I am dreading growing old.502Please respect copyright.PENANAOdjaP4Zkix
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,502Please respect copyright.PENANAdDFUdf3gxb
everyone asked for a young female.502Please respect copyright.PENANAT5Fip7SjS3
what happens when I grow old,502Please respect copyright.PENANAPeMi2hqaid
what happens when my tits sag 502Please respect copyright.PENANADVCwCYhVND
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,502Please respect copyright.PENANAN9GDBHHtDs
will I no longer be wanted?502Please respect copyright.PENANAmv2KzP45Il
No longer desired or admired.502Please respect copyright.PENANAC6Q9DxJnVV
will I just be old?502Please respect copyright.PENANAydclLgASG7
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 502Please respect copyright.PENANA6vZEwXw0Jh
Just502Please respect copyright.PENANAG9txL8wr9L
Old.502Please respect copyright.PENANA0KS1KJxvnr
502Please respect copyright.PENANA24CPeOFAQb
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?502Please respect copyright.PENANAKPymxgZV1g
I'll have to be good at something,502Please respect copyright.PENANA25GmR7xKNz
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills502Please respect copyright.PENANAED4SNvPSip
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain502Please respect copyright.PENANAwapXJTmp2q
I'll have to be somebody502Please respect copyright.PENANAS9sGsmPmc2
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth502Please respect copyright.PENANAvS3dfBh8HO
but I know I can't keep it.502Please respect copyright.PENANAUW6JAwVzOr
Good things never last.502Please respect copyright.PENANAhVgfQvtKTz
502Please respect copyright.PENANA3m8dzoZriF
I don't know when youth became so important to me502Please respect copyright.PENANA7xs9JMmEKX
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail502Please respect copyright.PENANAmdlcOgH6EW
and why so many people died over it502Please respect copyright.PENANA3ocLSSqb3n
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,502Please respect copyright.PENANA6Daq6svEFt
I would.502Please respect copyright.PENANA6G3YQxQx2G
perhaps that makes me a bad human,502Please respect copyright.PENANAqW3hnMRNLF
a bad feminist502Please respect copyright.PENANAXFQGsVVrEB
bad person,502Please respect copyright.PENANA1jhKSExJYA
but all I know is it's the truth502Please respect copyright.PENANAkh7wdHOeBi
and I would do it,502Please respect copyright.PENANAnhhsfrGWuB
502Please respect copyright.PENANAn9GmSkxH2J
I would give up so much to stay desirable.502Please respect copyright.PENANAWQ5e3NHwzZ
Because I've never been desired before502Please respect copyright.PENANAkCYCGBJqV4
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,502Please respect copyright.PENANAansP9s584d
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?502Please respect copyright.PENANAA6BzxH9fOQ
and my skin sags from my bones502Please respect copyright.PENANAPDGmWknUoI
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach502Please respect copyright.PENANAjSGmj6LrB7
my neck doubling,502Please respect copyright.PENANA2yfklWuvEu
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad502Please respect copyright.PENANAmnAcAyDl9J
502Please respect copyright.PENANAMxaADFuvSx
some people think when you get older looks matter less502Please respect copyright.PENANAk2MiYssAE0
But that's not true, nobody wants that502Please respect copyright.PENANA79Chvf5jS2
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.502Please respect copyright.PENANANRoTVUdOyu
What will I be?502Please respect copyright.PENANA3SQuvYxgq8
Chopped liver I suppose.502Please respect copyright.PENANAr6XVXiZb3b
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools502Please respect copyright.PENANASHiA9f7INY
502Please respect copyright.PENANAjJ9lYS2NAS
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life502Please respect copyright.PENANAHoFFt4lLHz
I'm young502Please respect copyright.PENANAM73peOrTM4
I have done nothing time is flying by502Please respect copyright.PENANAfm7sXQdX1e
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast502Please respect copyright.PENANA05RsIdunjK
Keeps slipping from my fists.502Please respect copyright.PENANAImU0zIAd6s
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).502Please respect copyright.PENANAI9iUhmOLuH
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.502Please respect copyright.PENANAHSn3Tct4wv
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up502Please respect copyright.PENANAwmR5gD7jny
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.502Please respect copyright.PENANAmq14d4H90l
502Please respect copyright.PENANA5wL1cMHu8a
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity502Please respect copyright.PENANAeAOP5PlpoD
I feel it closing in on me502Please respect copyright.PENANAuGV52HZciN
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,502Please respect copyright.PENANAqEEKtRClBa
looking in the mirror I see my painting.502Please respect copyright.PENANAtw6uZ6OJ8t
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,502Please respect copyright.PENANAg92pDIMy8F
I know they're going to be my demise.502Please respect copyright.PENANAcEC49OV6gV
502Please respect copyright.PENANA78jlj1HxC1
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen502Please respect copyright.PENANA0ux43yEfhA
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.502Please respect copyright.PENANADCsfnhyilT
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 502Please respect copyright.PENANASSmxqT3Kcc
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 502Please respect copyright.PENANA5l6IMTw718
502Please respect copyright.PENANAxQ8vWvcnTn
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither502Please respect copyright.PENANAvb45Fp4lgi
because I know myself if not anyone else502Please respect copyright.PENANAlq7GyLD7bA
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.502Please respect copyright.PENANAwx1DdSZMNR
502Please respect copyright.PENANAzIv3VfV5CL
