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「音音?」8964 copyright protection67PENANA1mu0oVrL1H 維尼
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坐在接待處的女同事...8964 copyright protection67PENANAFfHTObjOFX 維尼
這是Ada吧?8964 copyright protection67PENANA5QyHXVzKYL 維尼
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「又嚟接阿哥放工?」Ada微笑看著我,「廿四孝阿妹。」8964 copyright protection67PENANATWDRWTkdJz 維尼
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...每次碰到認識凌鏡唯與心音的人,都會覺得自己變得年輕了。8964 copyright protection67PENANAxrP3VQfLcK 維尼
總是被當成『妹妹』一樣的人呢。8964 copyright protection67PENANA1VBRPMINbF 維尼
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「我同佢講聲啊,我諗佢應該做埋啲手尾就會出嚟。」Ada說完,便站了起來,向著辦公室裡大喊,「凌,你個妹等你放工啊—!」8964 copyright protection67PENANA2U8EDw1oas 維尼
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...沒有回應?8964 copyright protection67PENANAtkbS9dKlkX 維尼
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「可能傾緊電話...?」Ada再次看了接待處的電話一眼,「係喎,佢個位係接緊電話...咦,又cut咗線。」8964 copyright protection67PENANAnwOlOOwo6F 維尼
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我聽著Ada的敘述,也往辦公室看著。8964 copyright protection67PENANA5PRx5PQ4q4 維尼
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然後,看到凌鏡唯正競步走出辦公室。8964 copyright protection67PENANA9ui9fZ7FEY 維尼
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「等等,阿鏡!」後面有另一個男社工喝住了凌鏡唯,「唔好咁衝動,阿sir未返到!」8964 copyright protection67PENANAOQuzNV1g9F 維尼
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「等唔切。」凌鏡唯繼續往外走來,「人命嚟。」8964 copyright protection67PENANANaod6eRPp1 維尼
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「...發生咩事?」Ada也看著往外走的凌鏡唯,「阿鏡,咩事?」8964 copyright protection67PENANAWmCH4DNLv6 維尼
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「爆case,胡sir電話打唔通。」凌鏡唯打開了接待處與中心範圍之間的門,「我出去搵個case。」8964 copyright protection67PENANADVpbJ1XNpy 維尼
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打開了門,凌鏡唯與我對視了一眼。8964 copyright protection67PENANAK8q9kO6keF 維尼
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「...留喺度等我。」凌鏡唯丟下了這一句話,便往中心門口走去。8964 copyright protection67PENANAHmqaQTzOMf 維尼
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「等等,阿鏡,一齊去—!」剛才叫住凌鏡唯的聲音也連著人一同跑了出來,「Ada,同胡sir講聲,我陪阿鏡去!」8964 copyright protection67PENANAr0APfwy2ml 維尼
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上次看過這個社工。8964 copyright protection67PENANADJ9K2GhXHF 維尼
他是凌鏡唯在實習期間的同事,也是教了他很多事情的人。8964 copyright protection67PENANA6KKgWv0O4Q 維尼
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好像是叫作Hinson。8964 copyright protection67PENANAUmPu6zhaUq 維尼
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...這是什麼情況?8964 copyright protection67PENANAU15WoysYxl 維尼
要跟上去嗎?8964 copyright protection67PENANA9JLMVaiL5Y 維尼
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還沒有想出個實際的答案來,腳步卻已經跟了上去。8964 copyright protection67PENANApPfSKC5odV 維尼
我跟著凌鏡唯與Hinson,跑到一所中學。8964 copyright protection67PENANAzNZtw1ysfD 維尼
然後,跟了進升降機。8964 copyright protection67PENANAfF0CrBObHc 維尼
