I am dreading growing old.270Please respect copyright.PENANAiwqN95bAVs
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,270Please respect copyright.PENANALSp9QAuLyE
everyone asked for a young female.270Please respect copyright.PENANABri0rCecRk
what happens when I grow old,270Please respect copyright.PENANAe2dKntf2ta
what happens when my tits sag 270Please respect copyright.PENANAzYDneS411B
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,270Please respect copyright.PENANAaqkzgDwzVa
will I no longer be wanted?270Please respect copyright.PENANA0l6fObIRHn
No longer desired or admired.270Please respect copyright.PENANAdoEsLOHMCn
will I just be old?270Please respect copyright.PENANAF6VO6ZXOoj
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 270Please respect copyright.PENANAfRPqJxUwrv
Just270Please respect copyright.PENANAE2zcYqSQzp
Old.270Please respect copyright.PENANAvCkWQ613WI
270Please respect copyright.PENANA5l6oZg5u4d
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?270Please respect copyright.PENANAspgsB9phGT
I'll have to be good at something,270Please respect copyright.PENANAyfvbb6ZhFc
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills270Please respect copyright.PENANARtgRJausnh
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain270Please respect copyright.PENANAjYcEQ6eXNH
I'll have to be somebody270Please respect copyright.PENANACpUWbdhZnY
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth270Please respect copyright.PENANAgE2u6g33NI
but I know I can't keep it.270Please respect copyright.PENANAPtIeAnMveG
Good things never last.270Please respect copyright.PENANA9BB1mPIL3p
270Please respect copyright.PENANABl4yvyXJ6T
I don't know when youth became so important to me270Please respect copyright.PENANA2yWgBhg99D
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail270Please respect copyright.PENANAJSmYVDMVYf
and why so many people died over it270Please respect copyright.PENANAk496aEMwHX
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,270Please respect copyright.PENANATE7Lnw8GpN
I would.270Please respect copyright.PENANAZsHbjCzMl5
perhaps that makes me a bad human,270Please respect copyright.PENANAkdycnI6W6c
a bad feminist270Please respect copyright.PENANAS3WaT8YMHG
bad person,270Please respect copyright.PENANAIsWDRlNzs5
but all I know is it's the truth270Please respect copyright.PENANAdVCTClCozI
and I would do it,270Please respect copyright.PENANA8zfl4qII2K
270Please respect copyright.PENANAyj9fU7kDE1
I would give up so much to stay desirable.270Please respect copyright.PENANAeUqaSH8Ogf
Because I've never been desired before270Please respect copyright.PENANANyC6Jael1k
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,270Please respect copyright.PENANAhdgjidUmRM
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?270Please respect copyright.PENANAoJyf2Y8SuC
and my skin sags from my bones270Please respect copyright.PENANAfbcUyF5ZgF
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach270Please respect copyright.PENANAI2glcza7Tc
my neck doubling,270Please respect copyright.PENANALJUsQ8QUep
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad270Please respect copyright.PENANA0FWkV4GOEf
270Please respect copyright.PENANAwj22SnfNiE
some people think when you get older looks matter less270Please respect copyright.PENANAXDCyQ4fbG4
But that's not true, nobody wants that270Please respect copyright.PENANAhuoXPiveTh
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.270Please respect copyright.PENANAFmPTsvCwbj
What will I be?270Please respect copyright.PENANAjBNACL2JNb
Chopped liver I suppose.270Please respect copyright.PENANA09aGZaSKQY
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools270Please respect copyright.PENANAtWNxOnutfp
270Please respect copyright.PENANATT2DofTYsg
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life270Please respect copyright.PENANAt4XrzUdfsA
I'm young270Please respect copyright.PENANAwH9hms41oE
I have done nothing time is flying by270Please respect copyright.PENANAP3VMTTAaeu
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast270Please respect copyright.PENANAVDqSIvXTKl
Keeps slipping from my fists.270Please respect copyright.PENANAx2ekLXQW6I
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).270Please respect copyright.PENANAqjumc9LPSx
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.270Please respect copyright.PENANARUzsYB3u9x
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up270Please respect copyright.PENANAHrFKxpEXrj
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.270Please respect copyright.PENANAENssJKf4Ty
270Please respect copyright.PENANAVMQiCXSVy8
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity270Please respect copyright.PENANAAP5LTW49Nf
I feel it closing in on me270Please respect copyright.PENANAoWK6RxXBVo
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,270Please respect copyright.PENANAnjvup0RViT
looking in the mirror I see my painting.270Please respect copyright.PENANAxtqNCvpmKE
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,270Please respect copyright.PENANAvY3S3JoTZU
I know they're going to be my demise.270Please respect copyright.PENANAAUWMXK5eXO
270Please respect copyright.PENANAiXUiKh2rgq
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen270Please respect copyright.PENANAsQrEIqzBLs
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.270Please respect copyright.PENANAWyxt91oTTU
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 270Please respect copyright.PENANAQZfaKYpO9d
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 270Please respect copyright.PENANAyRze9v8R6C
270Please respect copyright.PENANAE6t0gaAR4p
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither270Please respect copyright.PENANATO7OR0R5G8
because I know myself if not anyone else270Please respect copyright.PENANA4zrod2Ri2E
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.270Please respect copyright.PENANA7ArQDsiaOZ
270Please respect copyright.PENANAr6xVCl3Nl0
