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再見了260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xRsVyQ0rw
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在最接近平安也是最接近瘋狂的器官
裏頭住了一隻蠻不講理的怪物
流著冰冷的血
它正是和理性作對的想法
「反正結果不會改變」
我在打一場毫無勝算的仗
而這個對手日益壯大的同時
堅持下去的決心也在漸漸消逝
理所當然地
反抗著的愚者總有一天會被之殺死吧
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不再期望與作夢的原因是什麼時候忘記的呢
「沒有了生存意義的話
我還是我嗎」
如此類推的自我質疑在心中多不勝數
只是質疑若能得到解答
我也不需要淪落到這等瘋狂
這是一道不可能解答的問題
因為自相矛盾
是矛和盾的偽命題
雖則如此
消極的心底話
自我厭惡轉化而成的自我質疑
的確可以逆轉回去
彷如化學作用的原理
而在沉思的環境下
一靜下來
當情緒沉澱下來
一切也會變得清晰
源於森林的聲音
它們在說什麼
它們的每一言每一語
「這全都是你的錯」
「這全都是我的錯」
其實不難發現
自己為什麼一直在為難自己
瘋了
我早已瘋了
我的思維早已被創傷侵佔
我無法分辨什麼選擇能夠拯救自己
抑或是兩者之間有什麼分別
黑和白
生和死
正義不正義
反正是一樣
結果會是一樣
反正無論怎選擇
結局也只會有一個
我這樣想法奇怪嗎
還是說這樣子想才正常
才合乎理論
畢竟命運和自由只有一者可以存在
而我確實是瘋了
記得那時
在我還沒有瘋掉的時候
簡單不過的日子
在我還未擁抱無知的時候
我曾經幸福過
然後那天來了
連冬天和夏天也判斷不到
究竟錯的是我
還是錯在這個夏天會下雪的世界
我會說大概是太寒冷的問題
記得
曾經有一個為我不惜一切的人
她是這麼溫柔這麼堅強
是這麼溫暖
她的笑容
她的懷抱在記憶中如此深刻
只是醒來後身體有點僵冷了260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFYLP71rqF
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Within the flesh which lies on the long bed, which dips toward the shadow of chaos and peace was absent from260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVW6NjQr4E
There was a raging monster that knows nothing but the word "cruel" with all its vile heart260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lxtQxh6j7
The cold-blooded beasts was the vicious voice that killed my rational self260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡez4jaW7SbQ
Keep yelling to me, "Nothing will change despite your pain"260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68zgoKLJ8g
It is a losing battle that I must fight, yet the nightmare of that day always frightens me260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIisw0rgFj
Acknowledging that one day I will eventually succumb to the madness breed inside me260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Fp6LZvmFk
As this dreamland is only fertile for necrotic thoughts but not dandelions of hopes260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdCtyvr07k
One day, I will be killed by myself
260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOFWSV6YZhThere was a raging monster that knows nothing but the word "cruel" with all its vile heart260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lxtQxh6j7
The cold-blooded beasts was the vicious voice that killed my rational self260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡez4jaW7SbQ
Keep yelling to me, "Nothing will change despite your pain"260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68zgoKLJ8g
It is a losing battle that I must fight, yet the nightmare of that day always frightens me260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIisw0rgFj
Acknowledging that one day I will eventually succumb to the madness breed inside me260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Fp6LZvmFk
As this dreamland is only fertile for necrotic thoughts but not dandelions of hopes260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdCtyvr07k
One day, I will be killed by myself
When did I forgot to remember to forget ?260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKwj9xNWh2
Forget to reason with myself to never dream again, never wish again260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEowjZDVii
Yet, the true question which kept me away from the wonderland was never answered260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZHWlR3cW9
"Does one who loses their purpose to live on, count as losing themselves as well?"260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHCgrxOSG1
Meaningless questions such as these exists only to fill the empty space of my mind260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqN0TBzGdX
Stuffed my brain to avoid giving room for insanity to take root 260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBS2zakoNr
However, if I really wanted to260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZBIeuX4cG
I can answer those ramblings260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDaQpNRjlZ
As easy as conducting an experiment260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7tHB7qNik
Reminding myself of chemical reaction can be reversible260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qo530DqaC
My self-hatred can be reversed back to self-questioning260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtU2rEymyG
I can listen to the sound of truth, echoing from the depths of the forest
260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsWUsQ63FcForget to reason with myself to never dream again, never wish again260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEowjZDVii
Yet, the true question which kept me away from the wonderland was never answered260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZHWlR3cW9
"Does one who loses their purpose to live on, count as losing themselves as well?"260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHCgrxOSG1
Meaningless questions such as these exists only to fill the empty space of my mind260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqN0TBzGdX
Stuffed my brain to avoid giving room for insanity to take root 260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBS2zakoNr
However, if I really wanted to260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZBIeuX4cG
I can answer those ramblings260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDaQpNRjlZ
As easy as conducting an experiment260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7tHB7qNik
Reminding myself of chemical reaction can be reversible260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qo530DqaC
My self-hatred can be reversed back to self-questioning260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtU2rEymyG
I can listen to the sound of truth, echoing from the depths of the forest
"This is all your fault"260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGBc8GrhqP
"This is all my fault"260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgP6ARKhHT0
The results was always there, which I just swept it under the bed260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KiXTVHMqV
I have already gone crazy and mad260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuDPEhZGHO
As trauma devoured my sanity and heart, the pain was so unbearable I lied to myself260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdubjAd6bJM
"It is alright"260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9N4OO3p3Hn
