「如果我當初沒走呢?」14Please respect copyright.PENANAeiR1zaOpvi
「許墨,你有想過,如果我當初沒走呢?」14Please respect copyright.PENANAiWvjtRzGiX
微瀾的聲音很輕,像是藏著一絲遲疑與不確定,她的手指輕輕摩挲著杯緣,指尖微微發緊。14Please respect copyright.PENANAWHwuoGstfq
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「如果我當初選擇留下來,跟你對談呢?」14Please respect copyright.PENANAEZ3rPx5rTe
她抬起眼,與他的視線交錯,那雙熟悉的眼眸依舊深不見底,卻多了一抹微妙的波動。她看不透,也不想再揣測。14Please respect copyright.PENANA4NQfiKM2hQ
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「如果我們最後……和平地、說好分手呢?」14Please respect copyright.PENANAA5233MrecX
她語速放慢了一些,像是在斟酌,又像是在試圖確認這個問題是否真的值得問出口。14Please respect copyright.PENANAKeJam01xys
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許墨沒有立刻回答,長久以來的習慣讓他下意識地沉思,像是在計算某種可能性。但這次,他沒辦法計算出答案。14Please respect copyright.PENANA2VbgdxL897
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他的手指輕輕敲了敲桌面,喉結微微滾動了一下,終於開口,嗓音低啞:「……我不知道。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2y3fcuA1h
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微瀾怔了一下,沒有想到他會給出這樣的回答。14Please respect copyright.PENANAKuca5RsJO0
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「我不知道,因為妳當初真的走了。」14Please respect copyright.PENANA1qK9Dle0u6
他低下視線,像是在檢視過去的自己,「也因為妳的離開,我才開始思考這些問題。」14Please respect copyright.PENANALYbuiNYVOz
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「但如果當時我們好好談呢?」她追問,語氣不疾不徐,卻透著一絲壓抑的情緒,「如果我們當時就說清楚,你會發現嗎?你會知道你到底在這段關係裡是什麼樣的心情嗎?」14Please respect copyright.PENANA6m6m6vuy5u
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許墨看著她,指尖緩緩收緊,眼底浮現一絲難以察覺的情緒波動。14Please respect copyright.PENANAROTwsfbhJs
他知道,這是她一直以來的疑問——如果她當初沒有選擇離開,他是否還是會走到這一步?14Please respect copyright.PENANAH94fb1uly9
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這是一個無法輕易回答的問題。14Please respect copyright.PENANATFEhUhdRvP
這也是他最不願去思考的問題。14Please respect copyright.PENANAjKLBzHt9KP
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他沉默了幾秒,喉結微微滾動,像是在思考該如何回答。14Please respect copyright.PENANA6eRXYmcx2h
最後,他的聲音低啞地響起:「……或許,會晚一點。」14Please respect copyright.PENANA3jt5FgEirU
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微瀾的心微微一顫。14Please respect copyright.PENANAakHqAOi2Ll
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「但最終,若我們仍願意去相信,命運仍會給予我們契機。」14Please respect copyright.PENANA6eXsOoLUAQ
他輕輕吸了一口氣,語氣沉穩卻帶著一絲不確定,「我終會發現,我愛的人……早就是妳。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAcyeT42fHQF
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他的手指輕輕收緊,像是隱忍著什麼:「可能會再晚一點……但,我仍會找到妳。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAjBwfbQ3I73
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微瀾沒有立刻回應,只是靜靜地凝視著他。14Please respect copyright.PENANAhJGB5ykhhY
這答案……或許是許墨如今唯一能給出的誠實回答。14Please respect copyright.PENANAMyOwNSeezy
但她的理智卻在提醒自己——14Please respect copyright.PENANA8aRBxjBJsE
「如果我當初沒走呢?」這個問題,其實並不重要。14Please respect copyright.PENANAYtSSIdy0oX
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她很清楚,過去的自己若是留下來,仍舊會選擇「將就」。14Please respect copyright.PENANA3s1tG0OX1T
她會努力去愛、去包容,去試圖成為那個『適合許墨』的伴侶。14Please respect copyright.PENANASEREUUw7GZ
可當時的許墨,還不懂愛,而她自己,也還沒有學會如何為自己而活。14Please respect copyright.PENANAVWzgPrts1h
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如果當初她沒走,結局會如何?14Please respect copyright.PENANAVjA2H9E1ef
或許,他會繼續待在這段關係裡,不去質疑,不去懷疑,不去深思。14Please respect copyright.PENANAdQCCO36RWx
或許,她會漸漸被消磨,習慣性地說服自己:「這樣就夠了。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAfHn6Dh6pjJ
但事實是——不夠。14Please respect copyright.PENANAnfAjcbyFhc
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她永遠不會快樂。14Please respect copyright.PENANALFXjpoQg2v
也永遠不夠讓他真正意識到,愛是什麼。14Please respect copyright.PENANA5ejy9cEfTd
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「或許……」微瀾緩緩地開口,語氣輕得像是怕驚擾了什麼,14Please respect copyright.PENANAmMPJmelupF
「如果當初我沒走,我們現在……不會坐在這裡。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAsckJkre7wg
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她的眼神很平靜,像是在陳述一個無可改變的事實。14Please respect copyright.PENANAKELpour79k
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許墨的呼吸微微滯了一下。14Please respect copyright.PENANAkDtYJF9QCB
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他知道,她說的是對的。14Please respect copyright.PENANA0HmHCTcK2U
如果她沒有走,他們之間,或許永遠不會有今天這場對話。14Please respect copyright.PENANAQbemWhdNPc
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那時候的他,還未曾去思考感情的真實意義。14Please respect copyright.PENANAm4yTOkm86R
他習慣理性選擇,習慣站在掌控之內,以為只要條件符合,愛情就能夠被建立、被延續。14Please respect copyright.PENANAkmLjpj0X3P
而微瀾——會一如既往地包容,直到某天,或許她終究會在更多的失望與自我懷疑中,漸漸對愛徹底絕望。14Please respect copyright.PENANA4igN8JZaJ4
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他們的結局,不會是現在這樣——更不會比現在更好。14Please respect copyright.PENANArQr6fUS25y
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「時間無法倒轉。」微瀾低聲道,眼底透著某種難以言喻的情緒,「就算可以……我也不會選擇回去。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAybKgrihozS
