2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧43Please respect copyright.PENANAsh8sCNkgu8
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那麼久了啊43Please respect copyright.PENANAWX2Ue7ebqh
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大概…也活夠了吧43Please respect copyright.PENANAAvBfEB3b1C
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始43Please respect copyright.PENANA3WrnXiRfkk
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但…43Please respect copyright.PENANAG5zvZd7zkg
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「20歲了啊」43Please respect copyright.PENANAMskyqxgI23
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已43Please respect copyright.PENANAsLdXmA3I5x
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼43Please respect copyright.PENANAhdWiCFKgqU
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣43Please respect copyright.PENANAfApYslKT28
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼43Please respect copyright.PENANAOfoNXFvWLs
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?43Please respect copyright.PENANAFJnWjJSTNL
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白43Please respect copyright.PENANA3SBfiRrOWq
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→→→43Please respect copyright.PENANAVSduP8qatY
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子43Please respect copyright.PENANALhlhxBVwC9
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地43Please respect copyright.PENANA3OOmJj0mG0
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子43Please respect copyright.PENANA7ya1Vq3hNQ
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可不知道從什麼時候開始43Please respect copyright.PENANAOKnE25iPZz
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格43Please respect copyright.PENANAHZR7AxNbuy
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了43Please respect copyright.PENANAf7Gnc1NBTR
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事43Please respect copyright.PENANADHkWr2HgVO
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但我就是無法表達我的情感43Please respect copyright.PENANA60RjgXskLR
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆43Please respect copyright.PENANAtyHkR5w9bj
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點43Please respect copyright.PENANAQIQyrzc9dH
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就是虛無與面無表情43Please respect copyright.PENANANFgSnd7LH3
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此43Please respect copyright.PENANAy19ujhGwNK
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只是43Please respect copyright.PENANAazoFz9yVYt
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會43Please respect copyright.PENANAxPQ1uXSRUW
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給43Please respect copyright.PENANAjVUj7ZQCTD
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案43Please respect copyright.PENANA07DVfDojYJ
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果43Please respect copyright.PENANASDc7VkmRTW
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這就是我的生存方式43Please respect copyright.PENANAcXkKPbu39J
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也是我慢性自殺的方法43Please respect copyright.PENANAxZYnGl9Og6
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