
母親胸前的右側分給了弟妹,94Please respect copyright.PENANAMSqaFDt2o8
僅存的左側也被我割下奪去。
費城實驗則拿走了母親的雙手雙足;
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詢問:
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「我的母親,還有什麼是留下給自己的?」
「生命由妳所給予,但代價是妳的青春年華與自由時光。」
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「94Please respect copyright.PENANAG6iazFXoxi
我所在處境由妳所把控,不論是優渥或貧困,94Please respect copyright.PENANAFP61p9crUk
不論是霜冷與熾熱、不論是寵溺或侵愛。94Please respect copyright.PENANAasXVahbgA4
」
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自白 :
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「94Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7QNhfeITG
過去我因疼痛而被妳切下的苦痛之處,94Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ki2N17yMb
令我能同妳效仿妳過往對待我的親愛。94Please respect copyright.PENANA0vA0HIHuMA
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年幼時媽媽說過:94Please respect copyright.PENANAdW2pkrYxSH
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「94Please respect copyright.PENANAY7fNMzr6GL
如果很痛,94Please respect copyright.PENANAwRxJ8bmvnr
我們家沒錢看醫生,
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那媽媽可以幫妳切掉會痛的地方。94Please respect copyright.PENANAlUE1VDOUno
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那之後還身為孩子時的自己,94Please respect copyright.PENANAwy9DNhgzxf
沒有能抵抗坦白自己無法忍痛的情緒。
成年後的今日,94Please respect copyright.PENANANNbSgYvRIY
母親也發生忍不住痛而嚎叫的情況,請問該怎麼做?
我想此刻的心中應該有明確答案了。94Please respect copyright.PENANAVENvpyqwe8
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「
還會痛嗎?
會痛說出來,我可以幫妳再割掉一些,94Please respect copyright.PENANAdRQv8UGGnv
把痛的部分都割掉就好。
我有自己的生活要穩固,94Please respect copyright.PENANAuKPFHlocob
我只能這樣做,妳要體諒我。
沒關係,現在是我在照顧著妳。
痛,說出來,我可以幫妳,不用害怕。94Please respect copyright.PENANA2k7st7Ttwh
我們只是沒錢而已,還是可以解決的。
而且習慣割掉痛的地方之後,94Please respect copyright.PENANAli2oFdKebY
會覺得很舒服,
妳也會這樣習慣不感到疼痛。
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「為什麼?」94Please respect copyright.PENANAg292bG79u5
「因為我們是家人。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAkumKNN7L7i
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回想以往,以旁觀者來說如此荒誕之事:94Please respect copyright.PENANAZPI4ge5JcW
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是什麼樣的母親,94Please respect copyright.PENANAU3t5j0m24B
於孩子的撒嬌下,94Please respect copyright.PENANAMdKbhuiAZU
於貧困、於匱乏,94Please respect copyright.PENANAHkrc6qReFG
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將父親未能下葬而遺留的骨骸,94Please respect copyright.PENANAljxACSOneL
作為玩具獎勵給子女。94Please respect copyright.PENANADJdDfX1FBF
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並甚至如同非自身血肉一樣,94Please respect copyright.PENANAlWoh3RGbxl
將左胸,那肥大柔軟的哺育器官,94Please respect copyright.PENANAnJ9ZaDcyYp
輕易的如無痛覺般割下,賞給長子把玩?
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於遙遠之後,94Please respect copyright.PENANACfBpGY4Baj
手上似乎仍舊有餘溫、94Please respect copyright.PENANA9eA9Ri5WY7
與觸感、與厚大沉重。