It’s getting harder to tell what day it is.
Sometimes I wake up in my bed. Sometimes I wake up at my desk. Sometimes I don’t remember falling asleep at all. The sun rises and sets like it’s on fast-forward. I think I’ve stopped eating.
No one knocks on my door anymore.342Please respect copyright.PENANAzk6hHpJPex
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Or maybe they do and I just don’t hear it.342Please respect copyright.PENANAI6xzabvky7
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Today I went outside.
The streets were quiet. No cars. No voices. Just the sound of my own footsteps and the wet hiss of fog curling over the pavement.
I walked to the school — the one Arya and I “went to.” I say it like that because… it’s not there anymore. Just bricks. Crumbled walls. Like something halfway demolished and then forgotten.
I stood in front of the ruins and waited. For her. For a sound. For anything.342Please respect copyright.PENANAoZCuztZLX9
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Instead, I heard… pages turning.342Please respect copyright.PENANA3IQZ2jg1ZF
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Soft. Steady. Like someone was flipping through a book just behind me.
When I turned around, the town was gone.342Please respect copyright.PENANAKDNTbwg3wZ
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I walked further into the fog.
At first it looked like the forest again — familiar trees, familiar grass. But when I stepped through it, things changed.
The trees were paper-thin. Their bark looked like faded ink. The sky was pale and blank, like an unpainted canvas.
I followed the sound of footsteps — but they were mine.342Please respect copyright.PENANANtAp6Zfv6P
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I followed the sound of a laugh — but it was Zayan’s.
And then I saw her.
Arya.342Please respect copyright.PENANADQust5wdjw
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Sitting on a bench made of torn book covers, smiling.342Please respect copyright.PENANA5n8utGqzUD
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> “You made it,” she said, softly.
> “What is this place?”
> “This is where you left off,” she said. “The page where you stopped reading.”342Please respect copyright.PENANA0NzsqkkOXJ
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She stood up, held out her hand.342Please respect copyright.PENANAPJYOkBxDo5
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> “But I remembered you. That’s why I came back.”
I took a step toward her, but something felt wrong. Like the ground wasn’t solid. Like I was sinking into memory.342Please respect copyright.PENANAwpo9Q2wDLl
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> “None of this is real,” I whispered.342Please respect copyright.PENANAsp2C00NFyq
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She didn’t argue. She just kept smiling.
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I turned back. Tried to run.342Please respect copyright.PENANAV0Pg9EDtxJ
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But the town was gone. The forest was gone.342Please respect copyright.PENANAFvweegwDAr
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Even the fog was gone.
Just blankness.342Please respect copyright.PENANAagMM4XufOL
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Like a page never written.342Please respect copyright.PENANA1UfHit1rsO
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I sat down.342Please respect copyright.PENANA5AfEQqnKcs
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I don’t know for how long.342Please respect copyright.PENANAN4sPOv0kwk
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Back in my room — the real room — the wallpaper is peeling. The air smells old. I think I heard my father crying last night. He keeps calling my name. But I don’t open the door. I don’t speak.
Because in my mind… I’m not there anymore.342Please respect copyright.PENANAcuMimN1U2m
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I’m with her.342Please respect copyright.PENANAdvJOsOzGRv
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Where the fog ends.342Please respect copyright.PENANAbUIotspyDn
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I haven’t heard my father’s voice in two days.342Please respect copyright.PENANA13oGjHizMQ
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Or maybe it’s been a week. I don’t know.
I hear sounds outside my door sometimes — soft knocks, low murmurs, the sound of plates clinking — but they feel far away. Like echoes through water.
I think he’s still there. Waiting.342Please respect copyright.PENANAbAfOTbToOz
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But I’m not.342Please respect copyright.PENANAVZa7boCMQ6
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Arya visits every day now.342Please respect copyright.PENANAxZpzkrJE7l
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We don’t talk much. We just sit. Sometimes she hums a melody I barely remember — something Zayan used to play on his phone when we studied after school. Sometimes she just stares at the fog through the window and smiles like it’s beautiful.
She’s never once asked me to follow her.342Please respect copyright.PENANAUU9sD9vInt
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She doesn’t have to.342Please respect copyright.PENANA2Zw5lol8ZD
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The room looks different now.342Please respect copyright.PENANA7qss6ODnja
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Like it’s dissolving.
The desk is gone.342Please respect copyright.PENANAnsoeAzKJST
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The floor is soft.342Please respect copyright.PENANAzHdkqOVuha
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The air smells like paper and old ink.342Please respect copyright.PENANACLPbw0rWjB
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I don’t sleep anymore. I just rest in between worlds.342Please respect copyright.PENANAyitdzKiFj7
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I found Through the Pale Veil again.342Please respect copyright.PENANA2wujFu0w3A
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The book is torn, brittle. Its pages curl like they’re alive.
There’s no ending.
Just a sentence I don’t remember reading before, scribbled in the margin like it wasn’t meant to be seen.
> “He stayed because the real world never called him back.”342Please respect copyright.PENANACyZbyScWBd
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This morning — if it was morning — I stood at the door.
My real door. The wooden one. Still locked.342Please respect copyright.PENANAR1HnmwF2P4
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I placed my hand on the handle.342Please respect copyright.PENANA6Q4HGUw3uL
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I heard my father’s voice on the other side.
He was crying. Saying my name. Over and over.342Please respect copyright.PENANAzWdq8rMm8U
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Begging.
I didn’t open it.342Please respect copyright.PENANA3SEuALaGCW
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Not because I didn’t want to.342Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZZA7FEDds
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But because I couldn’t remember how.342Please respect copyright.PENANAv3WYCAcARc
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I turned around.
Arya was waiting.342Please respect copyright.PENANAvFqxbg6zSM
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The fog was behind her.342Please respect copyright.PENANAb3IVAItm4S
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She reached out.
And I followed.342Please respect copyright.PENANAlR3IxJ4N8G
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✍️ Author’s Note
We all have fictional characters we get attached to. Sometimes, they help us escape.342Please respect copyright.PENANA6i9HXaE9Zs
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But what if… they didn’t want us to leave?
What if they got obsessed with us too?
The line between fiction and reality blurs when we forget to come back.
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