晚安了,媽媽262Please respect copyright.PENANAavXMBmqIbp
Good night, mom262Please respect copyright.PENANAX9FRYzzP3d
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さよなら262Please respect copyright.PENANA1hrtqbrlrl
再見了262Please respect copyright.PENANAG6aiE0pnPx
Goodbye262Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9JYrQ2qRS
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There was a raging monster that knows nothing but the word "cruel" with all its vile heart262Please respect copyright.PENANAWovX9hiz83
The cold-blooded beasts was the vicious voice that killed my rational self262Please respect copyright.PENANAgxAqmPve8T
Keep yelling to me, "Nothing will change despite your pain"262Please respect copyright.PENANAS1sO4gILhq
It is a losing battle that I must fight, yet the nightmare of that day always frightens me262Please respect copyright.PENANAhGUrbcPWfN
Acknowledging that one day I will eventually succumb to the madness breed inside me262Please respect copyright.PENANAirrcz4nXKQ
As this dreamland is only fertile for necrotic thoughts but not dandelions of hopes262Please respect copyright.PENANAWrGy0LGQCa
One day, I will be killed by myself
Forget to reason with myself to never dream again, never wish again262Please respect copyright.PENANAxhnBSF7Pm4
Yet, the true question which kept me away from the wonderland was never answered262Please respect copyright.PENANACJ31YOeW9Q
"Does one who loses their purpose to live on, count as losing themselves as well?"262Please respect copyright.PENANAtHIrNlmUu7
Meaningless questions such as these exists only to fill the empty space of my mind262Please respect copyright.PENANAQBdBaBcUgD
Stuffed my brain to avoid giving room for insanity to take root 262Please respect copyright.PENANA5wDcvcmL2n
However, if I really wanted to262Please respect copyright.PENANAKU5NCkjO5d
I can answer those ramblings262Please respect copyright.PENANAkyG8wRzwAd
As easy as conducting an experiment262Please respect copyright.PENANAIoLVK0wfBV
Reminding myself of chemical reaction can be reversible262Please respect copyright.PENANAyjKSPBnU65
My self-hatred can be reversed back to self-questioning262Please respect copyright.PENANA9xy1A14lxQ
I can listen to the sound of truth, echoing from the depths of the forest
"This is all my fault"262Please respect copyright.PENANAppLhgJSYEf
The results was always there, which I just swept it under the bed262Please respect copyright.PENANA9s6ltGPSf7
I have already gone crazy and mad262Please respect copyright.PENANA6aoH8bqGo2
As trauma devoured my sanity and heart, the pain was so unbearable I lied to myself262Please respect copyright.PENANAH2vHsa8cXb
"It is alright"262Please respect copyright.PENANAoHKSJrKJzJ
And it became alright for me262Please respect copyright.PENANAKfDjsw4fUx
With the cost of the ability to tell what is right or wrong, to decide what is justice and sins, to see what is the difference between me and them262Please respect copyright.PENANArEGr4hDRRm
My says in choices were all it takes to continue on this lonesome path262Please respect copyright.PENANAUYPqpeHWP1
Though, does it matter anymore ?262Please respect copyright.PENANAl5gX74hY0n
If the past, the present, and the future was already well decided back then ?262Please respect copyright.PENANAitYMXyp9fS
As my author said, I could not live happily ever after262Please respect copyright.PENANAND8lrbt9wG
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Am I the weird one here? 262Please respect copyright.PENANAstnZrsNQBB
Please tell me, or is it just the voice inside my head trying to play tricks on me262Please respect copyright.PENANAla3rWz4kfQ
Am I the wrong one here?262Please respect copyright.PENANAPuwkjPCh8I
Thinking that "Freedom" and "Fate" are not things that can coexist262Please respect copyright.PENANAnjl47Ddk3u
Please help me, since nothing I can do can bring my senses back262Please respect copyright.PENANAECcBnjYwsc
I have already lost it all
A fairy tale set long before the time I had gone mad262Please respect copyright.PENANAxaSmScU5wP
Days without worry and doubts262Please respect copyright.PENANAG4AHQxy2fG
Times that are as pure as crystal clear262Please respect copyright.PENANAcVXZIB7kcz
I was happy before262Please respect copyright.PENANA3QQRxCv7d7
And on that day, when the light went off262Please respect copyright.PENANAU1pqdOola5
And when you cannot tell whether it is summer or winter262Please respect copyright.PENANAK8QqmoU6OF
In that ridiculous world, where it snows in summer262Please respect copyright.PENANAWrpjksHrAr
I forgot whose fault it was for me to lose everything262Please respect copyright.PENANAGhzXyblZUa
Thus I guess I will just foolishly blame the terrible weather then262Please respect copyright.PENANAAcpECtxA5z
There was someone who love me262Please respect copyright.PENANA7t1d8TX4DW
Taught me unconditional love262Please respect copyright.PENANAxRWUbLMv8A
She was strong, kind and lovely
I wished to wake up in her embrace every morning