夜已深，整條街區陷入幾近死寂的靜。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6chdF9Gd4I
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星野莉奈拿著包，轉頭對司機道了聲謝，下了車。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96v8ccYiM8
一身車燈的暖色光線，落在她身後，彷彿在為她驅逐黑暗。 她拿出鑰匙打開大門，腳步一側、轉身走進家門。身後的保母車慢慢掉頭，駛離靜謐的住宅街。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFeFPAP6Gj
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⋯⋯喀。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8tIPSd3QQ
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那聲音輕得像幻聽，卻又真實得讓她停下動作——太溫柔了，跟落在地板上的雪花一樣。不仔細注意，根本不會發現。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDygs0IywQ
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正要轉身關門的時候，眼前的光忽然被一片黑影遮住。她本能抬頭、卻還沒反應過來——那個人就站在門口。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVCrQFFBOB
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「啊⋯⋯」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLHFTTYvn4
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星野莉奈嚇了一大跳、馬上捂住嘴巴以免叫出聲——不用半秒她就認出對方身份。她急忙東張西望，接著用最快的速度，把他拉到身後、拉進大門內的小庭園中。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcR3JJFo9n
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星野莉奈又朝門外看了一眼，才輕輕帶上門。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5O3iAO0ddG
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「——你怎麼⋯⋯在這裡？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT55EuJBidu
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與其說驚喜，她根本是驚嚇——她沒想過、也不敢再想，會在這樣一個夜晚、這樣安靜的家門口，又見到他站在光線邊緣。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcZGSZGiwW
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「我沒走。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9296QEfYQ
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糸師冴說，看似沒想過要遲疑什麼，也沒有想過現在多晚了。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAIXHJ86Fd
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有點不真實。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGatU03fPV
這麼晚了，連附近的商店都關了燈，只有他還像某種錯置的錯覺一樣，站在那裡不動。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SxmPlNcyk
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星野莉奈整個人都停下來了。除了一直握著手機的手，現在抖得有點明顯。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TsYPB5HoW
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她真的——真的好想見他。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oZTfD6hRl
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那種想念不是為了擁抱或安慰，只是想確認，他真的還在她觸碰得到的地方。哪怕只是遠遠站著，哪怕什麼都不說，她都會覺得——撐得下去。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyCDUR3xxX
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可在昨晚收到他簡單的行程告知後，她早就說服自己：這次見不到了。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqd9OzPKDw
——他應該早就走了，回到屬於他的節奏，他自己的軌道裡。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqEH0SA2l3
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她早準備好，把『好想他』這句話藏在心裡——可他現在，竟然真的站在這裡。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtDc9B8lYG
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他真的站在這裡。真的沒走——54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHr63TtoCD
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心底有股緩緩竄升上來的喜悅，連心跳都因此變得更真實——可她從未預期過這個片段，連下一步該做什麼都沒有頭緒。最後還是只能再回頭問他：54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkV7BO4Wth
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「⋯⋯不是要回西班牙嗎？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5z3ihCcjG
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「本來要回去。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDJuLF0ZRT
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糸師冴做了個短暫的答覆。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFJyGIpI5h
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「今天在酒店看到一場說明會，一個叫『藍色監獄』的計畫。滿有興趣。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCZcOxN3oJ
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沒說太多細節，也沒說什麼媒體、記者會、緋聞、風波。他說完後，靜了一下。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RaIv42dDg
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她沒什麼表情，只是輕輕笑了一下，很簡單。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82gCwTi4DF
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「你決定留下來？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCxO1IOcoo
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「嗯。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElAh57de9S
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糸師冴頓了一下，才補了一句：54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEy6fwbMDg
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「如果妳有什麼行程，不用改。也不用等我回去。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqnTcEuWyx
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星野莉奈還是微笑著。想嘆氣，但沒真正吐出來。有些無奈，有些好笑，又有一點⋯⋯說不出的委屈。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhnE8nFneO
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「冴⋯⋯這個時間點，你可以傳訊⋯⋯」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRbbTVrRPW
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「我不想讓妳從新聞上知道這件事。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpy8JYFeK1
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她停了一下，看著他。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkLoLTYnvs
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「剛好回家吃飯。就順路過來。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROf97SGofD
