It has been a while since I last journaled here, but I wanted to write today because I'm having a tough day. My girlfriend hasn't been talking to me, and my dad advised me not to text her first. He said to wait for her to reach out, and if she doesn't, then she doesn't really care. I've been waiting for her to contact me, but I really miss her.
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I'm also feeling really sick right now and have been wheezing all day. Finals start on Monday, which adds to the stress. I miss my best friend too. I blocked him because he wouldn't apologize, and he still hasn't. I know I shouldn't have that kind of toxicity in my life, but he used to be one of my favorite people. I cared for him in many ways: as a friend, as a best friend, and even as more than a friend. Deep down, I feel like he isn't coming back this time, and part of me doesn't want him to. At the same time, I miss him like crazy.
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Is it possible to hate someone and miss them at the same time? Can you hate someone and still be deeply in love with them simultaneously?
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Date: Nov, 22168Please respect copyright.PENANAyPAZPuXXOa
Feeling: Alone168Please respect copyright.PENANAIdwJLMjRh5
emoji: 🎭168Please respect copyright.PENANAHSJRyUn6dC
Missing: Him 168Please respect copyright.PENANAE9a2AO8nkF
Loving: Her168Please respect copyright.PENANAIz1gkqItft
Currently craving: Cake 168Please respect copyright.PENANA0XxXAK0wUz
Working on writing: Haunting Romance, In dreams we drown and something new that's a surprise 168Please respect copyright.PENANAMXj4fbiH8m
The advice of the day: "Tears come from the heart and not from the brain." –Leonardo da Vinci.