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「鏡。」Hinson喘著氣,皺眉看著凌鏡唯,「太衝動啦,個case已經refer咗俾學校社工,我哋唔應該理。」8964 copyright protection67PENANA6BsJaF6s1K 維尼
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「等得大sir返嚟,再等埋聯絡到學校社工,咁就太遲。」凌鏡唯也一樣喘著氣,「俾人罵都要。」8964 copyright protection67PENANADt5aZbnHbm 維尼
「陣間等我嚟啦。」Hinson要求著道,「你學生嚟,唔可以出事。」8964 copyright protection67PENANA3U7QVIzPns 維尼
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「唔得。」凌鏡唯堅決地拒絕道,「呢個係我以前嘅case,我應該要負責任;同埋我係實習學生,犯錯都情有可原;但你係在職社工,處理得唔好會釘牌。」8964 copyright protection67PENANAzqr0vKYISG 維尼
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...到底是怎麼一回事?8964 copyright protection67PENANAC1L8sNoW4S 維尼
什麼也不知道,但還是跟來了。8964 copyright protection67PENANA981yb3HWFQ 維尼
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「音。」凌鏡唯喚了我一下,「我叫咗你留喺中心等我。」8964 copyright protection67PENANAqBp4zgmO5q 維尼
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「...Sorry啊。」我輕輕喘著氣,「我擔心你。」8964 copyright protection67PENANAcdSGP4Mxeo 維尼
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「...陣間留喺隔籬,咩都唔好做。」凌鏡唯指示著道,「Hinson,你陣間幫我睇住音音。」8964 copyright protection67PENANAFOvl0jGeEC 維尼
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「點可以...」Hinson還想說下去時,升降機的門已經打開。8964 copyright protection67PENANAFmQFi6312l 維尼
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凌鏡唯先一步走了出去,我與Hinson也立刻跟上去。8964 copyright protection67PENANA1rFhVv3yb9 維尼
我們再走了一層的樓梯...8964 copyright protection67PENANAmapaPnJ8cm 維尼
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然後,到了學校的天台。8964 copyright protection67PENANAALAlcMAJ07 維尼
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已經漸變得黑暗的天色...8964 copyright protection67PENANARMY3vaWaGp 維尼
天台上的燈,照耀著天台的桌子、花、圍欄...8964 copyright protection67PENANAyeesX1bmeX 維尼
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以及在圍牆邊站著的女生。8964 copyright protection67PENANAmh8YSbWVZW 維尼
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「鏡sir...」女生與凌鏡唯對視著,「你趕得切嚟。」8964 copyright protection67PENANAkpYVbV0gRn 維尼
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「Fiona。」凌鏡唯也一邊喚著一邊向前走,「嗰邊太黑,你不如過嚟呢邊傾?」8964 copyright protection67PENANAOfC9oMSsTg 維尼
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「唔使啦。」女生微笑看著凌鏡唯,「我見到你最後呢一面,咁就夠啦。」8964 copyright protection67PENANAlJfnYVanPq 維尼
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女生說著這話,抓上了圍牆。8964 copyright protection67PENANAos6PDr8c90 維尼
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不論是凌鏡唯,或是我與Hinson,看到這個情況,也立刻往前跑。8964 copyright protection67PENANAbx1oBi1W0g 維尼
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「唔好過嚟。」女生的警告一出,我們便立刻停了下來,「如果唔係,我就即刻跳落去。」8964 copyright protection67PENANATGZowXm5Ov 維尼
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「Fiona。」凌鏡唯再次喚了一聲,「你仲有好多嘢未同我講。」8964 copyright protection67PENANAvUbUbeqtpp 維尼
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「所以我打算而家講。」女生又再次微笑了起來,「多謝你,鏡sir。」8964 copyright protection67PENANARRZVbXy0iq 維尼
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...雖然聲音很小。8964 copyright protection67PENANAAaSIUxikv1 維尼
