「哇,哇,哇,姊姊,我們先去坐旋轉木馬!」326Please respect copyright.PENANApN2WfuCmWB
我感覺全身的汗毛都豎立起來,我下意識掙脫了芸芸的手,芸芸回頭看我,一臉疑惑。326Please respect copyright.PENANAP7LsrUYHXI
「我......我有點不舒服,讓哥哥陪妳去玩就好。」326Please respect copyright.PENANAm6tg5gSKvc
芸芸跑回來拉著我:「姊姊哪裡不舒服?我們陪姊姊去看醫生。」326Please respect copyright.PENANABaTGTy8YVl
易近晨也看著我:「哪裡不舒服?」326Please respect copyright.PENANA8tBpJimluh
他看上去也是一臉擔憂,我實在有點不敢相信。326Please respect copyright.PENANAcMbMkZZcvw
「沒事,就是有點想吐,休息一下就好。」326Please respect copyright.PENANA7XNtuJXqOG
「那我先陪姊姊休息。」326Please respect copyright.PENANAWPyrNWWFFc
看著芸芸這麼體貼,我實在不忍心再說謊,不過就是旋轉木馬而已啊,根本就沒什麼好怕的。326Please respect copyright.PENANAIq4llGA29O
我拉起芸芸的手:「我沒事,沒事了喔,我們一起去坐吧。」326Please respect copyright.PENANAwHrLnbbYwJ
但我還是怕等一下會醜態盡出,自從小時候那次之後,我根本沒再坐過旋轉木馬,到底再坐旋轉木馬會有多失態我自己也預料不到。326Please respect copyright.PENANAIfGRPhYCyn
「可以麻煩你幫芸芸買冰淇淋嗎?我們坐完肯定會想吃。那裡好多人排隊。」326Please respect copyright.PENANAgV2LCAtVho
「坐完再買,怕融化。好嗎?芸芸。」他低頭看芸芸。326Please respect copyright.PENANAGlVfH2SNQ4
芸芸點了點頭,拉過易近晨的手:「哥哥也一起坐。」326Please respect copyright.PENANAHbnNN3Kh3N
她是很開心,我是欲哭無淚。326Please respect copyright.PENANAFYZ9h6CtP1
一上了旋轉木馬,我就選了隻最小的馬坐,而芸芸選了我旁邊的那隻大馬,她自己上不去,還是易近晨抱她上去的。而易近晨就近選了芸芸後面那隻。326Please respect copyright.PENANA0lELytp0ou
就定位後,音樂一響,旋轉木馬就開始轉動起來,圓盤在轉圈,而木馬也在上下移動,我緊緊抓著吊著木把的長竿,我抓的手心都出汗了,還是很害怕會摔下來。木馬上下移動的時候,總感覺下一秒我就會摔下來。326Please respect copyright.PENANAQIWQasM0up
周遭有很多小朋友的笑聲,還有悅耳的音樂聲,但這些聲音開始離我愈來愈遠。326Please respect copyright.PENANAcw5mnRqNRM
我開始看到我爸媽的臉,爸牽著姊離去,我一直看著在旋轉木馬前面守著我的媽媽。326Please respect copyright.PENANAl8YCbJk915
可是當旋轉木馬開始轉動,轉了一圈回來,本來的那個地方已經沒有了媽媽的身影。326Please respect copyright.PENANAjytHuF08yT
我著急的想從馬上下來,結果就摔了下來,幸運的是,有個好心的大人眼疾手快的接住我,我只是輕輕地撞了一下。326Please respect copyright.PENANAMHmHCqtWHN
那一年我只有六歲,所以我還是哭了。326Please respect copyright.PENANAjcgHzqXWsZ
