Abigail’s POV
Sam and I were up all night, our only light source the blue glow of his monitor and the occasional flicker from the half-melted candle we forgot to blow out. We’d ditched our usual Friday night at the Saloon—sorry, Gus—because this was more important. We weren’t just making a song. We were building a piece of Sebastian’s soul.
Sam hunched over his laptop, laser-focused, piecing together every lyric with a kind of reverence I’d only seen him reserve for pizza or vintage guitars. I laid down a few drum samples, hunting for the right beat until one finally clicked—a sharp, echoing rhythm that felt like heartbreak on loop.
Sam used his computer to pull some of Sebastian’s saved synth recordings. They were haunting and mechanical, eerie in a way only Sebastian could make sound intentional. He added a guitar riff that somehow cut through the darkness like headlights in fog. It was beautiful, a perfect match to the pain tucked into the lyrics.
The vocals were trickier. Sam, the usual human golden retriever, had gone full perfectionist. He was determined to do justice to Sebastian’s words, even if it meant twenty takes and losing his voice in the process.
“I think that was amazing,” I said after he finished the final chorus, his voice raw but steady.
He pulled off his headphones and rubbed his eyes. “It still needs more... him.”
I chewed on my thumbnail. “It is him. Every part of it. The dark chords, the synth, the melody, that riff you played, and his words—his words.” I paused. “He’s going to be the only one listening to it, remember? And if he hates it, we’ll scrap it. But if he hears it and sees what we see…”
“If he doesn’t throw a chair at my head first,” Sam muttered, smirking.
I grinned. “I printed out the lyrics, just in case we needed a backup.” I handed him a sheet.
Sam double-checked the printout, then laid it beside the laptop. He clicked a few buttons, and we both leaned in, each taking an earbud.
“A Heart Worth Breaking” (Sebastian’s Song)
[Verse 1]184Please respect copyright.PENANAjzQ06UdiSx
I need to feel something184Please respect copyright.PENANAredo7VHoq5
So my heart won’t turn to stone184Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZxTQ7rwIy
Been chasing shadows in the hallway184Please respect copyright.PENANAoibN0MmshI
Just to not feel so alone
My thoughts creak like floorboards184Please respect copyright.PENANAuX4c1fmSAd
In a house that no one owns184Please respect copyright.PENANAodzrvKAcdx
You came in, said we’d fix it184Please respect copyright.PENANAmi3UgNt5xa
Then left me here on my own
[Pre-Chorus]184Please respect copyright.PENANAkV1ixctGsq
There’s hesitation in your voice184Please respect copyright.PENANASeUCGW2jEe
I wish I didn’t notice184Please respect copyright.PENANAYIcl5F6YXV
You promised me you’d call—184Please respect copyright.PENANALkADMwZqLw
Like I wouldn’t know you broke it
[Chorus]184Please respect copyright.PENANACxXsnzgFfz
I’m drowning ‘cause you left a hole in me184Please respect copyright.PENANAHX9ytyfwYN
Where my lungs should be184Please respect copyright.PENANAJrIRMIf0oK
You took the breath out of me184Please respect copyright.PENANA3R0ZPoTItS
Like a comfortable liar184Please respect copyright.PENANAzMzg0Qvek1
And I’m tired184Please respect copyright.PENANAtvZsqwvaAC
Of laying in this fire184Please respect copyright.PENANAgv3oevbk9f
The more I see, the less I’m alive184Please respect copyright.PENANAyjeNkmYCiI
Can you tell I’m not alright?
[Verse 2]184Please respect copyright.PENANAOrBET2im5V
I replay things you said184Please respect copyright.PENANAt4IsoZn6xs
Like a song stuck in my teeth184Please respect copyright.PENANAdtS9DqMBUc
Words that meant forever184Please respect copyright.PENANAJWF2Zk5iTz
Now just rot underneath
You said “we’ll figure it out”184Please respect copyright.PENANArON4ba5sNk
But you never said when184Please respect copyright.PENANAth8XcAyqlo
I think I’m starting to believe184Please respect copyright.PENANAEEU3pChy6u
You never meant to begin
[Pre-Chorus]184Please respect copyright.PENANAMiWbIJqEBF
There’s silence in your absence184Please respect copyright.PENANANaLV6SWbcm
And it’s loud enough to break184Please respect copyright.PENANADGLcjAWRBx
You swore you’d fight the dark for me—184Please respect copyright.PENANAxDygKZBQVJ
Then left me wide awake
[Chorus]184Please respect copyright.PENANAc334aAvexb
I’m drowning ‘cause you left a hole in me184Please respect copyright.PENANAFUIqohTE2i
Where my lungs should be184Please respect copyright.PENANAyIwGhOHaXp
You took the breath out of me184Please respect copyright.PENANAUUnJRUON3U
Like a comfortable liar184Please respect copyright.PENANApGIVAemxH5
And I’m tired184Please respect copyright.PENANA4kJQnM90Dx
Of laying in this fire184Please respect copyright.PENANAfDDTg9BUwb
The more I see, the less I’m alive184Please respect copyright.PENANA64VVCs8f1Q
Can you tell I’m not alright?