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糸師冴把臉偏向一邊。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEV9EPoGIa
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「我不確定妳會不會想聽⋯⋯所以沒先聯絡。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRngErOz3oP
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原來他也會想，自己說的話她會不會想聽啊⋯⋯星野莉奈苦笑了一下。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsUBLElRtF
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他說要留下來，她是真的開心的。能見到他一面，已經夠幸福了。何況他還特地來說明這件事——難得先來找她，難得到讓她差點想笑。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOIXZjBKBq
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她原本那麼想見他，卻只能一個人想念。結果在放棄之後，他竟然就這樣活生生站在她面前。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8zIJ7qXZh
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星野莉奈低頭看了看自己仍在顫抖的手，忍不住笑了笑。明明只是順路說一句話而已⋯⋯她卻差點感動到不知所措。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3QMfDDqHm
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可，那股躲不掉的疼痛感，還是很真實。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiirPsniQT
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——他一向是這樣的。說走就走，說留下就留下，理由永遠不是她。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHCU3atEcB
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她不是不痛，但他也不是第一次這樣了。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlroMM9AdX
她告訴自己，沒那麼意外——因為十三歲那年，她哭得那麼大聲，都沒能讓他停下腳步。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmH2NAWtPM
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那時候她就知道了，她留不住他。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakLVSu8dZg
而現在，只是又一次被確認而已。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLawIG60Jvg
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終於嘆了一口氣。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6j5oUYCof
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「⋯⋯謝謝。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIFzuMbzpE
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星野莉奈輕聲說。不是不懂，因為她也做過類似的選擇——當初為了巴黎Ｃ牌的試鏡，留下他一個人在日本，獨自面對YIPS。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV38P4mpmSY
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這樣的選擇⋯⋯或許，並不是因為真的不在意吧。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyKLjb0pPr
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糸師冴沒回應，只是看著她，像在確認什麼，又像沒想那麼多，只是單純站在這裡。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6jSY0yBYa
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「你今天有看新聞嗎？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKwSotkaRY
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語氣像是隨口問的，但星野莉奈的眼神卻沒有移開他。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPmyHNNh44
糸師冴還是看著她，沒有立刻回。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBPxOLcSpf
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「我是說⋯⋯有記者說你回來，是為了誰誰誰——什麼C牌的代言人啦，什麼模特啦。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBRJYFBiIE
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她笑了一下，語氣輕得像沒掛心。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQoID3DNyK
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糸師冴的表情沒變，只是像掃過背景雜訊那樣，簡單丟出一句：54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1hlj4v1Ll
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「那些會降低智商的東西不用看。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3r8POrijd
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她愣了一下，早該猜到這個答案——卻還是被什麼刺了一下。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AZdQdNmgr
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「我就知道你不會在乎。」星野莉奈勉強笑著，沒說可是「那些」東西裡有她，「⋯⋯你一向都不理這些人。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHKarjqQE5
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糸師冴點了點頭，連一句都懶得多說。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFEZ70A6Fv
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她早就知道了。可驗證的那一瞬間，還是⋯⋯會痛。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwK6eN66fh
——他不是不知道。是從頭到尾，真的，都沒打算為這些事，說一句話。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9NYOr1Phu
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所以⋯⋯她才必須親口問他。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEQrrxRffI
否則，她永遠不知道，自己到底是被回應過，還是只是被忽略。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡer6OSnDjzA
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她眼神收回，像鼓起什麼：「可以問你一個問題嗎？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDeYOto2cT
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糸師冴望著她，她沒等那聲「可以」，就輕輕開口：54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCS7F3vEGyJ
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「那時候⋯⋯我問你，能不能當我男朋友的時候。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2INKLCjcn
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她語調平穩，卻藏不住一點點太久沒說出口的濕氣。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4xDm4b0r2
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「你為什麼，什麼都不說？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPQrPlIoAN
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她要的，不是澄清，不是安慰，也不是公關措辭——54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX48UC7SjyC
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只是想知道，他當時，為什麼不說話。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrWCEBNfil
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她眼神乾淨，語氣也很平靜，看起來做了很多次心理預演。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPMYBKdLqU
