晚安了，媽媽259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VCNMlTzev
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再見了259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivu4NBrwC6
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在最接近平安也是最接近瘋狂的器官
裏頭住了一隻蠻不講理的怪物
流著冰冷的血
它正是和理性作對的想法
「反正結果不會改變」
我在打一場毫無勝算的仗
而這個對手日益壯大的同時
堅持下去的決心也在漸漸消逝
理所當然地
反抗著的愚者總有一天會被之殺死吧
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不再期望與作夢的原因是什麼時候忘記的呢
「沒有了生存意義的話
我還是我嗎」
如此類推的自我質疑在心中多不勝數
只是質疑若能得到解答
我也不需要淪落到這等瘋狂
這是一道不可能解答的問題
因為自相矛盾
是矛和盾的偽命題
雖則如此
消極的心底話
自我厭惡轉化而成的自我質疑
的確可以逆轉回去
彷如化學作用的原理
而在沉思的環境下
一靜下來
當情緒沉澱下來
一切也會變得清晰
源於森林的聲音
它們在說什麼
它們的每一言每一語
「這全都是你的錯」
「這全都是我的錯」
其實不難發現
自己為什麼一直在為難自己
瘋了
我早已瘋了
我的思維早已被創傷侵佔
我無法分辨什麼選擇能夠拯救自己
抑或是兩者之間有什麼分別
黑和白
生和死
正義不正義
反正是一樣
結果會是一樣
反正無論怎選擇
結局也只會有一個
我這樣想法奇怪嗎
還是說這樣子想才正常
才合乎理論
畢竟命運和自由只有一者可以存在
而我確實是瘋了
記得那時
在我還沒有瘋掉的時候
簡單不過的日子
在我還未擁抱無知的時候
我曾經幸福過
然後那天來了
連冬天和夏天也判斷不到
究竟錯的是我
還是錯在這個夏天會下雪的世界
我會說大概是太寒冷的問題
記得
曾經有一個為我不惜一切的人
她是這麼溫柔這麼堅強
是這麼溫暖
她的笑容
她的懷抱在記憶中如此深刻
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Within the flesh which lies on the long bed, which dips toward the shadow of chaos and peace was absent from259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJucvJHb20
There was a raging monster that knows nothing but the word "cruel" with all its vile heart259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEGIkJrIsr
The cold-blooded beasts was the vicious voice that killed my rational self259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAwOxOarhE
Keep yelling to me, "Nothing will change despite your pain"259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoXx5NG1vU
It is a losing battle that I must fight, yet the nightmare of that day always frightens me259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlVQaORtOQ
Acknowledging that one day I will eventually succumb to the madness breed inside me259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtUmHkpUMU
As this dreamland is only fertile for necrotic thoughts but not dandelions of hopes259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDy12wsx3D
One day, I will be killed by myself
259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8mlrd6FzWThere was a raging monster that knows nothing but the word "cruel" with all its vile heart259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEGIkJrIsr
The cold-blooded beasts was the vicious voice that killed my rational self259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAwOxOarhE
Keep yelling to me, "Nothing will change despite your pain"259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoXx5NG1vU
It is a losing battle that I must fight, yet the nightmare of that day always frightens me259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlVQaORtOQ
Acknowledging that one day I will eventually succumb to the madness breed inside me259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtUmHkpUMU
As this dreamland is only fertile for necrotic thoughts but not dandelions of hopes259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDy12wsx3D
One day, I will be killed by myself
When did I forgot to remember to forget ?259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCkaebmwNO
Forget to reason with myself to never dream again, never wish again259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5bo10Htqw
Yet, the true question which kept me away from the wonderland was never answered259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVYQm2lvG0
"Does one who loses their purpose to live on, count as losing themselves as well?"259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdiWYM3eIn
Meaningless questions such as these exists only to fill the empty space of my mind259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7NJerLz6D
Stuffed my brain to avoid giving room for insanity to take root 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNB7uVoHs2
However, if I really wanted to259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdVaYWxDtQ
I can answer those ramblings259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHn8m0KEzG
As easy as conducting an experiment259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrJ57nrMkm
Reminding myself of chemical reaction can be reversible259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWXT8uZqIF
My self-hatred can be reversed back to self-questioning259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbUcwshIqN
I can listen to the sound of truth, echoing from the depths of the forest
259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPRqitPqB7Forget to reason with myself to never dream again, never wish again259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5bo10Htqw
Yet, the true question which kept me away from the wonderland was never answered259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVYQm2lvG0
"Does one who loses their purpose to live on, count as losing themselves as well?"259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdiWYM3eIn
Meaningless questions such as these exists only to fill the empty space of my mind259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7NJerLz6D
Stuffed my brain to avoid giving room for insanity to take root 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNB7uVoHs2
However, if I really wanted to259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdVaYWxDtQ
I can answer those ramblings259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHn8m0KEzG
As easy as conducting an experiment259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrJ57nrMkm
Reminding myself of chemical reaction can be reversible259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWXT8uZqIF
My self-hatred can be reversed back to self-questioning259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbUcwshIqN
I can listen to the sound of truth, echoing from the depths of the forest
"This is all your fault"259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgYZuyJeJc
"This is all my fault"259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Lg6SHXp45
The results was always there, which I just swept it under the bed259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZhsumxFh5