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這一次,輪到許墨沉默了。14Please respect copyright.PENANAXTKjLwFxjo
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她的話像是一道無聲的風,輕輕拂過他的心口,卻帶來一陣深深的鈍痛。14Please respect copyright.PENANAlYE6CTIeXC
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他看著她,指尖微微收緊,像是試圖穩住心底洶湧的情緒。14Please respect copyright.PENANAo3FTyDfKJH
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「……是。」許久之後,他低低地應了一聲,語氣裡帶著一絲苦澀的笑意,「我們都回不去了。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAsmF8b52p6t
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他抬起頭,目光深深地落在她身上,像是想將她的模樣刻進眼底。14Please respect copyright.PENANAaIsc1grqD2
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「但微瀾,」他的語氣低而溫柔,帶著某種難以動搖的堅定,「我們還能往前走。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAAsXZf0CUPH
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她的睫毛微微顫抖了一下,卻沒有回應。14Please respect copyright.PENANAOpwSSkmgO2
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往前走……嗎?14Please respect copyright.PENANAgML6ItV8Nz
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這一刻,她沒有答案。14Please respect copyright.PENANAgyPbrvDzaj
但她知道——這一次,她不會再選擇「將就」。14Please respect copyright.PENANAnXVjSXBbK6
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用餐結束後,微瀾走出店外,許墨喊住了她。14Please respect copyright.PENANAeVeTHccFd2
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「微瀾。」14Please respect copyright.PENANA6itgtMGgA1
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她停下腳步,沒有回頭。14Please respect copyright.PENANAqzzM4b49CX
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「我很快就要離開了。」他的語氣平穩,像是在陳述一件再普通不過的事,「三天後的飛機。」14Please respect copyright.PENANA4a90zh71TF
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微瀾的指尖輕顫了一瞬,卻只是微微低下頭,沒有說話。14Please respect copyright.PENANAbauxEqRpGl
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她其實應該早就知道的,從許墨來到這座小鎮開始,他的時間就是有限的。14Please respect copyright.PENANAXZ07ascrtS
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許墨靜靜地看著她,沒有迴避,也沒有強求,只是誠實地說出了自己的決定。14Please respect copyright.PENANAVI2iaRFKxO
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「這次離開後……我不會再打擾妳了。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAdgB2LQztOl
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這一次,他沒有逼迫她,沒有期待她立刻回答。14Please respect copyright.PENANARkicCqoxFS
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微瀾的睫毛微微顫動,指尖收緊,卻依舊沒有回頭。14Please respect copyright.PENANAhV0lueFgzj
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「但不管妳的答案是什麼,微瀾——」14Please respect copyright.PENANAVsFOueRJbc
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許墨頓了一下,像是在讓自己的語氣更緩和些,「我都會一直等著妳。」14Please respect copyright.PENANADiY8CiSdDS
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他沒有說「等多久」,沒有說「等到什麼時候」,卻用最直接的方式表達了他的選擇。14Please respect copyright.PENANAHbZHDgjxJw
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「如果妳願意再次選擇我,那我會感激命運仍垂顧著我,讓我還能再有一次機會。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAZKTAoxZiaa
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「但如果妳不願意……」他的聲音輕了些,卻依舊堅定,「也沒關係。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAjPF3oFynAE
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「我會等,等到妳願意為止。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAqD9k7jkaul
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微瀾的心跳微微亂了拍。14Please respect copyright.PENANAAVIgx0vPry
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她不是沒有想過這一天,但當這句話真的落入現實時,她才意識到,這一次,輪到她去做選擇了。14Please respect copyright.PENANAaER62UfRCi
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這一次,他沒有試圖控制她的決定,沒有讓她感受到任何壓力。14Please respect copyright.PENANAZqLDnNizoW
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這一次,許墨真的將「選擇權」交還到了她手裡。14Please respect copyright.PENANAcQh32sCT1c
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只是單純地告訴她,這條路,她可以選擇要不要走下去,而他——無論如何,都會在原地等待。14Please respect copyright.PENANAhJTjjWeUhb
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微瀾微微閉上眼,輕輕吸了一口氣,然後睜開眼睛,看向他。14Please respect copyright.PENANACxyGyeRiID
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「……三天後的飛機?」14Please respect copyright.PENANAn20lNLAXs3
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「嗯。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAaYUjZgJTCw
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「然後呢?」她的聲音很輕,卻帶著一絲難以察覺的顫抖,「之後呢?」14Please respect copyright.PENANAgRVfRoG6iv
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許墨微微一笑,笑意極淡,卻帶著某種柔和的溫度。14Please respect copyright.PENANA4dnNkN5bvf
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「之後……」14Please respect copyright.PENANABmgGvUd8ix
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他頓了一下,聲音低緩而平靜,彷彿在回應她最深的疑問——14Please respect copyright.PENANAWj0EyEGD44
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「如果最後我們仍能走回彼此身邊——那或許,我願意相信,命運也曾給予我們機會。」14Please respect copyright.PENANARrZ6wCZ5YV