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糸師冴的眼睫微動，卻沒說話。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgV7GVv6Hi
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「你那時候什麼都沒說。」星野莉奈語氣不重，但每一個字都像在敲門，「所以我一直以為，你是在拒絕我。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOeFoZkuNW
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她沒打算哭，可眼睛就是酸了。不是情緒失控的那種，只是覺得——終於到了該問的時候。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSTyxGSXll
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「現在可以告訴我了嗎？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnmKHODHJW
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她問得很輕、很平靜，跟在問一個已經無關痛癢的往事一樣。但她眼神裡的那一點閃動，出賣了她。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BE3FK9ss9
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她可以接受他完全不想搭理記者，也可以接受他對輿論嗤之以鼻。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxh3GcNwb58
但她需要知道——真正的答案。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaUa7QaICI
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她只是想有足夠的底氣，在所有喧嘩之中，繼續站穩自己。就像客廳那張媽媽的模特照一樣，最後走進聚光燈下，用優雅沉靜的笑容穿透一切喧囂，眼神仍然明亮。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CZkwOadJf
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她不是做不到——54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB7sUUmhzP
是⋯⋯她太累了，不想再自己猜。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkn0qzvSXy
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她想知道，不是只有她自己一個人；就算他不願意公開也沒關係。至少⋯⋯她得知道，她不是一個人。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkH6G97xe9p
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糸師冴沒有立刻回答。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5RhEqG8MT
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他只是站著，靜靜看著她，視線像是停在一個太久沒觸碰的名字上。喉結動了一下，似乎有什麼卡住了，然後才說：54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPu3wHpmxc
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「⋯⋯因為妳太喜歡我了。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0EeVxLx1P
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她沒說話，只看著他，眼神在等一個更具體的解釋。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtpjKm6XUu
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「妳太用盡全力了。」他的語氣一貫冷靜，沒有任何責備，卻也沒有溫度。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7tJ1E9mD7
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她盯著他，手指緊了緊。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5Uf4CiNYY
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糸師冴繼續說下去，語速不快，說出那個早就壓在心底的結論：54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84rCWlYfUl
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「妳總在等我開口，連我沉默的時候，妳也會自己幫我把話説完⋯⋯妳知道我喜歡什麼口味的飲料、哪雙球鞋壓腳、哪天睡不好，什麼紅茶我不會喝第二次。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gNATJOHBT
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他眼神沒動。她指尖掐緊了一下，但沒有插話。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsyEQvMDW3
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「妳連我哪天打噴嚏、早上挑哪條毛巾、哪一場比賽後不想講話——妳都記得，比我還清楚。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64KfqF0a27
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他停了一下，終於碰到心裡最難說出口的那句：54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDfsaAjsMU
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「——『這些，真的是妳該做的嗎？』」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2npy9Azmx9
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糸師冴冷靜到近乎空白。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvFQiii67z
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「每次妳把所有細節記得清清楚楚時，我只想問這句話。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtICYzZMh2Q
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她抿唇，眼神裡的光開始慢慢往下沉。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt3CVV0uvh
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「所以你就選擇，不回應？」她問，聲音輕得像風。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxlxxswJnV
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他眼中有什麼微微動了一下，好像想說什麼，卻又收了回去。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8nABu6xvn
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糸師冴靜了太久，久到她以為，那份沉默也是一種回答。她點了點頭，像理解了什麼，又像終於累了。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZbqXNwayO
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「原來我這麼努力地喜歡你，在你眼裡——只是努力過頭了？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3l2lDuWP0F
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「不是。」糸師冴皺眉，「我只是覺得——妳不該這樣。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8drW7e8bW
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「所以是我錯了？」她輕聲問，語氣仍然平穩，卻穩得連自己也不太確定。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIf0e3qNxoY
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「妳把所有事情都預先設想的太多了。」他停了一下，像在調整什麼似的：「多到讓我懷疑，妳是不是連受傷，都提前準備好了。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSb4qJ5TaFf
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他一直知道她的付出，他不是看不到；他一直都知道她很好，只是希望她知道，她真的不需要為了他這麼拚命。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PtyIRRNnW
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——不需要因為他，失去自己原本的樣子。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ifYziXBTn
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星野莉奈沒再開口，只低頭看著地上的影子。站太久了，腳也有點麻了，但她還沒有轉身。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQAjYVjiPG
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「⋯⋯不管我在不在日本，妳都會是這樣吧。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJrrHPm0A8