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.502Please respect copyright.PENANAjVxLl4TO1y
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,502Please respect copyright.PENANAkdMEiMjdGM
everyone asked for a young female.502Please respect copyright.PENANAlo3bYvHh8N
what happens when I grow old,502Please respect copyright.PENANAt6HN72QWZn
what happens when my tits sag 502Please respect copyright.PENANAjXqykZfQh1
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,502Please respect copyright.PENANAtNDDL5ZxnG
will I no longer be wanted?502Please respect copyright.PENANALHot2eCxYb
No longer desired or admired.502Please respect copyright.PENANAR2NKS9n8g5
will I just be old?502Please respect copyright.PENANANmaaf4BWXM
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 502Please respect copyright.PENANAjDH9hTAxeD
Just502Please respect copyright.PENANAKeDDRr4yG1
Old.502Please respect copyright.PENANAQHNlFLRNKy
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?502Please respect copyright.PENANAsaGIozyiKA
I'll have to be good at something,502Please respect copyright.PENANAT9YQ8DUwSL
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills502Please respect copyright.PENANALEpa8SRlNz
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain502Please respect copyright.PENANAeQZusXonZe
I'll have to be somebody502Please respect copyright.PENANAlwB5hblw92
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth502Please respect copyright.PENANAKLhCi7ZQSP
but I know I can't keep it.502Please respect copyright.PENANAEHSYgNcF3y
Good things never last.502Please respect copyright.PENANAr4JbLUg2hn
502Please respect copyright.PENANAup8zAcLFv9
I don't know when youth became so important to me502Please respect copyright.PENANAALoc5b5e7F
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail502Please respect copyright.PENANAf2dGbC2QMc
and why so many people died over it502Please respect copyright.PENANAAHfBjcVObW
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,502Please respect copyright.PENANA7uU4xDxLsk
I would.502Please respect copyright.PENANAHBOq9JBYvz
perhaps that makes me a bad human,502Please respect copyright.PENANA4oNVW5y2Nv
a bad feminist502Please respect copyright.PENANALn92NnPwkw
bad person,502Please respect copyright.PENANAEQODTaR32H
but all I know is it's the truth502Please respect copyright.PENANAVKC0nrWGHN
and I would do it,502Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7wt7GJbcw
502Please respect copyright.PENANAR23esMD9v8
I would give up so much to stay desirable.502Please respect copyright.PENANAwY1zPOkQGg
Because I've never been desired before502Please respect copyright.PENANAVUlR6W2vp3
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,502Please respect copyright.PENANAVxuNCHg10B
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?502Please respect copyright.PENANALbrs2A28Yn
and my skin sags from my bones502Please respect copyright.PENANAsH9EGulhF4
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach502Please respect copyright.PENANAadGU61pb5i
my neck doubling,502Please respect copyright.PENANAWt0DIiDKMr
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad502Please respect copyright.PENANAs2OfajhQ2b
502Please respect copyright.PENANAsKMVb2EJEc
some people think when you get older looks matter less502Please respect copyright.PENANAjNdbZTRiQm
But that's not true, nobody wants that502Please respect copyright.PENANAg012HLhQGK
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.502Please respect copyright.PENANADTPfrGzAH9
What will I be?502Please respect copyright.PENANAqLZXNTPTVV
Chopped liver I suppose.502Please respect copyright.PENANAp0tDp4iyzi
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools502Please respect copyright.PENANAJxaMRTQaNW
502Please respect copyright.PENANA43D2JjyXyM
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life502Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5Wy02uLat
I'm 20502Please respect copyright.PENANALcswIgjTs3
I have done nothing time is flying by502Please respect copyright.PENANAup1vR3pu4p
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast502Please respect copyright.PENANA6NaWnI5n9v
Keeps slipping from my fists.502Please respect copyright.PENANAlQtE2OWntj
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).502Please respect copyright.PENANAbXNLSjAXNO
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.502Please respect copyright.PENANAzPUHfCJ2SU
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up502Please respect copyright.PENANAB9gXH8L5Qw
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.502Please respect copyright.PENANAddE7t6eGsi
502Please respect copyright.PENANA28Xeqy8JBu
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity502Please respect copyright.PENANA5sWUvN51ra
I feel it closing in on me502Please respect copyright.PENANAYYfJJIQKhE
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,502Please respect copyright.PENANAEPvgJSVzIs
looking in the mirror I see my painting.502Please respect copyright.PENANA2GkzcGqzKQ
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,502Please respect copyright.PENANAeA9BCFnK7p
I know they're going to be my demise.502Please respect copyright.PENANA5oRBd2rABQ
502Please respect copyright.PENANAwmZzRuh9do
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen502Please respect copyright.PENANAmkU28PtvTO
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.502Please respect copyright.PENANAmOEkNCSP6p
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 502Please respect copyright.PENANAnECDmPOtJF
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 502Please respect copyright.PENANA4m5TwSAtFq
502Please respect copyright.PENANAymacuyuN7r
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither502Please respect copyright.PENANAZbro37OOd3
because I know myself if not anyone else502Please respect copyright.PENANA3uSbRLVnKI
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.502Please respect copyright.PENANA77dUqLJeMY
502Please respect copyright.PENANASutKgArDY6
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old


