The mundane life of pretending to be an adult - Useless

I just realised. I haven’t felt this way for a while.467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TJXiPDt0N

Maybe because I was always running.467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdF0e2SBfS

Stress, work, study.467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkg2LeaZyYZ

Too busy to think about it. I was fooled by the pretty lies, but at the end of the day, I came to my senses.

How worthless I was. How useless. How unsightly. How much I hated myself.

There’s no way I can be proud of myself.

At the bottom of my heart, I really, really hated myself.

”How are you?” I’m always asked. I couldn’t answer. An answer that I could be proud of. The fear of being looked down on.467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzR7ZICkN1U

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I got the grades.467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXZVYmm8ZW

I did well in sports.467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKHs2S1XMo

I could play musical instruments.467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1RK5VHQn8

I’m not exactly too bad with people either.

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So how did I end up like this?

I can’t accept it. I can’t let anyone see. I want to disappear.

I’ve disappointed everyone, but most of all, myself.

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