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他說，聲音很低。語氣不像問，更像是說服。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRkpFwVhaC
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他知道她會一直努力，無論他在不在場。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5uiC6YwBw
她本來就會閃閃發光，本來就能站在那裡，讓所有人看見她。從來不需要靠誰。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKpQ9wLR2s
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機場的迎賓大廳裡，還掛著她和神谷美咲的海報——那個位置，本來就應該屬於她。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcTDuw1V6G
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和他，一點關係都沒有。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTYXcJMcYS
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她聽著，忽然笑了。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdgXZvBwbb
很輕微的一個動作，像終於解開了什麼。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iqsSa0cdG
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原來，自己所做的一切，以為那些「不可取代」的位置，對對方來說，都只是——一種過分殷勤的工作。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3GPLoMbxy
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那些最美好、最溫暖也最真實的時刻，其實都是她一個人瞎忙猛竄，還低下頭，把它們收藏到內心最深的地方，珍惜保存。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78AfYwjCPN
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突然想起小川鈴很久以前和她說過——她的一切都必須跟鏡頭前一樣「剛剛好」。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuteNfrBgRu
動作剛好、語言剛好、行為舉止剛好⋯⋯54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOPR90mIgm
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連情感都要，剛剛好。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUpQNeFhYy
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她的身體可以在零點三秒內調整角度，但她的情感沒辦法「剛剛好地愛」；「鏡頭精準」是職業訓練，專業可以掌握，但感情——不是工作。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkNnwuU2hf
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不是。一直都不是。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrorMU83f9y
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「⋯⋯你放心吧。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqrkXPKkdd
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星野莉奈輕聲說，像在宣布一場溫柔的退場。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wOcEZR5QM
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「你穿哪雙鞋、喝哪個牌子的運動飲料、喜歡哪種戰術、哪場比賽得幾分⋯⋯那些四年前的事，我現在都忘得差不多了。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1T8xCPI9KA
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她說得不快，每一個字都刻意放慢，用來割自己一刀。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEVQ3UynOr
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「這樣⋯⋯就不會太不像戀愛了。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFuJfI3QK7
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她輕笑一下，對那個拼命記住所有細節的自己，說了一句告別。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfrLGtUqFt
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「太像，求職準備了⋯⋯」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05PPD5pT44
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她真的太用力了。用力到，忘記自己其實也需要被回應。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhLuMFCywn
她以為自己的愛是無條件、是輕盈、是足以支撐這段關係的——而現在，終於證明了，自己只是個過度消耗的機器。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLxXBYUVcy
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說完，她轉身面向家門，手搭上門把，語氣輕到像是在結束一場不會錄取的面試：54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCGKv9zJKy
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「我會學著，怎麼『不那麼喜歡你』——我學得很快。放心吧。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbeHdj1tTM
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腳步沒停，她往屋子裡走去。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItXSnhVirW
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「莉奈——」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLyvG8wrLJ
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糸師冴下意識叫住她，腳步剛動了一下，手也抬了一寸，卻還是差了半步。他原本伸出的手，就停在門把的高度，離她不到五公分。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTxeerKlKH
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門「喀」地關上。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LhRueh6GU
那聲音落下的瞬間，像什麼被剪斷了。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVZZwpVwg1
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「我會調整成你認為『適合』的樣子。那個剛剛好的樣子。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6j0p5JH0p
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她最後的聲音在空氣裡散開，帶著幾乎聽不見的顫抖。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Wa9ECB2Ch
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——她那麼努力地喜歡他。不是一天，不是一句話，而是幾年來，心甘情願學著怎麼靠近他、照顧他、讀懂他——54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe0x9csBSO
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她用盡全力在風暴中站穩，繼續溫暖自己的初心，就是為了不辜負所有的真心、她感受到真切的每一刻——她以為，她不是一個人。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0x6Y0BXRc
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而他，只用一場冷靜的風，把她所有的熱度吹散了。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdskOdJvku
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門關上的瞬間，他站著沒有動。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoB6nmcC8lU
他知道她誤會了，卻一句解釋也說不出口。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4xwK9hsQs
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他不是不在意她。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63H7VX1iTD
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而是，他已經用盡全力，回應她的每一句話了。
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