I have already gone crazy and mad259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaUZTMcGop
As trauma devoured my sanity and heart, the pain was so unbearable I lied to myself259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29TNfjDfBM
"It is alright"259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtI2Rky4Int
And it became alright for me259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSVbcG3aa7
With the cost of the ability to tell what is right or wrong, to decide what is justice and sins, to see what is the difference between me and them259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAestsO09F
My says in choices were all it takes to continue on this lonesome path259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKPX9WCxjt
Though, does it matter anymore ?259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVejm2bnpVn
If the past, the present, and the future was already well decided back then ?259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yqXNZwQ2C
As my author said, I could not live happily ever after259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaBGvqVGSF
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Am I the weird one here? 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolYCLmPY08
Please tell me, or is it just the voice inside my head trying to play tricks on me259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0CjCEe2gj
Am I the wrong one here?259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHl3DArZao
Thinking that "Freedom" and "Fate" are not things that can coexist259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7p2bCgV0Pt
Please help me, since nothing I can do can bring my senses back259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlT9yIhPuZI
I have already lost it all
259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMboZdt0b9o"This is all my fault"259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Lg6SHXp45
The results was always there, which I just swept it under the bed259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZhsumxFh5
I have already gone crazy and mad259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaUZTMcGop
As trauma devoured my sanity and heart, the pain was so unbearable I lied to myself259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29TNfjDfBM
"It is alright"259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtI2Rky4Int
And it became alright for me259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSVbcG3aa7
With the cost of the ability to tell what is right or wrong, to decide what is justice and sins, to see what is the difference between me and them259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAestsO09F
My says in choices were all it takes to continue on this lonesome path259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKPX9WCxjt
Though, does it matter anymore ?259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVejm2bnpVn
If the past, the present, and the future was already well decided back then ?259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yqXNZwQ2C
As my author said, I could not live happily ever after259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaBGvqVGSF
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Am I the weird one here? 259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolYCLmPY08
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Am I the wrong one here?259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHl3DArZao
Thinking that "Freedom" and "Fate" are not things that can coexist259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7p2bCgV0Pt
Please help me, since nothing I can do can bring my senses back259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlT9yIhPuZI
I have already lost it all
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A fairy tale set long before the time I had gone mad259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfuV51sANi
Days without worry and doubts259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdCDcgZJbv
Times that are as pure as crystal clear259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBjwBHuvT2
I was happy before259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRumUUKw67o
And on that day, when the light went off259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeTe5zKbkO
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In that ridiculous world, where it snows in summer259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe55Rf8on7Y
I forgot whose fault it was for me to lose everything259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWTS9NydXy
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There was someone who love me259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PMK5aWiy2
Taught me unconditional love259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdOJCViwtd
She was strong, kind and lovely
A fairy tale set long before the time I had gone mad259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfuV51sANi
Days without worry and doubts259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdCDcgZJbv
Times that are as pure as crystal clear259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBjwBHuvT2
I was happy before259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRumUUKw67o
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I forgot whose fault it was for me to lose everything259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWTS9NydXy
Thus I guess I will just foolishly blame the terrible weather then259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIrFYF2gWl
There was someone who love me259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PMK5aWiy2
Taught me unconditional love259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdOJCViwtd
She was strong, kind and lovely
And her smile was warm like the sun259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYreA9wssX
I wished to wake up in her embrace every morning
I wished to wake up in her embrace every morning
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Yet her hands were cold that morning259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJCjknL7n1
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