旋轉木馬還在轉,我的眼淚也沒有停。326Please respect copyright.PENANAhDCmvO5WLk
一直到旋轉木馬停了,那個好心的叔叔一手牽著他的小孩,一手牽著我,在旋轉木馬的入口處等我媽媽回來。326Please respect copyright.PENANAAlLHRkPUfP
我媽多久沒回來,我就哭了多久,但現在我也想不起來到底是多久。326Please respect copyright.PENANAq8BU75nPVj
後來媽牽著弟弟回來,說弟弟突然肚子痛要去上廁所,媽媽一直跟陌生的叔叔道歉,而叔叔好像也責怪了媽媽沒有看好我,說差點就會出大事了。326Please respect copyright.PENANAzSta9gKD4I
再來爸爸也牽著姊姊回來了,爸爸也責罵媽媽沒有看好我,而我只是一直哭一直哭,因為媽媽回來之後,並不抱我。326Please respect copyright.PENANAMvSxj9XWVb
我一直哭,可是爸媽只顧著吵架,看也不看我一眼,最後他們吵完的時候,媽媽才低下頭罵我:「哭什麼哭!明明就跟妳說好,好好的坐在馬馬上,不可以亂動,為什麼亂動?害我這麼丟臉妳還哭!有什麼好哭的?不是沒有摔到嗎?」326Please respect copyright.PENANAOwfId2wAVh
就在這個時候,他們才發現姊姊跟弟弟都不見了。326Please respect copyright.PENANAq2KqNba4op
他們要找姊姊的時候,才發現,姊姊在遠方招手,她坐在有大傘的圓桌那邊乘涼,跟弟弟一起,吃著冰淇淋,她趁著爸媽吵架去買回來的冰淇淋。326Please respect copyright.PENANA5aNGlkxsPI
他們鬆了一口氣,媽媽終於牽起了我的手:「看姊姊多乖,妳一開始就跟姊姊去坐跳跳蛙不就沒事了?」326Please respect copyright.PENANAGTpo2p2GEk
那年姊姊七歲,我六歲,弟弟四歲。326Please respect copyright.PENANA0JWrkMngj0
那天我連冰淇淋也沒吃到,因為這件事情結束,我們就要趕火車回家了,沒時間再替我買冰淇淋。326Please respect copyright.PENANAxsSAJRL30d
爸爸說著姊姊多聰明啊,知道來不及了要趕快買冰淇淋。326Please respect copyright.PENANAkjnftSjwAE
那天我才知道,姊姊是聰明的,而我是笨的,到現在也是這樣,姊姊的成績比我好,姊姊想要做什麼都可以,因為她比較聰明。326Please respect copyright.PENANAt2tzw8rOgI
有時候我都在想,也許那天我沒有從木馬上摔下來就沒事了,是不是那一摔把我摔笨了,是不是我沒哭就好了?是不是那樣我就不會給媽媽丟臉,媽媽就不會比較喜歡姊姊,就會是比較喜歡我呢?326Please respect copyright.PENANAxQg7Ld2Ejy
當然我知道不是那樣,旋轉木馬的只是一件小事,那時候我還小,每次媽媽說起這件往事,都是妳就是個小孩子,不像妳姊姊小時候就很懂事了,什麼事情都可以自己處理,啊妳什麼事情都要找媽媽,都不知道媽媽多忙,弟弟那時候還那麼小。326Please respect copyright.PENANAukXnvqMn9C
旋轉木馬轉啊轉,轉的我眼睛都花了,看不清眼前的是什麼,為什麼我感覺快要從馬上摔下來了?怎麼可能?我都這麼大了,怎麼還會摔下來。326Please respect copyright.PENANAEEkNmdkirI
我只是感覺快要吐了,旋轉木馬的速度根本不會讓人頭暈想吐,但我就是覺得頭好暈好想吐。326Please respect copyright.PENANA9xBY4qwStW
下一秒我就支撐不住的要往下摔,正當我以為我會摔在地上的時候,我的頭只是撞在一個人的胸膛上。326Please respect copyright.PENANAfiAWoMOhKD
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