"D-DEJA JUST G-GO. L-LEARVE MER HOUSE. YER AR D-DISGRACE. L-LEAVE!" my mom slurred. She went out drinking. Again. I can't take it. She promises to stop when she is sober. I know that promise is a hard one to keep. But she could at least try. You know what? I can't deal with it. She is always coming home drunk, high, or with some random man. I can't deal with it. But I love her. She is my mother. I have and will continue to care for and love her. I won't stop.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBn8lr9yBj
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        I ran upstairs ignoring her shouts and yells of hatred towards me. I walked into my room and locked my door. I ran to my bed and plopped down face first. It's gonna be a long night. I glanced at my clock on the bed stand next to me. 12:23 a.m. I sighed out an soul escaping sigh. I wish my life was a little better. I can only wish.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYu8VIOKMd
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`        I rolled over and attempted to fall asleep. Impossible. "1,2,3,4,5,6..." I began to count aloud. Finally after a few minutes of counting, I drifted off to sleep. A much needed sleep.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44tn1raLxi
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        I awoke to the light shake and hoarse voice of my mom. " I thought I told you to get out." she stated hoarsely. Wait, was she serious last night? No, she can't be! I am the only one here for her. I am the only one who cares for her. Who took care of her when dad died? Sure as hell nobody but me! I took care of her when she got into drugs too. I took care of the house, made sure she got better when ill, I fed her. ME!483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWYuTUaTzR
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        "WHY?!" I asked in pure curiosity. Why would she let go of the one who has been to hell and back for her. Why? Why now?483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTjVrM3TP0
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        "I don't need you get out. You never liked me any way." She replied calmly. This angered me.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUc6nDNJ0Ot
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        "The hell? YOU? Don't NEED ME? I am the one who took care of you since the age of 7. Hell I have taken care of you longer than you have raised me! And I do not like you, I love you. Why do you think  that I have put up with you for the past ten years! I HELD HOPE AND FAITH IN YOU WHEN NO ONE ELSE DID. YOU JUST GONNA THROW ME OUT AFTER ALL I HAVE DONE FOR YOU?" I yelled out in fury.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxzx1tuYzB
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        "Deja JUST GO!! Greg is going to be here soon. He wants you out as much as I do. Leave now. Or I'll call the cops." she simply stated. I'm fed up with this.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQI308bje6x
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        I grab my bag off of the desk chair in my room before I  began to stuff random clothes in it before grabbing another bag and heading down stairs to the kitchen. I then began stuffing anything I didn't have to cook into my empty bag. Fuck her. I ran to the door and put on my only pair of shoes and jacket before running out without looking back. I don't want to go back. There are many other parts of Alabama I can go to. I have no family. They all forgot about me when they gave up on my mom. I hate my life.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChn0YTw5Wo
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        I began to run blindly into who knows what direction. I didn't stop, I didn't look back. I just ran. Soon my lungs began to ache and my legs seemed to be holding cars. I slowed down, but continued my blind journey.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRbHqbwbh0
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        I can't believe it. I just can't. She let me go.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyiwg7r4Hg
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