I am dreading growing old.310Please respect copyright.PENANA21hbAAZuBt
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,310Please respect copyright.PENANAoJg76WsTmQ
everyone asked for a young female.310Please respect copyright.PENANA2llAG6a78Q
what happens when I grow old,310Please respect copyright.PENANAA414eZhZMN
what happens when my tits sag 310Please respect copyright.PENANARy0niMqygO
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,310Please respect copyright.PENANACWozT09oxc
will I no longer be wanted?310Please respect copyright.PENANAFx67bUzWNk
No longer desired or admired.310Please respect copyright.PENANAEhW9GaeZaI
will I just be old?310Please respect copyright.PENANAGu6Wpolw5S
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 310Please respect copyright.PENANA71ve0lEfhD
Just310Please respect copyright.PENANAOVhg5uvk22
Old.310Please respect copyright.PENANAqfyZz13yNj
310Please respect copyright.PENANACRPVUiEiVT
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?310Please respect copyright.PENANApHvOKm0Keq
I'll have to be good at something,310Please respect copyright.PENANAHJ0H7ubxAc
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills310Please respect copyright.PENANAtkty1t4gcf
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain310Please respect copyright.PENANA6vAvftFpYh
I'll have to be somebody310Please respect copyright.PENANAaOVT1RwqDG
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth310Please respect copyright.PENANAjWSWbxPKCz
but I know I can't keep it.310Please respect copyright.PENANALRqKkloQYR
Good things never last.310Please respect copyright.PENANAPsSvLGN4wu
310Please respect copyright.PENANAHD1XYne8QF
I don't know when youth became so important to me310Please respect copyright.PENANA9iHTFjwLMX
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail310Please respect copyright.PENANADnoWwGzjyA
and why so many people died over it310Please respect copyright.PENANAnlVwZkYqap
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,310Please respect copyright.PENANAAPlsYpuStb
I would.310Please respect copyright.PENANAGP6XQj2UpM
perhaps that makes me a bad human,310Please respect copyright.PENANAcQFzyOJR6K
a bad feminist310Please respect copyright.PENANAYCzSGtsCTl
bad person,310Please respect copyright.PENANAuVaZcomg5z
but all I know is it's the truth310Please respect copyright.PENANA7uaJp6nYZT
and I would do it,310Please respect copyright.PENANA3ByhbSR8At
310Please respect copyright.PENANABXyLpnAhfG
I would give up so much to stay desirable.310Please respect copyright.PENANAqPNUefibt7
Because I've never been desired before310Please respect copyright.PENANAxWj89sMQWB
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,310Please respect copyright.PENANAQRVbKC9gPA
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?310Please respect copyright.PENANAexjoO6txgY
and my skin sags from my bones310Please respect copyright.PENANA3UUC3oVhGg
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach310Please respect copyright.PENANArpPgEJkSm3
my neck doubling,310Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2c3Tly6Dt
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad310Please respect copyright.PENANA9TFh1VFBNz
310Please respect copyright.PENANAAVuKQBI7hn
some people think when you get older looks matter less310Please respect copyright.PENANARaQyd7GiFm
But that's not true, nobody wants that310Please respect copyright.PENANAG1AAU8NpMd
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.310Please respect copyright.PENANAcKv5RVgVEA
What will I be?310Please respect copyright.PENANAanxaufroW6
Chopped liver I suppose.310Please respect copyright.PENANAfbTMMppQ6d
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools310Please respect copyright.PENANA1mq8fdmTgT
310Please respect copyright.PENANAyYwsx8v31r
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life310Please respect copyright.PENANAYKER6RaNJg
I'm young310Please respect copyright.PENANAp03Affer0r
I have done nothing time is flying by310Please respect copyright.PENANAz7kNWSBtml
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast310Please respect copyright.PENANA1SgyyAj88r
Keeps slipping from my fists.310Please respect copyright.PENANAqWvYKWkp6b
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).310Please respect copyright.PENANAomM5gQy6ui
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.310Please respect copyright.PENANAjOOi0pugMb
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up310Please respect copyright.PENANAsRsUnB9ikX
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.310Please respect copyright.PENANAuZ2UuRAdvY
310Please respect copyright.PENANARweajsnYGF
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity310Please respect copyright.PENANAtuy1B291ct
I feel it closing in on me310Please respect copyright.PENANAeLjDItR8Iw
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,310Please respect copyright.PENANAfuVk9Px5Xp
looking in the mirror I see my painting.310Please respect copyright.PENANAPytgV1QUk1
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,310Please respect copyright.PENANAJfOhaVnTU5
I know they're going to be my demise.310Please respect copyright.PENANA888fGoVUoC
310Please respect copyright.PENANAsDtxGFVejX
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen310Please respect copyright.PENANAZXxecLgXir
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.310Please respect copyright.PENANAgaylCJDJwX
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 310Please respect copyright.PENANAsKZqcAVScQ
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 310Please respect copyright.PENANATBzpUDSggp
310Please respect copyright.PENANAG7znQXRUK5
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither310Please respect copyright.PENANAKjtPJEJxgl
because I know myself if not anyone else310Please respect copyright.PENANAultg3T5rj3
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.310Please respect copyright.PENANACCX4Bzv7u0
310Please respect copyright.PENANAl9Ahl9x6WO
