快樂,過住簡單幸福嘅生活,一齊睇日出,一齊睇日落,一齊瞓喺草地望住滿天星辰,一齊去薩拉睇山,齊去三亞睇海。原來最適合我嘅人,係嗰個企喺我身邊就已經會令到風景更美嘅你。289Please respect copyright.PENANAHdwuLI659X
289Please respect copyright.PENANAXjlkvJoaLp
(待續)
ns216.73.216.95da2