但卻已經足以經過微風...8964 copyright protection67PENANAr1sBoOF5vz 維尼
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傳進我們的耳中。8964 copyright protection67PENANAhvMt4Ajqgs 維尼
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「多謝你咁緊張我。」女生的聲音也輕輕顫動著,「調咗社工之後,我覺得好辛苦。個社工不斷話我知啲事唔係我問題,話係我本身嘅性格係咁,話我冇做錯啲咩。但係其實我知道,我冇做錯啲咩,但我嘅出世本身就已經係一個錯誤。」8964 copyright protection67PENANASjACxsHste 維尼
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「我話過俾你聽...」凌鏡唯專注地看著女生,「即使我哋嘅出世可能係一個錯誤都好,我哋可以親手將呢啲錯誤慢慢修返好。」8964 copyright protection67PENANAc4wGCVZSVo 維尼
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「我一個人真係好辛苦,我真係修唔到啦。」女生的哭腔越來越嚴重,「如果個個社工都好似你咁,咁就好。」8964 copyright protection67PENANAmI3KC6PNp3 維尼
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...剛才Hinson說,他已經叫了Ada報警。8964 copyright protection67PENANAViS5sLgqqf 維尼
所以說,只要能拖過這幾分鐘...8964 copyright protection67PENANA7gCp7bminP 維尼
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「我已經好痛苦,所以求下你,送我走啦。」女生說著這話,身體開始往後轉,「鏡sir,多謝你,再見啦。」8964 copyright protection67PENANAkXUfGEdeml 維尼
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凌鏡唯看著這個畫面,立刻往前跑了兩步,然後把女生的腳抱住,重心往後。8964 copyright protection67PENANAPnYmXUH249 維尼
在即將往天台的地上摔時,Hinson也趕到了,把女生的頭墊住,不讓她直接撞到地上。8964 copyright protection67PENANALCB1zm1441 維尼
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女生想要掙扎,但卻被Hinson與凌鏡唯一同壓制著動作。8964 copyright protection67PENANAXi6Uz3W1aQ 維尼
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「有冇事?」Hinson立刻看著凌鏡唯問道。8964 copyright protection67PENANAXRSFRqFc7r 維尼
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「冇事。」凌鏡唯也報告著,「好在你接得切。」8964 copyright protection67PENANAsxgmv5uCbW 維尼
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「點解唔俾我死?」女生的瞳孔中沒有焦點,「你哋以為咁樣係幫緊我哋?」8964 copyright protection67PENANAPlTP3lL1gx 維尼
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...一心求死的樣子。8964 copyright protection67PENANArye0oGHyJM 維尼
與當天來找我的Victor...8964 copyright protection67PENANAm9giJxd0C1 維尼
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一模一樣。8964 copyright protection67PENANAAVHx4bQniH 維尼
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「你哋知唔知,唔俾我哋死,係一件幾唔負責任嘅事?」女生的淚從眼中流出,「你哋做咗一件好事,你哋救咗個人,但由得我繼續喺地獄入面生存。你哋唔係救緊我,你哋係用緊另一種更痛嘅方式殺緊我。」8964 copyright protection67PENANACGt62AxXX2 維尼
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...手腕的傷口裂開了。8964 copyright protection67PENANAcPLQLVjbWX 維尼
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就連手上的傷痕,也與Victor很相像。8964 copyright protection67PENANAWRcUs1NPiw 維尼
藍鯨。8964 copyright protection67PENANAaezDvbe1Wf 維尼
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「...你又玩返藍鯨遊戲?」凌鏡唯也注意到了女生手上的傷口,「你覺得個社工唔好,咁我打嚟問你嗰時,你點解唔同我講?」8964 copyright protection67PENANAVswTcJYhUh 維尼
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「...我唔想影響到你,我知你只係實習社工。」女生抽泣著說道,「個社工覺得我只要斷咗玩藍鯨遊戲就冇事,但係我知道唔係。」8964 copyright protection67PENANASUNfHoMlJb 維尼
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藍鯨遊戲。8964 copyright protection67PENANAlYpbEEVfVa 維尼
