The Burdens - Planning Something I'll Never Go Through With

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If I really wanted , I could've taken care of it 655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQF8afwQ9KT

Left the world I'm living in , broken down my elements 655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgD2FxbZv3W

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Feels like I'm gonna die real soon 655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJwJjteVoX

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Well maybe it's my someone 655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DeBQT1cIv

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I know it's gone 655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ISc7CB290

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Then my goodbye won't just be leaving 655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfIq7c0KBx

It'll be the biggest jump I've ever done 655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0MFuXcIfX

I don't want my family to see it 655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2blp5XmgR7

Especially not the youngest one 655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6ITRmNGnc

I can't tell them when I'm leaving 655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsdrHbGe0b

Even if they wouldn't take me seriously

I'm More concerned of their well being655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhcOhzYlnL

Than I am for my own keeping 655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTI0LTz9I6

I am too afraid of leaving

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