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.270Please respect copyright.PENANA25276HNS63
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,270Please respect copyright.PENANAhLw8488fzK
everyone asked for a young female.270Please respect copyright.PENANAWVnLZukoOz
what happens when I grow old,270Please respect copyright.PENANAup7vy0w5Cu
what happens when my tits sag 270Please respect copyright.PENANAXWK2TIwfLD
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,270Please respect copyright.PENANAKTaAPSt0Al
will I no longer be wanted?270Please respect copyright.PENANAi3KqEHyyMP
No longer desired or admired.270Please respect copyright.PENANAZRJE3aMMhK
will I just be old?270Please respect copyright.PENANAVCmo8qMbj9
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 270Please respect copyright.PENANA7XxY3Jwt3D
Just270Please respect copyright.PENANAK0tvlcCIcd
Old.270Please respect copyright.PENANAPmW7WY83eq
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?270Please respect copyright.PENANA8kPtk9MirU
I'll have to be good at something,270Please respect copyright.PENANARw4QDmleEO
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills270Please respect copyright.PENANA4gI8zWLjrk
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain270Please respect copyright.PENANAEdEQjnyDbB
I'll have to be somebody270Please respect copyright.PENANAV8Bwx3w4aT
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth270Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZksTuq5i0
but I know I can't keep it.270Please respect copyright.PENANApIkVvc2VyL
Good things never last.270Please respect copyright.PENANATWAas5Zhk2
270Please respect copyright.PENANAqKQVErOhQM
I don't know when youth became so important to me270Please respect copyright.PENANAD9GbkBCq6o
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail270Please respect copyright.PENANAt4iEYkXpQM
and why so many people died over it270Please respect copyright.PENANApqRjXbrsUb
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,270Please respect copyright.PENANAMtOEN95xbz
I would.270Please respect copyright.PENANAPUAi6LKecM
perhaps that makes me a bad human,270Please respect copyright.PENANA4R2kYYtQx8
a bad feminist270Please respect copyright.PENANA1go3Y8n56E
bad person,270Please respect copyright.PENANAE5jMi5UWdf
but all I know is it's the truth270Please respect copyright.PENANA46FfS6mjVu
and I would do it,270Please respect copyright.PENANA0wqU6B6eJz
270Please respect copyright.PENANAiX6SrmhtWE
I would give up so much to stay desirable.270Please respect copyright.PENANAbH6V6HSyUL
Because I've never been desired before270Please respect copyright.PENANA8E60byz5rd
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,270Please respect copyright.PENANAOEBJ2eVFdO
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?270Please respect copyright.PENANAmcx3PXJIQU
and my skin sags from my bones270Please respect copyright.PENANAmut5fm9t8h
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach270Please respect copyright.PENANAL3F3YdjC0Z
my neck doubling,270Please respect copyright.PENANAHiHHcbpVuS
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad270Please respect copyright.PENANAs085Gw61Cy
270Please respect copyright.PENANAz70SgSTt2T
some people think when you get older looks matter less270Please respect copyright.PENANAkJNSUUtdvk
But that's not true, nobody wants that270Please respect copyright.PENANAInidpf8Tmd
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.270Please respect copyright.PENANALEDQGspUTK
What will I be?270Please respect copyright.PENANAJOW4yupncx
Chopped liver I suppose.270Please respect copyright.PENANAuckpLObOT5
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools270Please respect copyright.PENANAfoQptsk4v2
270Please respect copyright.PENANA4S5VKFmVxG
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life270Please respect copyright.PENANAGN9BO0bH6C
I'm 20270Please respect copyright.PENANAGfPT8gJJoP
I have done nothing time is flying by270Please respect copyright.PENANAI8Hb9PbRDI
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast270Please respect copyright.PENANAyK8Xwd09Cx
Keeps slipping from my fists.270Please respect copyright.PENANA0ITOSPcTht
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).270Please respect copyright.PENANAeTxjWDX2Fq
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.270Please respect copyright.PENANAGNaf59tYlQ
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up270Please respect copyright.PENANAI5SWn5pw3F
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.270Please respect copyright.PENANAYBC6M1U2Nu
270Please respect copyright.PENANAhLrFEavG0d
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity270Please respect copyright.PENANAI9fq00siG0
I feel it closing in on me270Please respect copyright.PENANAfmfTEjCPf9
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,270Please respect copyright.PENANAyOQPJQRt1N
looking in the mirror I see my painting.270Please respect copyright.PENANAmieH7fF3Bm
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,270Please respect copyright.PENANAyqo3vN0rIs
I know they're going to be my demise.270Please respect copyright.PENANAWiqVPSimFW
270Please respect copyright.PENANActCS8UN0L1
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen270Please respect copyright.PENANAyitrvkpTFU
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.270Please respect copyright.PENANAblkAy0Rq3V
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 270Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8AgkKRyz3
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 270Please respect copyright.PENANA5oTgF5zPfA
270Please respect copyright.PENANAMGpUJnmYGd
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither270Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4Nv2h1iyz
because I know myself if not anyone else270Please respect copyright.PENANAwfIreQJXyj
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.270Please respect copyright.PENANAtJOXlK8PJb
270Please respect copyright.PENANAjIMMasJ0kB
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old