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在最接近平安也是最接近瘋狂的器官
裏頭住了一隻蠻不講理的怪物
流著冰冷的血
它正是和理性作對的想法
「反正結果不會改變」
我在打一場毫無勝算的仗
而這個對手日益壯大的同時
堅持下去的決心也在漸漸消逝
理所當然地
反抗著的愚者總有一天會被之殺死吧
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不再期望與作夢的原因是什麼時候忘記的呢
「沒有了生存意義的話
我還是我嗎」
如此類推的自我質疑在心中多不勝數
只是質疑若能得到解答
我也不需要淪落到這等瘋狂
這是一道不可能解答的問題
因為自相矛盾
是矛和盾的偽命題
雖則如此
消極的心底話
自我厭惡轉化而成的自我質疑
的確可以逆轉回去
彷如化學作用的原理
而在沉思的環境下
一靜下來
當情緒沉澱下來
一切也會變得清晰
源於森林的聲音
它們在說什麼
它們的每一言每一語
「這全都是你的錯」
「這全都是我的錯」
其實不難發現
自己為什麼一直在為難自己
瘋了
我早已瘋了
我的思維早已被創傷侵佔
我無法分辨什麼選擇能夠拯救自己
抑或是兩者之間有什麼分別
黑和白
生和死
正義不正義
反正是一樣
結果會是一樣
反正無論怎選擇
結局也只會有一個
我這樣想法奇怪嗎
還是說這樣子想才正常
才合乎理論
畢竟命運和自由只有一者可以存在
而我確實是瘋了
記得那時
在我還沒有瘋掉的時候
簡單不過的日子
在我還未擁抱無知的時候
我曾經幸福過
然後那天來了
連冬天和夏天也判斷不到
究竟錯的是我
還是錯在這個夏天會下雪的世界
我會說大概是太寒冷的問題
記得
曾經有一個為我不惜一切的人
她是這麼溫柔這麼堅強
是這麼溫暖
她的笑容
她的懷抱在記憶中如此深刻
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Within the flesh which lies on the long bed, which dips toward the shadow of chaos and peace was absent from235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMTUb2rNFd
There was a raging monster that knows nothing but the word "cruel" with all its vile heart235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTD7sG0V5h
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Acknowledging that one day I will eventually succumb to the madness breed inside me235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7qg7n95bF
As this dreamland is only fertile for necrotic thoughts but not dandelions of hopes235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCErYYdfEYQ
One day, I will be killed by myself
235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtAc7geXgMThere was a raging monster that knows nothing but the word "cruel" with all its vile heart235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTD7sG0V5h
The cold-blooded beasts was the vicious voice that killed my rational self235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DW20lur0i
Keep yelling to me, "Nothing will change despite your pain"235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2iaqwt9VD
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Acknowledging that one day I will eventually succumb to the madness breed inside me235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7qg7n95bF
As this dreamland is only fertile for necrotic thoughts but not dandelions of hopes235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCErYYdfEYQ
One day, I will be killed by myself
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Forget to reason with myself to never dream again, never wish again235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQw4LsX2Yty
Yet, the true question which kept me away from the wonderland was never answered235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0F3XCinW9
"Does one who loses their purpose to live on, count as losing themselves as well?"235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8Yog8j4NE
Meaningless questions such as these exists only to fill the empty space of my mind235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPusfO6lbNZ
Stuffed my brain to avoid giving room for insanity to take root 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVEwEBNBu2
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Reminding myself of chemical reaction can be reversible235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkJG6vtRMA
My self-hatred can be reversed back to self-questioning235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPK01p38wS
I can listen to the sound of truth, echoing from the depths of the forest
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Yet, the true question which kept me away from the wonderland was never answered235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0F3XCinW9
"Does one who loses their purpose to live on, count as losing themselves as well?"235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8Yog8j4NE
Meaningless questions such as these exists only to fill the empty space of my mind235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPusfO6lbNZ
Stuffed my brain to avoid giving room for insanity to take root 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVEwEBNBu2
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I can answer those ramblings235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhQwcJ31KI
As easy as conducting an experiment235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpyIULvtSe
Reminding myself of chemical reaction can be reversible235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkJG6vtRMA
My self-hatred can be reversed back to self-questioning235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPK01p38wS
I can listen to the sound of truth, echoing from the depths of the forest
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As trauma devoured my sanity and heart, the pain was so unbearable I lied to myself235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjA07Qy0sE
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My says in choices were all it takes to continue on this lonesome path235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvm4TcSZpT
Though, does it matter anymore ?235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWYjIJxHrE
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As my author said, I could not live happily ever after235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnrNNsdddk
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I have already lost it all
235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjQdM5ixgO"This is all my fault"235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFGzcQmJLG
The results was always there, which I just swept it under the bed235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnd8drZgvi
I have already gone crazy and mad235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcquqWaI0tv
As trauma devoured my sanity and heart, the pain was so unbearable I lied to myself235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjA07Qy0sE
"It is alright"235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xSOxvw2KE
And it became alright for me235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayOl2gUEYY
With the cost of the ability to tell what is right or wrong, to decide what is justice and sins, to see what is the difference between me and them235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Qxa6FNzDe
My says in choices were all it takes to continue on this lonesome path235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvm4TcSZpT
Though, does it matter anymore ?235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWYjIJxHrE
If the past, the present, and the future was already well decided back then ?235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9ehQkvNnR
As my author said, I could not live happily ever after235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnrNNsdddk
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I have already lost it all
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A fairy tale set long before the time I had gone mad235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQ5MEGRhCZ
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Times that are as pure as crystal clear235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡST3pL1rAK5
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She was strong, kind and lovely
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She was strong, kind and lovely
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I wished to wake up in her embrace every morning
I wished to wake up in her embrace every morning
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Yet her hands were cold that morning235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqPGcXIgh4
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