[Bridge]184Please respect copyright.PENANAZTaq0x8sLl
I need to be something184Please respect copyright.PENANAgDIewVv0He
So my past lets me go184Please respect copyright.PENANA8nqO4QlKw9
I need to live again184Please respect copyright.PENANAyOc6dFdj3t
Before this pain becomes my home
You’re fading like a dream184Please respect copyright.PENANAF3wKyLmi2z
That I wake up from too soon184Please respect copyright.PENANASUZ24KyUaD
And I keep screaming in my head184Please respect copyright.PENANAYDq2GSobpG
But it’s just echoes in my room
[Final Chorus]184Please respect copyright.PENANA43EesT1HK6
I’m drowning ‘cause you left a hole in me184Please respect copyright.PENANAOI0sxSoF3a
Where my lungs should be184Please respect copyright.PENANAg5i1RwpBFC
You took the breath out of me184Please respect copyright.PENANAV3qfLDKZwZ
Like a comfortable liar184Please respect copyright.PENANAHVkUEuvnHT
Now I’m colder184Please respect copyright.PENANAjB54jlpjlV
But not any wiser184Please respect copyright.PENANAHUwQBVlgqQ
The more I see, the less I’m alive184Please respect copyright.PENANAJur9Y8crfL
I’m still breathing—184Please respect copyright.PENANAXmbIh2RiAx
But barely surviving
"Perfect. I think it's ready go, should we listen to double check?" Sam asks. I nod my head as pull on the headphones. One in his ear, one in mine.
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Alex’s POV
I took my usual evening walk, the summer air thick with warmth but edged with the kind of breeze that meant fall was waiting in the wings. Leaves hadn’t started to turn yet, but the way the light hit the trees—it was coming.
I passed Haley and Emily’s place, then Sam’s. The porch light was on, faint music humming through the windows. Probably another one of their all-night band sessions. Honestly, good for them. Stardrop Saloon was a fun gig, but I knew they were itching for something bigger.
The sun dipped low as I passed Marnie’s. Her cows blinked at me like they were judging my haircut. I waved anyway. As I rounded the bend near the pond, I saw her.
Haley. Squatting by the water with her camera, snapping shots like she hadn’t just spent the past five years acting like dirt was a death sentence.
“You know,” I said, smirking, “when you asked me to be your lighting guy, I thought you meant for pictures of you.”
She jumped, then groaned. “God, don’t sneak up on me like that. And no, dummy. It’s for the nature.”
“I didn’t know you liked photography,” I said, genuinely curious.
She turned those ice-blue eyes on me. “Well, maybe that’s on you.”
Fair enough.
“I think it’s cool,” I said. “The camera—it looks vintage. Where’d you get it?”
Her face shifted slightly, voice quieter. “My dad. Before he and my mom… left.”
I didn’t push it. She fiddled with the lens like it would distract her from the weight of what she said.
“You’re really good,” I said instead. “Like… weirdly good. Are you entering that Pelican Town Art Showcase thing next month?”
She looked up, surprised. “No. Why?”
“Because you should,” I said, shrugging. “Your photos feel like they’re telling a story. Like you’re trying to… I don’t know. Freeze a feeling or something.”
Haley blinked at me, and for once, didn’t have a sarcastic comeback. She just stared. Then—
“Okay, philosopher. Who even are you?”
I laughed. “Don’t get used to it.”
She smiled, and it hit me a little too hard in the chest. For a second, the pond, the light, her camera—everything felt like it was supposed to happen.
“Maybe you could be the model next time,” she said, a hint of challenge in her tone.
“Only if I get artistic control,” I replied. “And final approval. And maybe a crown.”
She laughed. “Deal.”
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