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上次,在看到Victor手上傷痕的樣子後,有問過凌鏡唯那個傷痕的意思。8964 copyright protection67PENANArQsOLyVh6y 維尼
他說,那是一個協助有自殺傾向的人完成自殺的一個遊戲。8964 copyright protection67PENANAZMCm75u2jW 維尼
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遊戲開發者,覺得社會中的邊緣人應當被『清洗』。8964 copyright protection67PENANAoHtq0YTlmY 維尼
於是,便以遊戲形式,清洗社會中正處於邊緣的人。8964 copyright protection67PENANAq0zLdKIsTv 維尼
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...甚至還覺得自己是在『協助』這個世界。8964 copyright protection67PENANA5prRDiqlNB 維尼
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最後,Victor因為入院,所以不能繼續藍鯨遊戲。8964 copyright protection67PENANAkLxWI3L9eQ 維尼
而這次這個女生...?8964 copyright protection67PENANAB25ZMoXVCm 維尼
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「就算冇藍鯨遊戲,都唔會救到我哋。」女生大力地呼吸著,「藍鯨遊戲只係其中一個俾我去死嘅媒介,只要我想死,好似而家咁樣,唔使過哂五十日,都已經可以死。」8964 copyright protection67PENANApqkf7MjNcJ 維尼
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...她說得沒錯。8964 copyright protection67PENANAWxc9vBQEJP 維尼
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當時,凌鏡唯向我述說這個遊戲,以及大眾希望這個遊戲的開發者被制裁時,我便已經在想...8964 copyright protection67PENANAp3RfXEhtz4 維尼
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這樣,真的有用嗎?8964 copyright protection67PENANA4MowxJR69v 維尼
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淘汰了一個自殺的方法,拿走了我們打算用來上吊的繩子。8964 copyright protection67PENANAx7vUEWiIWe 維尼
有誰覺得這樣真的在救贖我們嗎?8964 copyright protection67PENANADLWtrtpfPv 維尼
這對我們來說,不過是多痛苦了幾天。8964 copyright protection67PENANAyvWOSr1Oui 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANArvfcQRm7u6
8964 copyright protection67PENANA5sTepAdfX2 維尼
然後,到我們想自殺時,自然會找出別的方法。8964 copyright protection67PENANAJv2hYCHupq 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANALK1YuZpD8Q
8964 copyright protection67PENANA9vn9R9fcZK 維尼
「唔需要同我講咩正面嘅嘢,唔需要催眠我,同我講我冇錯。」女生的哭腔讓說出的話也開始不清楚,「我生存喺呢個世界上,本身就係一個錯誤。」8964 copyright protection67PENANAFr4eVShZJE 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAWd0WVgdgi0
8964 copyright protection67PENANAZRA1LNUVqc 維尼
「...你想做啲咩?」8964 copyright protection67PENANADu3bnnDmn7 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAG6ur5HGg7q
8964 copyright protection67PENANAUxmQvqZrhl 維尼
凌鏡唯聽了我突然的介入,也呆了一下。8964 copyright protection67PENANAzFQyhBvRAs 維尼
我走到幾人的旁邊,看著女生。8964 copyright protection67PENANAEeONNYmL2H 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAp0RpwlBPj0
8964 copyright protection67PENANADxgxWkdJTU 維尼
「你想你嘅生命係點嘅?」我再次延伸著問題。8964 copyright protection67PENANA0M7jWzRToD 維尼
「我想做model。」女生猶豫了一下,於說出來後卻哭得更厲害了,「我都希望自己可以影平面照,我都希望我可以好似你咁。」8964 copyright protection67PENANAkOe8iD8rUs 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAt0TAFxrHGi
8964 copyright protection67PENANA2ptTZeqNni 維尼
...打進心底的話。8964 copyright protection67PENANAy0Q38V5vCE 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANACyxBPR5cO1
8964 copyright protection67PENANA98iMdqqMD9 維尼
這是我聽過無數次的話。8964 copyright protection67PENANAZ8zvjz6IVN 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAYp3MkluvsJ
