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不知道從什麼時候開始,我就不怎麼真心笑過了……好累。8964 copyright protection127PENANAcBiASX2GYi 維尼
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說不上來的悲傷和痛,胃痛、頭痛、心痛,有時還想吐。8964 copyright protection127PENANAk1EzDntwbA 維尼
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哭?也只敢在晚上時蜷縮著抱著自己,儘量壓低聲音,不讓自己哭出聲。8964 copyright protection127PENANA32g9IQmh9N 維尼
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憂鬱症……這是我唯一能想到的合理解釋。可惜的是,沒有人發現,也沒有任何人試圖理解……反正也總被誤解。8964 copyright protection127PENANAlMwmtpjE2O 維尼
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死亡。 這個念頭在我腦海裡盤旋了無數次,像是夜晚不散的陰霾。我無數次幻想自己離開這個世界,結束這一切痛苦。然而,這只是一場無聲的獨白,甚至連哭泣聲都無人知曉。8964 copyright protection127PENANAJAVWDCLOia 維尼
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顯然一夜的祈禱沒有任何效果。鬧鐘還是不依不饒地響個不停,那尖銳的鈴聲一遍遍地逼著我離開唯一能稍作安慰的床。說到底,這張床沒什麼值得眷戀的,它只是絕望和一天開始的交界。8964 copyright protection127PENANALGUtOTk1vQ 維尼
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我無力地把垂落在額前的碎髮撥到耳後,不耐煩地揉了揉太陽穴。8964 copyright protection127PENANAOv1M7ShM8f 維尼
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「起來了沒?都7點了!」8964 copyright protection127PENANAg7soNiTtkV 維尼
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樓下爸爸的聲音響了起來,像一把刺耳的利刃,直刺我的耳膜。8964 copyright protection127PENANArqufXxZXAc 維尼
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我試著用手摀住耳朵,想隔絕那聲音,可惜效果微乎其微。鬧鐘的鈴聲不斷折磨著我已經所剩無幾的意志。8964 copyright protection127PENANAFJ5yGvuULP 維尼
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一場無聲的拉鋸戰。8964 copyright protection127PENANAKAJArdH21X 維尼
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最終意志力還是敗下陣來,屈服在父親的強勢之下。8964 copyright protection127PENANAh702NZrhnw 維尼
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「知道了!」我煩躁地回喊了一聲,手伸向鬧鐘,結束了它那吵人的響聲。8964 copyright protection127PENANAdorWnZCyEX 維尼
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我拖著疲憊的身體起身,心裡滿是沉重。走到浴室,將冷水拍打在一夜沒睡的臉上,感覺自己稍微清醒了一些,但那股無力感依然如影隨形。鏡子裡映出的自己,眼神空洞,像是一具行屍走肉。8964 copyright protection127PENANAdWbLLXLGu1 維尼
我習慣性地撫摸著胸口,那裡彷彿有一條繩子死死勒緊,讓人喘不過氣來。8964 copyright protection127PENANAzL54IzUnZF 維尼
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穿好衣服,下樓,早餐桌上擺著簡單的吐司和牛奶。媽媽忙著在廚房準備午餐,見我下來,只看了我一眼便繼續手上的動作。8964 copyright protection127PENANAk3v5peJRlz 維尼
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「快吃吧,不然上學要遲到了。」8964 copyright protection127PENANAhOcRUuFvez 維尼
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我無言地點了點頭,拿起吐司卻沒有任何食慾。強迫自己咬了一口,胃裡的翻騰感又一次湧上來。我勉強吃了幾口便放下,拿起書包準備出門。8964 copyright protection127PENANAnsKzVJ1u8o 維尼
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當我轉身準備出門時,爸爸忽然開口:「等一下。」我不耐煩地停下腳步,轉過身去。8964 copyright protection127PENANAAdng1GG7wV 維尼
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他拿著手機走過來,眉頭微皺:「老師剛剛傳來訊息,說你這幾天上課都無精打采,成績也退步了不少。到底怎麼回事?」8964 copyright protection127PENANAFSuv1vByMH 維尼
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我愣了一下,垂下眼,不知道該怎麼回答。身體的疲憊和內心的沉重彷彿讓我失去了所有的力氣。8964 copyright protection127PENANAMgmDC8Z7QL 維尼
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「我問你話呢。」他的語氣帶著一絲壓迫感。8964 copyright protection127PENANA40CVPgYOBV 維尼
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「我沒事。」我低聲回應,勉強抬起嘴角,試圖擠出一抹微笑,卻連自己都不信。8964 copyright protection127PENANAGBmAIdV9dB 維尼
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爸爸嘆了口氣,語氣也越來越急躁:「這樣下去,你學測怎麼辦?學學你哥哥好不好。用功一點!等你考完了想怎樣就怎樣……」8964 copyright protection127PENANAiuaNMJPuiQ 維尼
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我抿著嘴唇,努力不讓眼淚掉下來。終於,我深吸一口氣,背起書包走向門口。8964 copyright protection127PENANAyYCkUW5oYR 維尼
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「我出門了。」8964 copyright protection127PENANAZGAAj4Oi72 維尼
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走出家門,寒冷的空氣迎面而來,我裹緊了外套。街道上的行人依舊匆忙,彷彿每個人都被生活的洪流推著向前,而我,則像是被遺忘在岸邊的一塊石頭,無所依靠。8964 copyright protection127PENANAZNu377ymvy 維尼
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學校的鈴聲響起,我如同機器人般跟隨人流進入校門。到了教室,坐在自己的座位上,身邊同學的談笑聲成了一片模糊的背景音。我盯著書本上的字,卻怎麼也看不進去。那一刻,我彷彿被孤立在一個無聲的世界中。反反覆覆,早已不知是第幾個早晨。8964 copyright protection127PENANAKCgyNXXkLD 維尼
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「等你考完了想怎樣就怎樣,要去死也可以。」很突然的,爸爸的怒吼聲佔滿了腦內。8964 copyright protection127PENANAnEuqw6l0FH 維尼
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「那麼,我就撐到那時候吧……如你所願。」8964 copyright protection127PENANAGYKxm5D11F 維尼
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