As crazy as it seemed, I wanted to go back inside. Even after all I went through, going back was looking more and more appealing. The outside world was just too different for me to handle. 971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEyHFkqlMX
My cube is all i'd ever known.
There was so much. Just too much. I couldn't deal with it. 971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjb2AEQafJ
My body froze up and I looked around for any sign of danger. My senses became more sensitive as I grew more parenoid. I had no idea what I was getting into. And I had no idea how traumatizing it would be. I just had to be free.
I had no idea there would be crisp white snow that painfully recalled memories that I had buried deep inside my mind. 971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACUFFx0GdR
Memories of perfect white lab coats. 971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYKogH5l0J
'White cloth walking just out of reach from my bound hands, coldly looking at me from afar.'971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvsmKijqvI
Memories of blue gloves that smelled of the unpleasant combonation of rubber and disinfectant. 971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuPw1svP2H
'Blue fingers reaching out to me. Hope that I will be saved, right before the betrayal and torcher.'971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcUf7AqdTX
Memories of white masks covering things unknown to me.971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCxTrbF5tN
'The smooth curve of cheek, the unexpresive porceline mask. Never knowing white lies under there.'971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoc9wK8B4oE
Trees that's ragged branches that lurked with dangerous unfamiliarity.971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoSZ0GpwYc
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Skies that spread out endlessly making you feel as small and insignificant as the stars that shone above without purpose.971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8k3QjZFoy
'Uselessness'971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva6FNHrLUO
And gusts of wind that felt like daggars piercing through your skin out in the cold November air.971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eRNtRMtXX
And I was only wearing a thin brown covering. Nothing decent enough to wear out in the middle of the winter.971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTLvN0y7Hj
I sat down and brought my knees to my chest, hugging them close to my body out of shock and in reaction to the unpleasant change in weather. Trying to process everything I was taking in at the time.971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6XEZNFToz
After a few seconds I jumped back up again, glaring at the pure white that covered the ground, momentarily distracted from how scary the outside world was.971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOoXTCQLW6
I laughed bitterly at how similar snow was to the Bleach Coats I had known so well. 971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMUCrdqEGu
They were both perfect. So, so, untainted. As if mocking my dirty, scruffy apperance. And they were both so cold and emotionless. A perfect match.971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzUpMVZxWv
But then my eyes grew wide with realization. I was outside. Finally. After all this time, I was free from my confinement. From my safe cell. My cube. I knew every nook and crany. It was so... familiar. Was I sure that I wanted to leave that and explore a world of danger and recklesness? 971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNGLOV3N3S
I took a step back due to my second thoughts and twirled around to face the cement building I just escaped from.971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLkOjScSF3
I saw a blurr of boring grey in the shape of a large square through the misty evening air. It was the same bland colour as I grew up with, but it was broken.971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm17aqAl7m4
It had cracks and dents. It had chiped paint and dry, Autumn leaves scattered here and there. It had old cigarette buds and the distinct smell of urine. To put it simply, it was beautiful.971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPUfhMXaDK
Was this what the outside world look like? Was everything imperfect? My face strtched into a smile at the thought of broken, run-down buildings.971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AYnw7960L
And with that, I ran. 971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27SVc3AbDL
I relished in the feeling of the wind wipping my hair around, despite the the chattering of my teeth or the numbness in my bear feet.971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZN6pthowKa
I ran and ran and ran until stopping before a wire gate. The gate separating me and my freedom.
You may think that I was free the moment I stepped out of that building, but I wasn't free from myself. I was still trapped in my insecurities. Even though I knew that even after passing through that gate, I would still be cautious and paranoid, I could be free. Truly free. 971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tgVdwFmzr
And with a smile I oppened the gate to my new beggining.
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Eh? Eh? I rewrote it per LDF's extreemly awesome constructive critisism, now I hope it's a bit more realistic. I know its shorter than before, but I started and it ran away from me. Because of my inspiration, I might make this multi-chapter, but it will take a long time. 971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrS4Hfh57gU
See you next time!971Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tbjfesGlw
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