8964 copyright protection67PENANAEKaStl84Sb 維尼
「你又有fans,又識作歌,又識彈琴,又識跳舞。而家發展得咁成功,每條片都有咁多人睇。」女人直直地瞪著我,「好似你呢啲咁幸福嘅人,又點會明白我面對緊啲咩,又點會明白我有幾辛苦?」8964 copyright protection67PENANAxLrWuBJr2H 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANADVCadW17d3
8964 copyright protection67PENANAVSvVN5x2ye 維尼
又來了。8964 copyright protection67PENANAhg2bup8Aji 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAhxbN7j4LW1
8964 copyright protection67PENANAFPnreqwti5 維尼
只看到螢幕的一面,便覺得是全部的人。8964 copyright protection67PENANAmwsJxI1myi 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAcC2wrsKyWr
8964 copyright protection67PENANAtQTBUODtg3 維尼
『世娜真好呢,新人獎都拿到不想拿了。』8964 copyright protection67PENANA4cdfDR0OQr 維尼
『很羨慕世娜啊,前途一片光明嘛。』8964 copyright protection67PENANAZGYXzOM3Ba 維尼
『世娜收入一定很多吧?』8964 copyright protection67PENANATB3gpqt5vT 維尼
『我想當像世娜前輩一樣的歌手。』8964 copyright protection67PENANA5W71kgFsCC 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAncw2Xcpuxt
8964 copyright protection67PENANA3tl33XSnSz 維尼
...每次聽見這些話。8964 copyright protection67PENANAM6P0l7d1n1 維尼
我卻只覺得很好笑。8964 copyright protection67PENANAPvxqcOEHxP 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANA2PoBVUkY2r
8964 copyright protection67PENANATnUdtv8TSv 維尼
他們只能看到我們幸福、榮耀的一面。8964 copyright protection67PENANAcFbx7IjvGG 維尼
卻不知道我們所身處的地方有多黑暗、恐怖與陰森。8964 copyright protection67PENANAYwlDnm3GZw 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAdQfK6CK6mZ
8964 copyright protection67PENANAraOYfkAdQS 維尼
「唔好嘗試去猜度或者妒忌其他人嘅生活。」我再次與女生對視著,「因為呢啲光環,可能只係你夾硬幫人哋嘅人生加上去。」8964 copyright protection67PENANAYImOxzvTHo 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANA3VO6djpNYI
8964 copyright protection67PENANAvJetlxvoSo 維尼
不要再想像我的生活有多幸福與富裕。8964 copyright protection67PENANAdeQLjcRJjS 維尼
這只是你不像話的猜測。8964 copyright protection67PENANAjyEbbqP7Qo 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAzRsMgMPxyT
8964 copyright protection67PENANAiD884SNbHb 維尼
「人哋嘅人生好成功,人哋嘅人生好燦爛,全世界就只有你一個人嘅人生係不幸。」連風也停了下來,讓我的聲音更大的環繞在這個空間,「你知唔知道,呢個諗法,對嗰啲俾你羨慕嘅人嚟講,係幾咁可笑?」8964 copyright protection67PENANArgKVM3jwaR 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAmqB5to4iyx
8964 copyright protection67PENANA54DT3baIy4 維尼
要不要來看看我在舞台後的樣子?8964 copyright protection67PENANAERAfAstD6q 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAXfqq9s6VXW
8964 copyright protection67PENANA7CwqX9du8v 維尼
被威脅,被企圖強姦。8964 copyright protection67PENANAYsyzMsshCr 維尼
被家人背叛,只有一個人留在孤單的屋裡。8964 copyright protection67PENANA9mWR0uKCcT 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAgq21FxYvEY
8964 copyright protection67PENANAlYtsq1TwcG 維尼
「之所以覺得可笑,唔係因為俾邊個人羨慕,而係因為俾人羨慕。因為我哋嘅人生,根本就冇你想像中嘅咁好。」我繼續延續著道,「我哋看似掂到夢想,但其實我哋所得到嘅根本就唔係你哋見到嘅咁樣。」8964 copyright protection67PENANALby7Pbp7Jm 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAQrBK3nBLaQ
8964 copyright protection67PENANAavFKmlXDVK 維尼
寂寞,黑暗,恐怖,孤獨。8964 copyright protection67PENANADDGutgXPc6 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAnumL2TB2Tu
8964 copyright protection67PENANAeAsCUddbwE 維尼
