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常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkSygQtApB
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遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYGAcgXVLY
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62XSgGR6aG
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A5OMDimZI
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那是她的新代言廣告。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrxG2H1ung
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0X7f9InVs
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拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGxx0Lj7Xp
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9c67PvZc1n
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她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfSDCGTGcY
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hw0eroo2I
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eXwVdIuna
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo03o2uU6qq
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXcU5hG0Hz
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2PBRzStgF
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8YEkLxFMj
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvh6G2p7cPY
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIO9ON7AsJw
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ974XNHYXh
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzkgjqTz5T
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSh1KFvGc6
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他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBdQQOfg7b
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5trlm5DBm
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她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9BQtRAyPd
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdiXgQSQ3n
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可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtM6J0UWrYr
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一支後台影片被曝光。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZH6c49doc
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZv1p2603N
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlaJjlYo7r
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWduN3kJVq
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「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuv0Lr7bipI
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經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZieCFOhJ0l
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她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhc4h9rIpV
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「那就截啊。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRca5Hc7kRf
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNFONZezXM
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0H8qQbij6J
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沒有慌，也沒有躲——41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV03xjYnhCu
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45QIMYfYlE
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那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQHiCyxGpj
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC07ejFbH7n
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3V5z6xRz68
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphYBLqYDhv
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他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQbKWbF0t9
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已經點開了對話框。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWZfW9uB4s
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJc10ZJZw6
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糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYNFc6rqur
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手指放到輸入列上。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZawQZUCQO
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq06E7HeCPk
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——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8dtXuY0A9
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但最後，他什麼都沒打。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9z4TNYVKX
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsJIPe7UuL
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訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NpEI1fSgU
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莉奈的名字，跳了出來。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3SQDAsNCQ
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他沒預期她會打來。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCCXitD9Ye
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelEyGloNVe
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對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcENMeYsFKi
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuDLK560C7
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJObNHKOitl
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他沒有說話。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaf2RrQVbk0
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoFsqmbqYf
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「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZXYSZInjI
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語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLlYT6TSjO
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHjizvININ
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她停了一下，等他回應。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtc6H7DcHV
他只「嗯」了一聲。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUy5y5bnHZ
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyhXRAmvY9
41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzFj38o5LI
她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKT5zjPELN
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3o3vM8m8HU
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話音未落，她接著說：41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqhTs6j96Q
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「早點睡。晚安。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7jNsBedYx
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——然後，她掛了。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXH9RzZXHiT
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不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUPjfoBiuE
是她先掛的。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxIyX4ez2t
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那通話不到兩分鐘。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxc1WrUOQx
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbb9mXOgv4y
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手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrH1RkM1OO
耳邊安靜得過分。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡct59qJ7l3t
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掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKP1jnChTq
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurFDwk0zVN
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb213bZDEbs
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只是——有點麻。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgW7nAjXIn
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彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKa2b5incHB
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf82gnglJ3Q
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ279xwfC5Uw
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她知道自己應該要睡了。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOaaoz5HVB
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMSTXglEM6
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然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9hmLjUPq1
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8j4a1w1O8k
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輸入完，她按下儲存。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagiTu5ylWx
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然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0gXCuxHzL
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljj188ecLQ
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但也沒那麼痛了。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPmliz3M85
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFSCtcYXdA
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「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ThemLM3d9
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語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMbzW58iMa
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梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPRZRmCFOl
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODpIpgFOvF
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUCbwu0DA8
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只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCdfsoOb89
耳邊有人說：41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvC2iH1b2Yj
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「登機口要關閉囉。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDpXOVeOSR
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星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
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