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.310Please respect copyright.PENANAPBulbm4PMR
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,310Please respect copyright.PENANAdbKorJ03Kx
everyone asked for a young female.310Please respect copyright.PENANADsZUNkzgdc
what happens when I grow old,310Please respect copyright.PENANAOhtjzKOr0Q
what happens when my tits sag 310Please respect copyright.PENANA3BKdwEaa1M
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,310Please respect copyright.PENANAqCAgKn0gyW
will I no longer be wanted?310Please respect copyright.PENANAwm57GniFNp
No longer desired or admired.310Please respect copyright.PENANAli4AuCajvS
will I just be old?310Please respect copyright.PENANAnXPTIUtwAY
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 310Please respect copyright.PENANAlAM4QKFZCK
Just310Please respect copyright.PENANASbeYd7RX6s
Old.310Please respect copyright.PENANAPgWr0cLA7c
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?310Please respect copyright.PENANAeodMhEcTjE
I'll have to be good at something,310Please respect copyright.PENANAYHOk4bBejc
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills310Please respect copyright.PENANAJa2Qk4oB4E
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain310Please respect copyright.PENANA3batpX0OCq
I'll have to be somebody310Please respect copyright.PENANA5PoAnEsxB6
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth310Please respect copyright.PENANA3Qjg4eeCFw
but I know I can't keep it.310Please respect copyright.PENANATsEtph0WRu
Good things never last.310Please respect copyright.PENANAEKYZOLco60
310Please respect copyright.PENANAgkwY2WUmKR
I don't know when youth became so important to me310Please respect copyright.PENANAgni8GKsS2V
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail310Please respect copyright.PENANAWtNg0q1sdw
and why so many people died over it310Please respect copyright.PENANALFp0DMg4dH
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,310Please respect copyright.PENANAoVtq0nL9ev
I would.310Please respect copyright.PENANApHMdfhVazt
perhaps that makes me a bad human,310Please respect copyright.PENANAtHenfJZ62n
a bad feminist310Please respect copyright.PENANAP42Jj1pzLd
bad person,310Please respect copyright.PENANAzWibx4k1W7
but all I know is it's the truth310Please respect copyright.PENANASTDzHvif4V
and I would do it,310Please respect copyright.PENANAYFsPG06oV9
310Please respect copyright.PENANANM3axcvjtH
I would give up so much to stay desirable.310Please respect copyright.PENANAd7N4ngsR9B
Because I've never been desired before310Please respect copyright.PENANADs0tiRdzjS
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,310Please respect copyright.PENANAmSIwvHLxAx
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?310Please respect copyright.PENANAYRwOwKFqsS
and my skin sags from my bones310Please respect copyright.PENANA2PS5qo8BoO
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach310Please respect copyright.PENANATwtKa4gduE
my neck doubling,310Please respect copyright.PENANAyJrDLnSyn0
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad310Please respect copyright.PENANAf4NocqB9uB
310Please respect copyright.PENANAnlvRUdkKOU
some people think when you get older looks matter less310Please respect copyright.PENANAAqivd23WVQ
But that's not true, nobody wants that310Please respect copyright.PENANAcCoaYFcTHk
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.310Please respect copyright.PENANADI94cUIgI4
What will I be?310Please respect copyright.PENANAUOswcNhEub
Chopped liver I suppose.310Please respect copyright.PENANAa0XSo5vwC5
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools310Please respect copyright.PENANAvYfhmL5yyd
310Please respect copyright.PENANAASIoaaA0ep
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life310Please respect copyright.PENANAvQMeYrhUU2
I'm 20310Please respect copyright.PENANA2fRaU2GUp5
I have done nothing time is flying by310Please respect copyright.PENANAhdyGs3cJ25
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast310Please respect copyright.PENANA0MinkVmLHj
Keeps slipping from my fists.310Please respect copyright.PENANAE3Y9RTxid9
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).310Please respect copyright.PENANAKaEiiZuFrl
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.310Please respect copyright.PENANAgbn8kUPtRG
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up310Please respect copyright.PENANAaHbYxQY6xX
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.310Please respect copyright.PENANAXIGUGPGgig
310Please respect copyright.PENANAFCELJjwOhK
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity310Please respect copyright.PENANAh56CpJCQnk
I feel it closing in on me310Please respect copyright.PENANASIyc0H97GG
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,310Please respect copyright.PENANAmDHrgepfLI
looking in the mirror I see my painting.310Please respect copyright.PENANAi59RbPcoX4
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,310Please respect copyright.PENANAUHE2FLljGD
I know they're going to be my demise.310Please respect copyright.PENANAs6qrFBipfI
310Please respect copyright.PENANAcAvVeM19jR
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen310Please respect copyright.PENANAIDYxreyGUM
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.310Please respect copyright.PENANAM80kvkXxI2
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 310Please respect copyright.PENANAv4VkjiFfQS
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 310Please respect copyright.PENANAkBDgAMn37i
310Please respect copyright.PENANAt0z4WJhl7E
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither310Please respect copyright.PENANAeL9UIPtXty
because I know myself if not anyone else310Please respect copyright.PENANAdA0svT9jfn
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.310Please respect copyright.PENANA5uN0QkaKLM
310Please respect copyright.PENANAgyT8QQZIG1
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old