這種沼澤之地...8964 copyright protection67PENANAeww6GGDBZ0 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAYcMmV1qP2p
8964 copyright protection67PENANAFkEL3nBUqx 維尼
「你哋呢啲將條路行到一半,就冇堅持落去,就轉彎嘅人。」我的語氣也開始嚴肅了起來,「又憑咩嚟妒忌看似活喺天堂,但其實係活喺地獄嘅我哋?」8964 copyright protection67PENANArkQVq2j3Rp 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAvUnFOp0L64
8964 copyright protection67PENANAHMmk22ZViT 維尼
「我都想過嚟啊,你哋呢啲得到咗嘅人,當然講得簡單。」女生眼神中的恨意依舊,「我哋呢啲想得到但得唔到,想堅持但冇力堅持嘅人,又點會係咁簡單?」8964 copyright protection67PENANASQjAW6PBVQ 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAB8rJdyX16M
8964 copyright protection67PENANAn4F53P6tJ2 維尼
「你明知唔係咁簡單,點解唔拼死一搏,向我哋呢邊跑過嚟?」我也繼續反駁道,「既然你覺得自己所在之處係地獄嘅話,就過嚟啦。」8964 copyright protection67PENANAciW07QFyCB 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAEVHPMlRoxt
8964 copyright protection67PENANALE8IsJLOhX 維尼
女生聽了我的話,愣了一下。8964 copyright protection67PENANAq8TiVrHBT0 維尼
然後,說不出什麼話來。8964 copyright protection67PENANASPjAFcvx9i 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAxtGYHAMzsj
8964 copyright protection67PENANAfnDtRLK8ou 維尼
「唔得?放棄唔到?」我看著女生的反應,「因為你所在之處根本就唔係地獄。」8964 copyright protection67PENANAm4lzBpwn8k 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAXpUI2f3Oqj
8964 copyright protection67PENANAC3lv4y4i66 維尼
你明明就很清楚,自己並不是毫無壓力,毫無負擔,毫無圈子。8964 copyright protection67PENANAxGQVerOZXj 維尼
明明就很清楚,自己還餘下一條將近崩毀的救命繩。8964 copyright protection67PENANABCcClDuGUe 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAytLmIeuOdI
8964 copyright protection67PENANARpUn4DNcEC 維尼
所以,因為想要留住這條救命繩...8964 copyright protection67PENANAObl9mX8YtW 維尼
便不想作出任何需要冒險的行為。8964 copyright protection67PENANA1phBDTxkW7 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAS179s9c8wL
8964 copyright protection67PENANA2GHb3zdU0A 維尼
「如果真係覺得自己所在之處係地獄嘅話,點解要捉住地獄唔放?點解唔放低捆綁住你嘅任何一塵一土?」我沒有停下質問,「因為你驚自己會跌入更加深嘅地獄?」8964 copyright protection67PENANAzu9mO10Ghr 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANANppig8pAsr
8964 copyright protection67PENANAtJol92hBW3 維尼
只剩下這條救命繩...8964 copyright protection67PENANA6jbkQHzfEp 維尼
如果連它也斷掉的話。8964 copyright protection67PENANAVEpz8Zf68D 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAh0wZdFQUxd
8964 copyright protection67PENANAB7fuKVSSp6 維尼
我便真的活不下去了。8964 copyright protection67PENANAqhAOTbY9aS 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAOBueYiMMQH
8964 copyright protection67PENANAsHJWWOcRJe 維尼
「好可惜,脫離地獄同埋跌得更深嘅機會係同時存在。」我的語氣開始變得緩和起來,「你保證唔到邊一樣至係最後嘅結果。」8964 copyright protection67PENANANCQ1lg18TB 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAQKSaMgyKDE
8964 copyright protection67PENANAiPaj3ut9oa 維尼
就像是賭注的那樣...8964 copyright protection67PENANA5AiFNFJvzL 維尼
要是要得到大獎,就必須要付出注碼。8964 copyright protection67PENANAjaRnRIG0Ab 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANA8hFoQ10vQk
8964 copyright protection67PENANAJSw8uuwBpR 維尼
與真實賭搏的分別在於,在你的人生中...8964 copyright protection67PENANAoM9s2SKVYj 維尼
