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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteGyWZWcS2
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”
But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:
Dad — why don’t you talk to me?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7WG9VmMQ9
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9DaKNKdDr
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRTh66J4uV
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Why are you never proud of me?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ALu3xKjZw
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnM0oAnvqJc
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?
Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtcRclzrZ8
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWA38CmFxB5
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQJnFG34dV
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstoY2vQi4A
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8OxyvguQy
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3aSDvQbvE
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?
Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzWrQ8XSCy
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Pf20wbvio
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlf8BTsjmw
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn63kDfUSoE
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlYlVVL6IV
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Was your hatred really that deep?
Sister, little kid — even you joined in.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQErl7E4Rrw
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9NlexNAv4
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVBij0ticb
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So why did you help tear me apart?
Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLM9GIXpbC
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKZR9CX0Zl
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?
Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSoXgqD5in
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlySoxx3kpx
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?
My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8GZJCku2Y
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJigWW0LKsc
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I tried to save you.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYmEEkvVzU
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I told everyone what really happened.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCK6eTeTqe
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7sz3W1Z3a
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Was it painful?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKLYBV929h
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I should never have left you.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsS4MlERyWM
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They told me about your death 15 days later.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEUC1ghj7A
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNmUnhPEji
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Was poison really that brutal?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCzAOmtUjb
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNLQRk6otd
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I thought I’d see you again.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTI9ZVz8qP
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.
Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3A34G9JAW4
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But not my pain?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMosBnDMf1
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?
Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgREqJWTFj
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ799y4aYi08
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You chose silence. What could I do?
My 5th class classmate — you died.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2H2022Cjy
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The only memory I have is scolding you.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUlrIDB41I
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But I also remember your last smile.
Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmVOTQ3Ri5
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMowIAOSk3
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One month later, I attempted suicide.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigUvkjNnTg
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You still don’t know.
To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsMEHlUEmd
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Why?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aMnCW1KBa
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdMq0BlYnC
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMA3YjsFYD
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Why am I falling apart like this?62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtTV4LFzOL
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?
So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.
Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWmBzwqfoS
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”
And remember:
Not everyone is remembered forever.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9D1JkBvTlk
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People move on.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mtJpHNgRH
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Family is not the same for everyone.62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHa9CtxfMxA
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.
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