2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧121Please respect copyright.PENANA7WWfB8MCin
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那麼久了啊121Please respect copyright.PENANAjQmk25Mc0Q
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大概…也活夠了吧121Please respect copyright.PENANAp3Hj5xHtE6
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始121Please respect copyright.PENANAozEl5TgE7X
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但…121Please respect copyright.PENANAOeNfVaMceI
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「20歲了啊」121Please respect copyright.PENANAcwUoiQIJpH
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已121Please respect copyright.PENANAAGqvwYje0e
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼121Please respect copyright.PENANANO2HKM1RvO
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣121Please respect copyright.PENANAOsubhnjvqf
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼121Please respect copyright.PENANA5Xc0NmLN11
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?121Please respect copyright.PENANA7bD0EdZMxY
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白121Please respect copyright.PENANADDpE7lwz0E
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→→→121Please respect copyright.PENANANIOxVCnzL5
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子121Please respect copyright.PENANAP75QLjoKqQ
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地121Please respect copyright.PENANAjYOtfYvi7X
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子121Please respect copyright.PENANASkMDo2Tf0u
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可不知道從什麼時候開始121Please respect copyright.PENANAXX9FRo9s3J
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格121Please respect copyright.PENANAtTIm6bawcx
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了121Please respect copyright.PENANAivGukTN27V
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事121Please respect copyright.PENANAwJzjUW57WQ
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但我就是無法表達我的情感121Please respect copyright.PENANAL6245SkZp8
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆121Please respect copyright.PENANAaNrmTYQ6tj
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點121Please respect copyright.PENANAh06oLzykCg
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就是虛無與面無表情121Please respect copyright.PENANAoVxmyrkJcb
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此121Please respect copyright.PENANATffH05DQ3d
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只是121Please respect copyright.PENANATiRxL0ytOk
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會121Please respect copyright.PENANAerRD1lNPaX
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給121Please respect copyright.PENANAmp67l3xzH0
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案121Please respect copyright.PENANA7jRSgN2YAP
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果121Please respect copyright.PENANAyHul0QAJFk
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這就是我的生存方式121Please respect copyright.PENANAUBZujw86Qb
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也是我慢性自殺的方法121Please respect copyright.PENANA9IcSIs1Jwo
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