在付出了一次之後,你還能夠不斷再讓自己付出更多注碼,控制自己對結果有多大程度的影響。8964 copyright protection67PENANAqgFts6jllG 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAa15vEiBo2W
8964 copyright protection67PENANAQNaUlLxzzy 維尼
即使可能無法決定最終結果。8964 copyright protection67PENANABzDasDUKy6 維尼
即使努力並不是一種才華。8964 copyright protection67PENANALgMASNQIcJ 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAqV1uAD5nBl
8964 copyright protection67PENANA1zuKfSHqLn 維尼
可是,最後無論結果如何...8964 copyright protection67PENANAdLN82DQnzL 維尼
至少,你選擇了嘗試。8964 copyright protection67PENANASATBpg9jYH 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANArPf6wy2MIU
8964 copyright protection67PENANA33j93KbF9x 維尼
「明白嘅話,請你決定好追定係唔追,賭定係唔賭,而唔好保持優柔寡斷,但又去羨慕其他人嘅人生。」我把手疊在女生的手上,「請你記住,要改變自己嘅人,就只有你一個人可以做到。」8964 copyright protection67PENANAN8R8IphfAs 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAfAHmobAzrF
8964 copyright protection67PENANAC5tN9qcUJJ 維尼
女生聽著我的話,淚流得更快了。8964 copyright protection67PENANAx02moVmAYQ 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAR0jR2AsvsI
8964 copyright protection67PENANAJQhCJaA9hb 維尼
「而真係決定好要改變嘅話,就只有而家呢一刻,至係最適合嘅起點。」8964 copyright protection67PENANAHpcNZ6sbjq 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANA24S6KWGRWx
8964 copyright protection67PENANAR54xqW8Hu9 維尼
下次會做的。8964 copyright protection67PENANAaK8WzgHloD 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAVhvgI1pTm3
8964 copyright protection67PENANABABqYdoWQ1 維尼
我想到了一個想法,但現在不是最適合的時機。8964 copyright protection67PENANAnKMzeYXtD4 維尼
還是等下次吧。8964 copyright protection67PENANA7xx0hCSrC8 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAUAXcRzi6Pp
8964 copyright protection67PENANAiWn2VP5MGV 維尼
我看過身邊的人,無數次在這個循環中徘徊。8964 copyright protection67PENANAtJHzfH1ik9 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAsPoPvL4nHI
8964 copyright protection67PENANABoIPOadSGU 維尼
可是,他們卻不知道...8964 copyright protection67PENANAlUD4nH2Qem 維尼
再一次把想法推辭,也只是再一次把機會推走。8964 copyright protection67PENANAB5pG0YxfOm 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAnAeahO773i
8964 copyright protection67PENANAUoo2qlxjyP 維尼
沒有其他更好的時機。8964 copyright protection67PENANAA1DWDFof3N 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANArGgaRd0QRn
8964 copyright protection67PENANAnAW504PXr4 維尼
要改變的話,等不了多少天。8964 copyright protection67PENANAHGRpwlBqCy 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAJPTuOmLKBC
8964 copyright protection67PENANARx9Vnpejpc 維尼
「你點知道...」女生已經哭得快要崩潰,「當選擇改變,選擇追夢之後,我唔會後悔?」8964 copyright protection67PENANAJXlBZo97xf 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAMYoTJDPynt
8964 copyright protection67PENANAtvsXBhNuMT 維尼
「我唔知道你選擇改變同埋追夢之後會唔會後悔。」我真摯地看著與女生,「但係我知道,如果你自殺死咗,你一定會後悔。」8964 copyright protection67PENANAmvFBdhHNBS 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANA4zWgayDt1N
8964 copyright protection67PENANAmZEeWFYegi 維尼
我與凌鏡唯對視了一眼。8964 copyright protection67PENANAtXgJlxw9Oc 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAL1lCqUHF9q
8964 copyright protection67PENANA6SNqDfxBPW 維尼
