Maybe it was jealousy.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuwMrj0izN
Or maybe… it was something harder to name.
That quiet ache in your chest when someone you care about starts smiling a little more —121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtH6SsoKSl
but not because of you.
I kept asking myself:121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBlLtTq5Zh
Was I being possessive? Was I trying to cage something that was never mine to begin with?
But no.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihdymCv6aD
It wasn’t that.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNflsiGXGkP
It never was.
I wasn’t trying to protect you from someone.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqEZv4eugb
I wasn’t trying to compete.
I was just scared.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xzj2wfcJz
Terrified, actually.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11Db4aSvT9
That maybe... Ren would take you away.
But then —121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFEOPe0GPg
one long evening, sitting with my thoughts louder than the world around —121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO31zd7HyDU
I understood something.
People don’t get stolen.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh24c4sLTCd
They drift.
Toward what makes them feel lighter.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97GdHtxmDs
Toward the sun they didn’t know they missed.
And sometimes love —121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrtgRMQXTg
love makes us believe that there’s nothing brighter than what we have right now.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2guZpT37c
That this, this, is the brightest moment the world can ever offer.
But that’s a lie love tells.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjCf3r7F3l
Because love is blind,121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7uieDyltP
and people are not.
And so I questioned it all.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VCDPwNcwV
Not love.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHfR7sbzJf
But the things we confuse for love.
The need to be someone’s only.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9it62hb8Tn
The quiet wish that they’ll never find better than you.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVJikGBjQj
The fear that if they do — they’ll forget you ever existed.
Is that love?121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyKZE29wgh
Or is that greed in disguise?
Maybe the worst kind of greed —121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ItEAnCduV
the one that wants to own a heart that was only meant to be held gently,121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHU9sAcPwU
not gripped tight.
You see,121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3MSTzCdhX
I wasn’t jealous.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrDrebGZ0f
Not really.
I was just scared of losing us.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVh8xMWPlwt
The us we created in tiny moments —121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbHbI6EMDq
walking beside buses, laughing at nonsense,121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpQHxgBWII
holding on to silences like they were the most honest things we ever said.
I was scared of losing that version of you I named Forevermore.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQD2XMvqvP
And the version of me that only ever existed around you.
But then —121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Op6C2uYJu
I also realized something else.
It’s not someone else that breaks two people apart.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOcQbyyU0h
It’s not Ren. Or time. Or coincidence.
It’s us.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexE00jni3C
Me. And you.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccw2hlhDuH
Choosing, or failing, to hold on.121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cPFtU1ajT
Letting go, not because someone better came along…121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAlVmy737L
but because we forgot how to see each other like we used to.
And that’s what broke my heart the most.
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