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在快速循環四次之後,我手指夾著那根黑紙的細長菸支,我不知是已經疲憊還是麻痺。78Please respect copyright.PENANAl8t4R4Ci00
遴天也不如之前那樣抗拒「我」帶走他,我跟他對望,聽著門外那打鐵的敲擊聲。78Please respect copyright.PENANArYUpKwxQw8
我一直在陷入死循環,每日每夜我做的夢都是這場的接續。78Please respect copyright.PENANAEVUpt2fBDv
不同的畫面一樣的結局。78Please respect copyright.PENANAIOkmDoeKdD
問題在哪?78Please respect copyright.PENANAj4bz6eMrdz
我不知道我想離開這個夢。78Please respect copyright.PENANAGFEh3OlgXg
可是遴天他有什麼錯?78Please respect copyright.PENANAx3EyXfxV1V
「遴天。」我第一次在這間屋子叫他名。78Please respect copyright.PENANAk9Wk34J7mD
那孩子訝異的神情在我眼中顯現,「我累了。」我說出我的倦怠,日復一日過程有些微差距,但結果都差不多。78Please respect copyright.PENANAEopPDo27PP
「這次一定要把我殺了,拜託。」我沉重地請求,我不想再回到這裡了。78Please respect copyright.PENANAQHpKWWyNWb
聽到這話,遴天瞬間長大,變成成人。78Please respect copyright.PENANAntv9yn743d
「那要用你的眼睛來換。」他低沉的聲音如同惡魔,好像他期待我說這句話很久了。78Please respect copyright.PENANAdGcWrnRYte
但是我那近視又散光的眼睛,有他漂亮的赤色如玻璃珠的眼眸好看嗎?78Please respect copyright.PENANAHmI07fHN7W
在他眼裡倒映著我的螢光綠雙眼,原來是這樣。78Please respect copyright.PENANAhZByjhmlXa
這個世界觀,眼睛顏色很重要,可是每次他都會被當成救世主,而我則是脅迫他的惡棍。78Please respect copyright.PENANAO6h3zR9Ohc
「好。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAescYGd1VtH
我應聲。
我再沒聽到那一聲要租屋子的話語,也沒聽到那充滿節奏的打鐵聲。78Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3raJvdyy4
聽見:「好好睡吧。」
遴天低聲呢喃,捧著翠綠的珠子,挖出自己血一般的赤色眼珠,把螢綠的珠子放進雙眼的坑洞中。78Please respect copyright.PENANAo8eMxthSvP
「原來你的世界是這樣。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAgppKAVka5s
「是那麼孤獨、寂寞,沒事我會陪著你,在你需要我的時候。」
黑暗中我只聽到有這樣一句安慰的話,我沒辦法回應他。78Please respect copyright.PENANA4OK8wvrJU2
就此夢醒,再無循環。78Please respect copyright.PENANAzBlf2L14Up
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