這個人,與我相距得如此接近...8964 copyright protection67PENANAQL8VGqGyc3 維尼
而我們現在此刻的位置...8964 copyright protection67PENANApf3dpPcJ90 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAtunxy2EyPI
8964 copyright protection67PENANA8KmrDMi7nz 維尼
卻又與懸崖邊緣的位置如此相近。8964 copyright protection67PENANAahPmbdZn2x 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANA39KlEvUi0y
8964 copyright protection67PENANAqBVoupFqum 維尼
「因為,我覺得後悔。」8964 copyright protection67PENANAYJkfWoub6h 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAf7hUnFB0Xh
8964 copyright protection67PENANAg7opEIkra3 維尼
我後悔。8964 copyright protection67PENANAA0k1cEgQgF 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAhc6qbGDRgc
8964 copyright protection67PENANA3MfM4Jz24w 維尼
如果我能再多捱一會兒的話。8964 copyright protection67PENANAafEhjfmnxq 維尼
如果我的希望沒有完全熄滅的話。8964 copyright protection67PENANAnZZP7iJal7 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANA0nislUcn42
8964 copyright protection67PENANAOclJxfluKr 維尼
如果我不是這麼恨自己的話。8964 copyright protection67PENANAUkbJhltMAo 維尼
如果我不是這麼希望自己能消失在這個世界上的話。8964 copyright protection67PENANAGyJcQ6VXOO 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAjiNJb87KAy
8964 copyright protection67PENANAwjGGYiGgfr 維尼
如果我不是痛苦得只想結束自己的痛苦...8964 copyright protection67PENANAUhUfIziVAr 維尼
而扼殺了你與我將會交纏的機會與未來的話。8964 copyright protection67PENANAeXHSDkuwoV 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAIGcvKmwGey
8964 copyright protection67PENANAS1FqLXJSgP 維尼
我後悔。8964 copyright protection67PENANAETJAeHIIzn 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAqFWPa6x487
8964 copyright protection67PENANAwoP0KIl3ej 維尼
因為死去了,所以無法再寫出更多的音樂。8964 copyright protection67PENANAZeVQwMcwmZ 維尼
因為死去了,所以不能再看到支持自己的歌迷。8964 copyright protection67PENANAVkFA6yjLm2 維尼
因為死去了,所以不能以本人的身份碰上凌鏡唯。8964 copyright protection67PENANA9MZWMTX1dc 維尼
因為死去了,所以遲早也只能再次傷害凌鏡唯。8964 copyright protection67PENANAtxNgL7s9UM 維尼
因為死去了,所以無法與凌鏡唯再渡過更多時間。8964 copyright protection67PENANA3EJjXKgPC8 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAO2biMKMARB
8964 copyright protection67PENANAG4Dwhjsuej 維尼
新年、櫻花季、復活節、暑假、感恩節、下一個聖誕...8964 copyright protection67PENANAPbgRHGSeVb 維尼
還有,無數的生日與紀念日。8964 copyright protection67PENANANTa4HxcIwy 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAPGYgS5AYWR
8964 copyright protection67PENANAGOv0GKZxlt 維尼
我想與你繼續一起生活。8964 copyright protection67PENANAfpwkNItOWR 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANArcGkg2l9pF
8964 copyright protection67PENANAvndEKSzAEj 維尼
所以,我很後悔。8964 copyright protection67PENANADNhJEHITsh 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAhaTMXEj6LO
8964 copyright protection67PENANARPrrg3uH6f 維尼
就是因為作了這個決定...8964 copyright protection67PENANAkYfO8s99dS 維尼
我再也無法回頭了。8964 copyright protection67PENANAeZJaxCmfYp 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAvIOsnt1DzP
8964 copyright protection67PENANAHCu8fwIobu 維尼
我再也沒法,感受你對我的溫柔了。8964 copyright protection67PENANACrXqoriqOs 維尼
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