And it became alright for me260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aeHajCczv
With the cost of the ability to tell what is right or wrong, to decide what is justice and sins, to see what is the difference between me and them260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwDqV0aqtM
My says in choices were all it takes to continue on this lonesome path260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1z1jr0UaK9
Though, does it matter anymore ?260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNXY1we8tk
If the past, the present, and the future was already well decided back then ?260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkT7cJd39Y0
As my author said, I could not live happily ever after260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugwTvq4fPn
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Am I the weird one here? 260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoluCcp2Ma
Please tell me, or is it just the voice inside my head trying to play tricks on me260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32IKp7gOgz
Am I the wrong one here?260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVeU4MhTNy
Thinking that "Freedom" and "Fate" are not things that can coexist260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgXWcWD1Pq
Please help me, since nothing I can do can bring my senses back260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASk6KHfZtt
I have already lost it all
260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhThEVBBlC"This is all my fault"260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgP6ARKhHT0
The results was always there, which I just swept it under the bed260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KiXTVHMqV
I have already gone crazy and mad260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuDPEhZGHO
As trauma devoured my sanity and heart, the pain was so unbearable I lied to myself260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdubjAd6bJM
"It is alright"260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9N4OO3p3Hn
And it became alright for me260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aeHajCczv
With the cost of the ability to tell what is right or wrong, to decide what is justice and sins, to see what is the difference between me and them260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwDqV0aqtM
My says in choices were all it takes to continue on this lonesome path260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1z1jr0UaK9
Though, does it matter anymore ?260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNXY1we8tk
If the past, the present, and the future was already well decided back then ?260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkT7cJd39Y0
As my author said, I could not live happily ever after260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugwTvq4fPn
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Am I the weird one here? 260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoluCcp2Ma
Please tell me, or is it just the voice inside my head trying to play tricks on me260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32IKp7gOgz
Am I the wrong one here?260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVeU4MhTNy
Thinking that "Freedom" and "Fate" are not things that can coexist260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgXWcWD1Pq
Please help me, since nothing I can do can bring my senses back260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASk6KHfZtt
I have already lost it all
Still, the cloudy memory tells me the same story every night260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWa3mfCR2A
A fairy tale set long before the time I had gone mad260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdN6sLeOxMs
Days without worry and doubts260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsJMQdXx49
Times that are as pure as crystal clear260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNJR1UfxFA
I was happy before260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzVegMq2nd
And on that day, when the light went off260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLGL83BolR
And when you cannot tell whether it is summer or winter260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtka9cHx05s
In that ridiculous world, where it snows in summer260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfWfge5omi
I forgot whose fault it was for me to lose everything260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TAMnm7X4O
Thus I guess I will just foolishly blame the terrible weather then260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbY6WzLCmm
There was someone who love me260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMlWS9DI7J
Taught me unconditional love260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakJrpUKajH
She was strong, kind and lovely
A fairy tale set long before the time I had gone mad260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdN6sLeOxMs
Days without worry and doubts260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsJMQdXx49
Times that are as pure as crystal clear260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNJR1UfxFA
I was happy before260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzVegMq2nd
And on that day, when the light went off260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLGL83BolR
And when you cannot tell whether it is summer or winter260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtka9cHx05s
In that ridiculous world, where it snows in summer260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfWfge5omi
I forgot whose fault it was for me to lose everything260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TAMnm7X4O
Thus I guess I will just foolishly blame the terrible weather then260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbY6WzLCmm
There was someone who love me260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMlWS9DI7J
Taught me unconditional love260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakJrpUKajH
She was strong, kind and lovely
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I wished to wake up in her embrace every morning
I wished to wake up in her embrace every morning
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Yet her hands were cold that morning260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnIJl8mI1v
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